1 00:00:32,549 --> 00:00:09,010 calling all beings y'all 2 00:00:37,430 --> 00:00:33,590 yeah 3 00:00:38,510 --> 00:00:37,440 welcome back to calling all beings baby 4 00:00:40,470 --> 00:00:38,520 i'm back 5 00:00:43,270 --> 00:00:40,480 [Music] 6 00:00:45,150 --> 00:00:43,280 yes i'm your host dj along with my 7 00:00:48,150 --> 00:00:45,160 co-conspirator 8 00:00:50,229 --> 00:00:48,160 co-collaborator my brother from another 9 00:00:53,189 --> 00:00:50,239 my co-pilot 10 00:00:54,790 --> 00:00:53,199 money nathan what's up honey what's up 11 00:00:57,110 --> 00:00:54,800 what's up and you know why i said 12 00:00:59,430 --> 00:00:57,120 co-pilot nathan because i love when we 13 00:01:00,709 --> 00:00:59,440 fly together you know why why's that 14 00:01:02,549 --> 00:01:00,719 it's because 15 00:01:05,030 --> 00:01:02,559 nathan's the kind of guy you know he can 16 00:01:06,630 --> 00:01:05,040 land the airplane just as well as me but 17 00:01:08,710 --> 00:01:06,640 you know what the only time he puts on 18 00:01:10,469 --> 00:01:08,720 autopilot is when he's checking his 19 00:01:12,630 --> 00:01:10,479 twitter feed other than that he punched 20 00:01:14,469 --> 00:01:12,640 that autopilot off and he's flying the 21 00:01:15,990 --> 00:01:14,479 yoke in the throttles man so that's 22 00:01:18,230 --> 00:01:16,000 what's up right 23 00:01:20,550 --> 00:01:18,240 yeah that's what we're talking about uh 24 00:01:24,710 --> 00:01:20,560 also let's say hello to our associate 25 00:01:38,950 --> 00:01:24,720 producer akashi chris mullins 26 00:01:42,870 --> 00:01:41,030 material taken out of his waist but 27 00:01:44,630 --> 00:01:42,880 we'll get to that later not a big deal 28 00:01:46,310 --> 00:01:44,640 nobody be concerned okay say hello to 29 00:01:46,900 --> 00:01:46,320 flares kevin 30 00:01:48,710 --> 00:01:46,910 hi 31 00:01:51,990 --> 00:01:48,720 [Music] 32 00:01:57,990 --> 00:01:55,510 i like pie it's good cheers my brother 33 00:02:00,870 --> 00:01:58,000 from another and of course our our 34 00:02:02,870 --> 00:02:00,880 researcher and contextualizer the woman 35 00:02:04,709 --> 00:02:02,880 who's able to put it all together and 36 00:02:07,270 --> 00:02:04,719 the times when she's not thinking about 37 00:02:08,710 --> 00:02:07,280 the phenomenon is when she's sleeping 38 00:02:10,550 --> 00:02:08,720 and she's still thinking about the 39 00:02:13,589 --> 00:02:10,560 phenomenon right nathan that's all you 40 00:02:19,110 --> 00:02:13,599 know that's right 24 7. 24 7 baby what's 41 00:02:22,470 --> 00:02:20,869 we're going to get her in for that now 42 00:02:23,910 --> 00:02:22,480 nathan yeah we gotta get her into 43 00:02:26,630 --> 00:02:23,920 treatment so we'll look into that after 44 00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:26,640 the show but now it's time to welcome in 45 00:02:32,309 --> 00:02:30,160 our special guest a man uh uh 46 00:02:34,790 --> 00:02:32,319 basically a star of the uh the small 47 00:02:37,350 --> 00:02:34,800 screen the big screen stage the host of 48 00:02:39,670 --> 00:02:37,360 somewhere in the skies the playwright 49 00:02:43,910 --> 00:02:39,680 who can't be wrong 50 00:02:45,670 --> 00:02:43,920 party people put your hands together 51 00:02:46,869 --> 00:02:45,680 for a mister 52 00:03:00,710 --> 00:02:46,879 ryan 53 00:03:04,390 --> 00:03:01,990 that is the 54 00:03:07,589 --> 00:03:04,400 warmest welcoming i've ever gotten 55 00:03:09,910 --> 00:03:07,599 sprague sprog sprague it's i don't care 56 00:03:10,710 --> 00:03:09,920 guys we just uh don't call me late for 57 00:03:12,309 --> 00:03:10,720 dinner 58 00:03:14,229 --> 00:03:12,319 hey again can i get an amen especially 59 00:03:16,630 --> 00:03:14,239 at a new york city restaurant we were 60 00:03:19,110 --> 00:03:16,640 trying to uh use a little bit of an exit 61 00:03:20,869 --> 00:03:19,120 and say orion 62 00:03:22,470 --> 00:03:20,879 you know so we're just trying to channel 63 00:03:23,750 --> 00:03:22,480 i don't know something from florence i 64 00:03:25,750 --> 00:03:23,760 have no idea 65 00:03:27,430 --> 00:03:25,760 uh 66 00:03:29,270 --> 00:03:27,440 make you make me want pizza for some 67 00:03:31,430 --> 00:03:29,280 reason now yeah 68 00:03:33,270 --> 00:03:31,440 come on all right new york style yeah 69 00:03:35,990 --> 00:03:33,280 where are we going in the city are we 70 00:03:39,270 --> 00:03:36,000 going to uh grimaldi's are we going to 71 00:03:42,789 --> 00:03:39,280 john's are we going to uh 72 00:03:45,430 --> 00:03:42,799 patsy's i mean where do you what's your 73 00:03:48,550 --> 00:03:45,440 in manhattan i go to john's john's on 74 00:03:50,470 --> 00:03:48,560 bleecker street yep yep um because 75 00:03:52,630 --> 00:03:50,480 if you go to raise it is not the 76 00:03:55,110 --> 00:03:52,640 original raise you guys know that yeah 77 00:03:58,830 --> 00:03:55,120 if uh elf has taught us anything there's 78 00:04:01,830 --> 00:03:58,840 no original raise it never existed 79 00:04:03,270 --> 00:04:01,840 ouch all right man so i dig it i'm glad 80 00:04:04,949 --> 00:04:03,280 that you're into pizza that's just 81 00:04:07,190 --> 00:04:04,959 another thing that we can connect on 82 00:04:09,030 --> 00:04:07,200 besides the fact that uh we're both new 83 00:04:11,990 --> 00:04:09,040 yorkers um 84 00:04:14,869 --> 00:04:12,000 so anyway i'm gonna kick this off ryan 85 00:04:17,270 --> 00:04:14,879 and uh this is what i got for you 86 00:04:19,670 --> 00:04:17,280 obviously at some point uh during this 87 00:04:22,629 --> 00:04:19,680 journey you identified yourself as a 88 00:04:24,230 --> 00:04:22,639 researcher you know uh and and you've 89 00:04:27,510 --> 00:04:24,240 you know been looking for answers for 90 00:04:29,670 --> 00:04:27,520 far longer than any of us have as such 91 00:04:32,469 --> 00:04:29,680 i'm sure that your interests have sort 92 00:04:35,350 --> 00:04:32,479 of ebbed and flowed to different aspects 93 00:04:38,230 --> 00:04:35,360 of the phenomenon so i'm curious what is 94 00:04:39,990 --> 00:04:38,240 your most current line of inquiry uh 95 00:04:41,990 --> 00:04:40,000 like what tangent of the phenomenon i 96 00:04:43,030 --> 00:04:42,000 guess has piqued your interest at the 97 00:04:46,550 --> 00:04:43,040 moment 98 00:04:50,070 --> 00:04:46,560 yeah i mean i have been i would say 99 00:04:53,990 --> 00:04:50,080 researching ufos specifically uh since 100 00:04:55,990 --> 00:04:54,000 age 13 when i um i actually 101 00:04:57,830 --> 00:04:56,000 conducted my first interview with a ufo 102 00:04:58,870 --> 00:04:57,840 witness when i was 13. 103 00:05:01,990 --> 00:04:58,880 um 104 00:05:06,710 --> 00:05:02,000 and i think as the years have gone on 105 00:05:10,870 --> 00:05:06,720 and as i've matured and um kind of honed 106 00:05:12,870 --> 00:05:10,880 my researching skills i can honestly say 107 00:05:16,790 --> 00:05:12,880 i have absolutely no effing idea what 108 00:05:21,510 --> 00:05:19,590 it checks out yeah any ufo researcher 109 00:05:23,110 --> 00:05:21,520 that tells you different they're full of 110 00:05:24,710 --> 00:05:23,120 it well no but 111 00:05:26,469 --> 00:05:24,720 but what i was getting at what i was 112 00:05:28,230 --> 00:05:26,479 getting at is there you know a lot of 113 00:05:30,550 --> 00:05:28,240 people were talking about hybridization 114 00:05:33,029 --> 00:05:30,560 now we're talking about uh the 115 00:05:35,749 --> 00:05:33,039 dimensions we're looking at yeah did 116 00:05:38,310 --> 00:05:35,759 that hybridization happen 70 000 years 117 00:05:40,790 --> 00:05:38,320 ago how does consciousness play into all 118 00:05:43,029 --> 00:05:40,800 this what is consciousness you know are 119 00:05:45,270 --> 00:05:43,039 there multiple realities so is there a 120 00:05:47,189 --> 00:05:45,280 certain thing right now like nathan and 121 00:05:48,790 --> 00:05:47,199 i last week we're doing this deep and 122 00:05:50,870 --> 00:05:48,800 deb we're all doing this deep dive on 123 00:05:52,390 --> 00:05:50,880 consciousness what is there is there a 124 00:05:54,790 --> 00:05:52,400 current tangent that 125 00:05:55,909 --> 00:05:54,800 really has you that you're focused on at 126 00:05:58,309 --> 00:05:55,919 the moment 127 00:06:01,830 --> 00:05:58,319 yeah um you know again going back to my 128 00:06:03,909 --> 00:06:01,840 early years i was all about et like ufos 129 00:06:06,550 --> 00:06:03,919 are piloted by extraterrestrial 130 00:06:07,749 --> 00:06:06,560 intelligence from another planet um and 131 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:07,759 i think 132 00:06:13,909 --> 00:06:10,880 as time has gone on and that answer 133 00:06:16,550 --> 00:06:13,919 actually seems to um be the least 134 00:06:18,870 --> 00:06:16,560 likeliest and that is because of the 135 00:06:21,189 --> 00:06:18,880 incredible scientific 136 00:06:24,070 --> 00:06:21,199 discoveries and innovations we have made 137 00:06:25,950 --> 00:06:24,080 as human beings uh in the world i mean 138 00:06:29,270 --> 00:06:25,960 again you look at the 139 00:06:31,670 --> 00:06:29,280 incredible just um you know revolutions 140 00:06:32,629 --> 00:06:31,680 we have had in in science just in the 141 00:06:38,390 --> 00:06:32,639 past 142 00:06:42,230 --> 00:06:38,400 more and more i think we look into these 143 00:06:44,150 --> 00:06:42,240 phenomena uh we realize that they are 144 00:06:46,309 --> 00:06:44,160 somehow intrinsically linked with 145 00:06:49,749 --> 00:06:46,319 everything whether you're looking at um 146 00:06:52,150 --> 00:06:49,759 consciousness or or or quantum physics 147 00:06:57,270 --> 00:06:52,160 you know something we're just beginning 148 00:06:58,790 --> 00:06:57,280 to scratch the surface of um i think 149 00:07:00,629 --> 00:06:58,800 i don't think we're gonna find the 150 00:07:02,309 --> 00:07:00,639 answers anytime soon and i know that 151 00:07:03,510 --> 00:07:02,319 might be a sobering way to start the 152 00:07:06,790 --> 00:07:03,520 show but 153 00:07:09,029 --> 00:07:06,800 that journey i think is going to lead to 154 00:07:11,350 --> 00:07:09,039 so many incredible things i remember 155 00:07:13,430 --> 00:07:11,360 speaking to a historian who looked at 156 00:07:15,350 --> 00:07:13,440 the ufo topic strictly from a historical 157 00:07:17,909 --> 00:07:15,360 aspect and he said you look at every 158 00:07:19,350 --> 00:07:17,919 decade of researching this phenomenon 159 00:07:21,510 --> 00:07:19,360 and it's always 160 00:07:23,990 --> 00:07:21,520 two three four five steps ahead of what 161 00:07:26,950 --> 00:07:24,000 we want to be what we inspire to be as 162 00:07:30,230 --> 00:07:26,960 humans as uh as as you know 163 00:07:33,670 --> 00:07:30,240 scientifically based uh beings and you 164 00:07:35,589 --> 00:07:33,680 know progressing and um ufos always seem 165 00:07:38,230 --> 00:07:35,599 to be a couple steps ahead of us and 166 00:07:41,189 --> 00:07:38,240 that's exciting we now have something we 167 00:07:43,270 --> 00:07:41,199 can look at in videos or or photos or 168 00:07:45,909 --> 00:07:43,280 have these conversations and be like wow 169 00:07:48,710 --> 00:07:45,919 that could be us someday so yeah man i 170 00:07:50,790 --> 00:07:48,720 think um consciousness is i'm getting a 171 00:07:53,670 --> 00:07:50,800 lot more into that lately and i wasn't 172 00:07:56,230 --> 00:07:53,680 that way even like two three years ago 173 00:07:58,469 --> 00:07:56,240 so um i think it's awesome that's why i 174 00:08:01,029 --> 00:07:58,479 love watching your guys conversations 175 00:08:03,909 --> 00:08:01,039 because they go there and so many of 176 00:08:05,189 --> 00:08:03,919 these ufo shows don't go there it's the 177 00:08:08,790 --> 00:08:05,199 goddamn 178 00:08:11,029 --> 00:08:08,800 tic-tac for the millionth time 179 00:08:13,749 --> 00:08:11,039 analyzing the video did it rotate didn't 180 00:08:16,150 --> 00:08:13,759 it did it did it didn't it i didn't care 181 00:08:17,749 --> 00:08:16,160 i don't care yeah i'm over it 182 00:08:18,629 --> 00:08:17,759 important things we should be talking 183 00:08:20,390 --> 00:08:18,639 about 184 00:08:23,510 --> 00:08:20,400 am i the only one that's tired of seeing 185 00:08:27,189 --> 00:08:23,520 the tic tac on every news article like 186 00:08:31,350 --> 00:08:27,199 that's the picture they use every time 187 00:08:33,909 --> 00:08:31,360 absolutely [\h__\h] guilty of it as well 188 00:08:36,230 --> 00:08:33,919 all right that's who kev yeah i got 189 00:08:38,070 --> 00:08:36,240 music i gotta pass you over to my man 190 00:08:40,469 --> 00:08:38,080 right here there's a reason why we call 191 00:08:44,149 --> 00:08:40,479 money nathan you about to find out oh 192 00:08:45,269 --> 00:08:44,159 man hey listen ryan so first off um 193 00:08:48,070 --> 00:08:45,279 this book 194 00:08:50,389 --> 00:08:48,080 which i can't get in the frame yeah 195 00:08:51,750 --> 00:08:50,399 that book is awesome and uh 196 00:08:55,030 --> 00:08:51,760 i just want to say 197 00:08:57,030 --> 00:08:55,040 your writing style is so engaging and uh 198 00:08:58,949 --> 00:08:57,040 the way that you write the characters 199 00:09:01,030 --> 00:08:58,959 and their stories you know and sharing 200 00:09:02,230 --> 00:09:01,040 their stories just 201 00:09:04,230 --> 00:09:02,240 it comes through you know it's just 202 00:09:06,150 --> 00:09:04,240 really a passionate work and i'm really 203 00:09:08,470 --> 00:09:06,160 grateful for the time you put into that 204 00:09:09,990 --> 00:09:08,480 and sharing that with everybody um it's 205 00:09:11,910 --> 00:09:10,000 clear to me that you're a student of 206 00:09:12,630 --> 00:09:11,920 human nature you know that you really 207 00:09:15,190 --> 00:09:12,640 are 208 00:09:16,870 --> 00:09:15,200 someone that uh 209 00:09:19,190 --> 00:09:16,880 doesn't just get the facts you kind of 210 00:09:20,070 --> 00:09:19,200 look at a deeper level at who the person 211 00:09:21,670 --> 00:09:20,080 is 212 00:09:23,350 --> 00:09:21,680 and i was sort of curious i know you had 213 00:09:26,550 --> 00:09:23,360 an experience really early you know when 214 00:09:28,150 --> 00:09:26,560 you were 13 and is that something 215 00:09:29,829 --> 00:09:28,160 the way you look at people and the way 216 00:09:31,269 --> 00:09:29,839 you kind of engage with them is that 217 00:09:32,710 --> 00:09:31,279 something you've always been inclined to 218 00:09:34,949 --> 00:09:32,720 do or did that 219 00:09:36,550 --> 00:09:34,959 kind of develop after that experience or 220 00:09:37,670 --> 00:09:36,560 you know later in your life where did 221 00:09:39,430 --> 00:09:37,680 that come from 222 00:09:41,590 --> 00:09:39,440 right well oh i'm so happy you brought 223 00:09:43,829 --> 00:09:41,600 that up and thank you for the very kind 224 00:09:45,269 --> 00:09:43,839 words um you know i i always tell people 225 00:09:48,949 --> 00:09:45,279 that book is 226 00:09:50,710 --> 00:09:48,959 um those are stories from people all 227 00:09:53,590 --> 00:09:50,720 over the world in all walks of life 228 00:09:57,190 --> 00:09:53,600 every belief system um they they made 229 00:09:59,269 --> 00:09:57,200 the book like i i found some way to kind 230 00:10:01,670 --> 00:09:59,279 of string it together but um that was 231 00:10:03,750 --> 00:10:01,680 all on the witnesses in experiencers who 232 00:10:05,910 --> 00:10:03,760 had the courage to come forward and use 233 00:10:07,829 --> 00:10:05,920 the real names in the book which was 234 00:10:09,829 --> 00:10:07,839 something i was big on uh for the very 235 00:10:11,750 --> 00:10:09,839 beginning i think it helps 236 00:10:13,990 --> 00:10:11,760 empower people to come forward it 237 00:10:16,150 --> 00:10:14,000 normalizes the topic um blah blah blah 238 00:10:19,590 --> 00:10:16,160 this is not a pitch for the book 239 00:10:24,150 --> 00:10:21,190 yeah we want to promote your stuff 240 00:10:27,350 --> 00:10:24,160 please that's very kind of please um so 241 00:10:30,150 --> 00:10:27,360 yes i did have a ufo setting at age 12 242 00:10:32,630 --> 00:10:30,160 in 1995 uh with my father 243 00:10:33,590 --> 00:10:32,640 we both saw a triangular 244 00:10:38,550 --> 00:10:33,600 shaped 245 00:10:41,590 --> 00:10:38,560 lights over the saint lawrence river 246 00:10:43,590 --> 00:10:41,600 river excuse me in central new york um 247 00:10:45,670 --> 00:10:43,600 and it scared the 248 00:10:47,829 --> 00:10:45,680 living daylights out of me 249 00:10:50,230 --> 00:10:47,839 my father kind of stood there 250 00:10:53,910 --> 00:10:50,240 dumbfounded could not explain to me what 251 00:10:56,310 --> 00:10:53,920 i was seeing um tried to for days weeks 252 00:10:59,430 --> 00:10:56,320 after that um and couldn't and i had 253 00:11:01,509 --> 00:10:59,440 nightmares and it really affected me um 254 00:11:03,590 --> 00:11:01,519 no matter what it was it could have been 255 00:11:05,430 --> 00:11:03,600 a blimp it could have been a stealth 256 00:11:07,750 --> 00:11:05,440 craft it could have been from zeta 257 00:11:10,230 --> 00:11:07,760 reticuli i don't know i probably never 258 00:11:11,829 --> 00:11:10,240 will know but um it did it it changed my 259 00:11:14,870 --> 00:11:11,839 life in that moment and that's when i 260 00:11:16,870 --> 00:11:14,880 started doing you know the the mile-long 261 00:11:19,350 --> 00:11:16,880 bike rides to my local library and 262 00:11:22,230 --> 00:11:19,360 taking out the books on nessie and 263 00:11:23,910 --> 00:11:22,240 bigfoot and ufos and um 264 00:11:25,350 --> 00:11:23,920 and then i mentioned my first interview 265 00:11:28,230 --> 00:11:25,360 with someone was 266 00:11:29,990 --> 00:11:28,240 a year later my dad actually um he's a 267 00:11:32,870 --> 00:11:30,000 bowler he actually today he's 268 00:11:35,110 --> 00:11:32,880 celebrating uh the anniversary of his i 269 00:11:36,870 --> 00:11:35,120 think seventh three hundred game in 270 00:11:38,310 --> 00:11:36,880 bowling wow he's like 271 00:11:44,949 --> 00:11:38,320 hello the dude 272 00:11:49,990 --> 00:11:47,590 300 anniversary to uh the second 273 00:11:51,829 --> 00:11:50,000 lebowski i guess 274 00:11:53,290 --> 00:11:51,839 yeah 275 00:12:00,629 --> 00:11:53,300 the name of your next play 276 00:12:06,790 --> 00:12:03,829 um but yeah so i think from the very 277 00:12:08,629 --> 00:12:06,800 start um i interviewed a vietnam veteran 278 00:12:11,190 --> 00:12:08,639 who had a ufo sighting over the pacific 279 00:12:13,030 --> 00:12:11,200 ocean and again mind you i'm 13. i'm 280 00:12:15,590 --> 00:12:13,040 talking to this guy on the phone this 281 00:12:18,470 --> 00:12:15,600 guy has had more life experience than me 282 00:12:20,389 --> 00:12:18,480 my parents anything and just to be on 283 00:12:23,430 --> 00:12:20,399 the phone hearing him talk about being 284 00:12:25,990 --> 00:12:23,440 in war um actually was 285 00:12:28,310 --> 00:12:26,000 like two hours of a two-hour and 286 00:12:31,110 --> 00:12:28,320 20-minute conversation maybe 20 minutes 287 00:12:33,829 --> 00:12:31,120 was about this ufo but i just i just 288 00:12:36,230 --> 00:12:33,839 remember being enthralled by this man's 289 00:12:38,790 --> 00:12:36,240 life and then how this ufo event that he 290 00:12:41,030 --> 00:12:38,800 had never shared with anyone except his 291 00:12:44,550 --> 00:12:41,040 son who in turn was the one to tell my 292 00:12:46,949 --> 00:12:44,560 father who in turn told me and um and he 293 00:12:49,269 --> 00:12:46,959 told me about this crazy foo 294 00:12:52,230 --> 00:12:49,279 fighter-esque ufo event he had over the 295 00:12:53,509 --> 00:12:52,240 pacific during vietnam i wrote it down i 296 00:12:56,069 --> 00:12:53,519 handed it in 297 00:12:59,590 --> 00:12:56,079 to my english teacher as a writing 298 00:13:00,550 --> 00:12:59,600 project awesome and uh i got an a and 299 00:13:05,430 --> 00:13:00,560 um 300 00:13:08,150 --> 00:13:05,440 the the witness unfortunately passed 301 00:13:10,150 --> 00:13:08,160 away months after that um but i was one 302 00:13:12,629 --> 00:13:10,160 of the few people he left that story 303 00:13:15,269 --> 00:13:12,639 with and that really touched me even as 304 00:13:17,110 --> 00:13:15,279 a kid i was like wow the fact that he 305 00:13:19,590 --> 00:13:17,120 like trusted me with that he was willing 306 00:13:22,470 --> 00:13:19,600 to finally get it off his chest as a lot 307 00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:22,480 of these military people never do 308 00:13:27,110 --> 00:13:25,440 um more now so more than ever but um 309 00:13:28,629 --> 00:13:27,120 that really hit me and then you know as 310 00:13:31,590 --> 00:13:28,639 the years went on 311 00:13:33,190 --> 00:13:31,600 my interest in ufos ebbed and flowed i 312 00:13:35,350 --> 00:13:33,200 always kind of like 313 00:13:38,790 --> 00:13:35,360 wrote essays to myself about like 314 00:13:41,670 --> 00:13:38,800 roswell and um whatever um you know 315 00:13:43,189 --> 00:13:41,680 billy meyer or what insert ufo thing 316 00:13:47,670 --> 00:13:43,199 here um 317 00:13:50,870 --> 00:13:47,680 and then when i um got to college i 318 00:13:53,590 --> 00:13:50,880 got really interested in theater um i 319 00:13:55,269 --> 00:13:53,600 was an athlete i played baseball um 320 00:13:56,230 --> 00:13:55,279 in high school and then a little bit in 321 00:13:58,550 --> 00:13:56,240 college 322 00:14:00,230 --> 00:13:58,560 and then um i got injured and i was like 323 00:14:02,710 --> 00:14:00,240 okay i gotta figure out something else 324 00:14:04,230 --> 00:14:02,720 to do with my time here and i joined the 325 00:14:07,430 --> 00:14:04,240 theater department i've done a couple 326 00:14:09,590 --> 00:14:07,440 plays wow like before that and um 327 00:14:12,069 --> 00:14:09,600 and i caught the bug and theater became 328 00:14:14,230 --> 00:14:12,079 kind of my life and i decided that i 329 00:14:17,110 --> 00:14:14,240 would act and i would write because i 330 00:14:19,350 --> 00:14:17,120 loved writing um i merged those worlds 331 00:14:21,829 --> 00:14:19,360 together and that eventually led to what 332 00:14:23,350 --> 00:14:21,839 i consider my ufology which is dealing 333 00:14:24,069 --> 00:14:23,360 with the people 334 00:14:26,949 --> 00:14:24,079 and 335 00:14:29,829 --> 00:14:26,959 as a playwright you that's what you do 336 00:14:32,310 --> 00:14:29,839 people are your world and you create 337 00:14:34,710 --> 00:14:32,320 characters you create everything around 338 00:14:36,629 --> 00:14:34,720 them uh what makes them tick what what 339 00:14:39,189 --> 00:14:36,639 changes them what ultimately changes 340 00:14:41,910 --> 00:14:39,199 them as a person that's why we see plays 341 00:14:42,710 --> 00:14:41,920 in movies we want to see a person either 342 00:14:45,670 --> 00:14:42,720 um 343 00:14:47,750 --> 00:14:45,680 get their comeuppance or or get like 344 00:14:49,430 --> 00:14:47,760 that one thing they've always wanted and 345 00:14:51,509 --> 00:14:49,440 a lot of the time 346 00:14:53,189 --> 00:14:51,519 these ufo events can be a pivotal moment 347 00:14:55,030 --> 00:14:53,199 in someone's life and it can change them 348 00:14:56,629 --> 00:14:55,040 forever so i decided right there and 349 00:14:58,389 --> 00:14:56,639 then like that's what i want to do i 350 00:15:00,310 --> 00:14:58,399 want to go i want to talk to people 351 00:15:02,870 --> 00:15:00,320 who've seen these things that i've seen 352 00:15:05,269 --> 00:15:02,880 who don't have answers to it might never 353 00:15:06,629 --> 00:15:05,279 get them but how did it what did it do 354 00:15:08,629 --> 00:15:06,639 how did it affect them how does it 355 00:15:10,310 --> 00:15:08,639 affect the people around them like oh 356 00:15:12,870 --> 00:15:10,320 you said you're abducted by aliens 10 357 00:15:15,590 --> 00:15:12,880 times what does your husband think about 358 00:15:17,269 --> 00:15:15,600 or what is like your priest at the 359 00:15:20,230 --> 00:15:17,279 church you attend what do they think 360 00:15:22,470 --> 00:15:20,240 about you being interested in this so 361 00:15:23,990 --> 00:15:22,480 that's really um what kind of led me to 362 00:15:26,710 --> 00:15:24,000 where i am today and that's the people 363 00:15:28,949 --> 00:15:26,720 who've seen these things well i i like 364 00:15:30,310 --> 00:15:28,959 to say that that 365 00:15:33,110 --> 00:15:30,320 any of these whether it's a live 366 00:15:34,710 --> 00:15:33,120 performance on stage or music or art the 367 00:15:37,350 --> 00:15:34,720 reason that you attend something like 368 00:15:40,470 --> 00:15:37,360 that is to be moved emotionally if you 369 00:15:43,269 --> 00:15:40,480 go to any performance and you're moved 370 00:15:44,389 --> 00:15:43,279 to emotion then that artist accomplished 371 00:15:45,910 --> 00:15:44,399 their goal 372 00:15:47,829 --> 00:15:45,920 whether it's absolutely you know going 373 00:15:49,590 --> 00:15:47,839 to see the beatles it's like okay some 374 00:15:51,749 --> 00:15:49,600 people can really take take apart the 375 00:15:54,150 --> 00:15:51,759 music like kevin and and wow you know 376 00:15:55,990 --> 00:15:54,160 george is a genius and so is and shows 377 00:15:58,150 --> 00:15:56,000 john and the guitar but really it's 378 00:16:00,629 --> 00:15:58,160 being moved emotionally is is whether 379 00:16:01,990 --> 00:16:00,639 they're watching your play or or or even 380 00:16:03,269 --> 00:16:02,000 just looking at a piece of artwork in 381 00:16:06,550 --> 00:16:03,279 the louvre and people just stand there 382 00:16:08,310 --> 00:16:06,560 and just go oh my god you know so i i'm 383 00:16:10,629 --> 00:16:08,320 the first conversation you and i ever 384 00:16:12,470 --> 00:16:10,639 had on twitter which was not a dm or 385 00:16:14,150 --> 00:16:12,480 anything it was just that it was me 386 00:16:15,749 --> 00:16:14,160 extolling the virtues of you being a 387 00:16:18,710 --> 00:16:15,759 playwright and how 388 00:16:20,389 --> 00:16:18,720 because i'm not i'm so not that that i'm 389 00:16:21,269 --> 00:16:20,399 so impressed with people that can do 390 00:16:23,990 --> 00:16:21,279 that 391 00:16:26,790 --> 00:16:24,000 so anyway thanks man well it's the same 392 00:16:29,110 --> 00:16:26,800 for you know everyone in any 393 00:16:30,790 --> 00:16:29,120 field they're in or trade they do i i 394 00:16:32,870 --> 00:16:30,800 find that fascinating and that's kind of 395 00:16:35,189 --> 00:16:32,880 what i do as a playwright i kind of live 396 00:16:37,189 --> 00:16:35,199 you know by proxy through these people 397 00:16:39,430 --> 00:16:37,199 and i'm like oh what's it like to like 398 00:16:41,350 --> 00:16:39,440 grow up as you know 399 00:16:43,509 --> 00:16:41,360 a person who builds a house like 400 00:16:46,550 --> 00:16:43,519 something that i would love to do but 401 00:16:48,710 --> 00:16:46,560 even wouldn't know where to begin or or 402 00:16:50,629 --> 00:16:48,720 a scientist like so those are the times 403 00:16:52,790 --> 00:16:50,639 where i get to sit down be a playwright 404 00:16:54,069 --> 00:16:52,800 and be like huh what would that be like 405 00:16:56,550 --> 00:16:54,079 and kind of live through those 406 00:16:58,710 --> 00:16:56,560 characters so i appreciate that man and 407 00:17:00,629 --> 00:16:58,720 that can be said for all you guys i know 408 00:17:03,670 --> 00:17:00,639 um quite a few of you are artists as 409 00:17:06,710 --> 00:17:03,680 well and that's important art will 410 00:17:10,150 --> 00:17:06,720 always survive in some form and some 411 00:17:12,870 --> 00:17:10,160 medium and it's what makes us who we are 412 00:17:14,949 --> 00:17:12,880 and honestly it outlives all of us and 413 00:17:16,150 --> 00:17:14,959 that actually makes me 414 00:17:18,069 --> 00:17:16,160 so 415 00:17:19,189 --> 00:17:18,079 happy and comforted you know we might 416 00:17:21,909 --> 00:17:19,199 fear 417 00:17:23,590 --> 00:17:21,919 not leaving a legacy behind but look 418 00:17:24,549 --> 00:17:23,600 this stream 419 00:17:27,270 --> 00:17:24,559 could be 420 00:17:30,310 --> 00:17:27,280 in the air forever 421 00:17:33,029 --> 00:17:30,320 and that's crazy for me to think of that 422 00:17:34,950 --> 00:17:33,039 like these things do cannot live they'll 423 00:17:36,870 --> 00:17:34,960 be able to contrast the difference in my 424 00:17:38,630 --> 00:17:36,880 looks to yours which is 425 00:17:40,710 --> 00:17:38,640 pretty discomforting but anyway let's 426 00:17:43,029 --> 00:17:40,720 pass it over to akashi chris 427 00:17:46,470 --> 00:17:43,039 anybody out of my nose i'm kind of 428 00:17:47,990 --> 00:17:46,480 freaked out because i'm like oh man you 429 00:17:50,310 --> 00:17:48,000 just brought that up you're right this 430 00:17:52,630 --> 00:17:50,320 is forever now i'm having like a cindy 431 00:17:53,830 --> 00:17:52,640 brady moment just first oh no i'm so 432 00:17:55,230 --> 00:17:53,840 sorry 433 00:18:01,190 --> 00:17:55,240 it is 434 00:18:06,789 --> 00:18:05,909 um wow uh but seriously ryan i i love i 435 00:18:08,549 --> 00:18:06,799 i 436 00:18:10,390 --> 00:18:08,559 love your podcast for so many reasons 437 00:18:12,950 --> 00:18:10,400 i'll sit there and i'll listen to it and 438 00:18:15,830 --> 00:18:12,960 i am enthralled because you take people 439 00:18:17,990 --> 00:18:15,840 on a journey and and just like right now 440 00:18:19,909 --> 00:18:18,000 as you're talking about you know really 441 00:18:21,510 --> 00:18:19,919 learning about the human experiences i 442 00:18:23,830 --> 00:18:21,520 think that's where 443 00:18:26,630 --> 00:18:23,840 that's where the meat of this is is how 444 00:18:28,230 --> 00:18:26,640 did these experiences change the people 445 00:18:30,150 --> 00:18:28,240 a lot of people that you listen to are 446 00:18:31,830 --> 00:18:30,160 talking about facts it's like okay what 447 00:18:34,230 --> 00:18:31,840 did you see at this point in time what 448 00:18:37,750 --> 00:18:34,240 did it look like draw it that's not your 449 00:18:40,549 --> 00:18:37,760 approach in i mean i that's part of of 450 00:18:43,190 --> 00:18:40,559 what i love so um one of the questions i 451 00:18:45,669 --> 00:18:43,200 have for you as as as you have gone 452 00:18:46,470 --> 00:18:45,679 through these journeys for these people 453 00:18:49,110 --> 00:18:46,480 um 454 00:18:51,110 --> 00:18:49,120 which one touched you the most which one 455 00:18:54,390 --> 00:18:51,120 changed you know which particular story 456 00:18:56,470 --> 00:18:54,400 if you could say one changed you 457 00:18:58,150 --> 00:18:56,480 if you don't mind me asking yeah 458 00:18:59,270 --> 00:18:58,160 absolutely um 459 00:19:01,350 --> 00:18:59,280 no 460 00:19:03,909 --> 00:19:01,360 i there there's been two editions of my 461 00:19:07,029 --> 00:19:03,919 book there was one in 2016 462 00:19:09,990 --> 00:19:07,039 and then 2020. um in the 2020 version i 463 00:19:12,310 --> 00:19:10,000 added more stories i updated the stories 464 00:19:14,470 --> 00:19:12,320 from the previous book because again 465 00:19:16,390 --> 00:19:14,480 like it was in print and it's kind of 466 00:19:18,950 --> 00:19:16,400 immortalized there but the can the 467 00:19:21,029 --> 00:19:18,960 experiences continue the the implication 468 00:19:23,190 --> 00:19:21,039 to having these experiences goes on and 469 00:19:25,270 --> 00:19:23,200 some people even have more 470 00:19:27,350 --> 00:19:25,280 experiences it's like opened the door 471 00:19:29,430 --> 00:19:27,360 for them so i wanted to catch up with 472 00:19:31,750 --> 00:19:29,440 all those people and see hey 473 00:19:34,310 --> 00:19:31,760 did it happen again or like have your 474 00:19:37,190 --> 00:19:34,320 thoughts changed on it at all um so that 475 00:19:39,990 --> 00:19:37,200 was an amazing um i would say luxury and 476 00:19:43,270 --> 00:19:40,000 opportunity i had with um my new 477 00:19:44,870 --> 00:19:43,280 publishers beyond the fray and um 478 00:19:48,070 --> 00:19:44,880 i think for me 479 00:19:50,070 --> 00:19:48,080 there's there's two stories and i i you 480 00:19:51,990 --> 00:19:50,080 know all of them are my children that's 481 00:19:54,150 --> 00:19:52,000 what we learn in playwriting like 482 00:19:56,070 --> 00:19:54,160 they're all your babies but sometimes 483 00:19:57,909 --> 00:19:56,080 you have to kill your babies is what i 484 00:19:59,350 --> 00:19:57,919 was taught in playwriting which is a 485 00:20:02,070 --> 00:19:59,360 morbid way of thinking about it but it's 486 00:20:04,950 --> 00:20:02,080 true like you know i i had 487 00:20:06,710 --> 00:20:04,960 hundreds and hundreds of stories that i 488 00:20:08,950 --> 00:20:06,720 then had to whittle down to like what 489 00:20:11,110 --> 00:20:08,960 are the most impactful what are the ones 490 00:20:13,350 --> 00:20:11,120 i can really bring to people for the 491 00:20:15,669 --> 00:20:13,360 very first time um and i thought that 492 00:20:16,950 --> 00:20:15,679 was important too to hear new stories 493 00:20:19,750 --> 00:20:16,960 and um 494 00:20:22,310 --> 00:20:19,760 there was one story in both of the 495 00:20:24,549 --> 00:20:22,320 editions that really sticks with me 496 00:20:29,029 --> 00:20:24,559 until today and that was a gentleman 497 00:20:31,669 --> 00:20:29,039 named um scott scott santa he was a um a 498 00:20:33,190 --> 00:20:31,679 i believe he was in the coast guard and 499 00:20:36,149 --> 00:20:33,200 you'll have to forgive me i always get 500 00:20:38,390 --> 00:20:36,159 um the years mixed up with the hundreds 501 00:20:41,990 --> 00:20:38,400 of people i think this was in 502 00:20:45,110 --> 00:20:42,000 73 or 74. um he had a 503 00:20:47,029 --> 00:20:45,120 experience in um cuyahoga falls ohio 504 00:20:49,110 --> 00:20:47,039 and um i i can go through a quick if you 505 00:20:50,870 --> 00:20:49,120 guys want me to or i can go right to the 506 00:20:55,830 --> 00:20:50,880 end it's up to you 507 00:20:58,390 --> 00:20:55,840 go no no no please okay sure um so yeah 508 00:21:00,630 --> 00:20:58,400 so scott was um he's with a buddy 509 00:21:03,190 --> 00:21:00,640 they're like in their i wanna say late 510 00:21:05,590 --> 00:21:03,200 teens early 20s and they um they're 511 00:21:07,350 --> 00:21:05,600 going out to a drive-in movie um you 512 00:21:08,630 --> 00:21:07,360 know for the night just go see like a 513 00:21:12,470 --> 00:21:08,640 double feature 514 00:21:15,110 --> 00:21:12,480 and um they pull into this drive-in in 515 00:21:16,310 --> 00:21:15,120 cuyahoga falls and they're just sitting 516 00:21:19,110 --> 00:21:16,320 in the parking lot waiting for the movie 517 00:21:20,149 --> 00:21:19,120 to start it's packed like sold out and 518 00:21:21,909 --> 00:21:20,159 um 519 00:21:23,350 --> 00:21:21,919 you know they're kind of just chatting 520 00:21:25,750 --> 00:21:23,360 back and forth with him and his friend 521 00:21:27,909 --> 00:21:25,760 and um all of a sudden 522 00:21:31,190 --> 00:21:27,919 the huge flood lights in this parking 523 00:21:32,789 --> 00:21:31,200 lot just shut off like all at once and 524 00:21:34,789 --> 00:21:32,799 it was like everyone was just left in 525 00:21:36,230 --> 00:21:34,799 pitch black so they're like oh there's a 526 00:21:40,870 --> 00:21:36,240 little 527 00:21:42,950 --> 00:21:40,880 yeah they started like honking their 528 00:21:45,430 --> 00:21:42,960 horns i'm sure some of them started 529 00:21:47,510 --> 00:21:45,440 toking up like whatever like they're 530 00:21:50,390 --> 00:21:47,520 probably they're gonna have a good time 531 00:21:53,510 --> 00:21:50,400 of whatever's going on and then 532 00:21:56,149 --> 00:21:53,520 all of a sudden over the movie screen 533 00:21:57,909 --> 00:21:56,159 they could see this like light up here 534 00:22:01,110 --> 00:21:57,919 behind the movie screen not on the 535 00:22:04,789 --> 00:22:01,120 screen but behind it and all of a sudden 536 00:22:07,190 --> 00:22:04,799 over the screen comes this 537 00:22:10,070 --> 00:22:07,200 craft um 538 00:22:12,390 --> 00:22:10,080 scott said that it was sleek it was 539 00:22:15,350 --> 00:22:12,400 glassy it was black 540 00:22:17,909 --> 00:22:15,360 it was crescent shaped and it was huge 541 00:22:20,230 --> 00:22:17,919 he said this thing came over the screen 542 00:22:21,590 --> 00:22:20,240 went over the parking lot and because 543 00:22:23,990 --> 00:22:21,600 all the lights were off all they could 544 00:22:25,669 --> 00:22:24,000 see was like the moonlight and the stars 545 00:22:28,549 --> 00:22:25,679 bouncing off of it so that's how he 546 00:22:31,350 --> 00:22:28,559 realized it was like slick and classy 547 00:22:34,710 --> 00:22:31,360 um and he couldn't see the stars behind 548 00:22:36,630 --> 00:22:34,720 it just you know the reflections and 549 00:22:38,390 --> 00:22:36,640 he said from i think tip to tip it 550 00:22:40,390 --> 00:22:38,400 covered the entire parking lot so 551 00:22:43,029 --> 00:22:40,400 whatever this craft was 552 00:22:47,029 --> 00:22:43,039 it was freaking huge and it just floated 553 00:22:48,710 --> 00:22:47,039 silently over the parking lot and scott 554 00:22:50,230 --> 00:22:48,720 like tried to start the car he's like 555 00:22:51,190 --> 00:22:50,240 we're getting out of here we got to get 556 00:22:52,789 --> 00:22:51,200 out of here 557 00:22:54,390 --> 00:22:52,799 car wouldn't start 558 00:22:56,149 --> 00:22:54,400 so 559 00:22:57,990 --> 00:22:56,159 this starts happening to all the cars 560 00:22:59,510 --> 00:22:58,000 there people trying to turn them over 561 00:23:01,590 --> 00:22:59,520 and nothing's happening you've got a 562 00:23:04,070 --> 00:23:01,600 classic close encounters of the third 563 00:23:07,430 --> 00:23:04,080 kind sort of thing happening um 564 00:23:09,110 --> 00:23:07,440 finally the craft it floats over the 565 00:23:10,149 --> 00:23:09,120 parking lot goes off into a field in the 566 00:23:12,230 --> 00:23:10,159 distance 567 00:23:13,350 --> 00:23:12,240 and scott and his friend are just 568 00:23:15,990 --> 00:23:13,360 sitting there 569 00:23:17,590 --> 00:23:16,000 and you would think all right that was 570 00:23:18,710 --> 00:23:17,600 crazy let's talk about what just 571 00:23:20,789 --> 00:23:18,720 happened 572 00:23:24,470 --> 00:23:20,799 nothing scott just 573 00:23:26,950 --> 00:23:24,480 some for some reason gets out of the car 574 00:23:29,270 --> 00:23:26,960 goes and gets in line at the concession 575 00:23:32,470 --> 00:23:29,280 stand with some other people 576 00:23:34,470 --> 00:23:32,480 gets some popcorn gets back in the car 577 00:23:37,750 --> 00:23:34,480 and they watch the double feature like 578 00:23:39,750 --> 00:23:37,760 four hours of movies and nobody there is 579 00:23:41,350 --> 00:23:39,760 talking about what just happened so 580 00:23:43,029 --> 00:23:41,360 everybody just did the same thing they 581 00:23:45,350 --> 00:23:43,039 just started watching the movie like 582 00:23:48,470 --> 00:23:45,360 everything is cool yeah like something 583 00:23:50,710 --> 00:23:48,480 had been turned off in their brains that 584 00:23:53,190 --> 00:23:50,720 whatever just happened no it didn't 585 00:23:54,789 --> 00:23:53,200 happen some sort of like instant amnesia 586 00:23:57,669 --> 00:23:54,799 thing and the only reason scott 587 00:23:59,990 --> 00:23:57,679 remembers this is like a few years later 588 00:24:02,630 --> 00:24:00,000 um he saw i believe it was like the 589 00:24:04,710 --> 00:24:02,640 edward rupelt ufo book it had a flying 590 00:24:07,590 --> 00:24:04,720 saucer or some sort of like 591 00:24:09,750 --> 00:24:07,600 crescent-shaped craft in the book and it 592 00:24:11,110 --> 00:24:09,760 triggered his memory and all the 593 00:24:13,350 --> 00:24:11,120 memories just started flooding in of 594 00:24:15,029 --> 00:24:13,360 that night of the craft how big it was 595 00:24:16,390 --> 00:24:15,039 it going over there him waiting in line 596 00:24:18,710 --> 00:24:16,400 with people and no one talking about 597 00:24:19,750 --> 00:24:18,720 what the hell just happened um 598 00:24:21,669 --> 00:24:19,760 so 599 00:24:23,669 --> 00:24:21,679 basically him and his friend they go 600 00:24:25,510 --> 00:24:23,679 home he drops his friend off and they 601 00:24:28,230 --> 00:24:25,520 never talk about what happened until 602 00:24:29,669 --> 00:24:28,240 years later when these memories came in 603 00:24:31,990 --> 00:24:29,679 so 604 00:24:35,190 --> 00:24:32,000 scott came to me with this story and i'm 605 00:24:36,789 --> 00:24:35,200 like that's really interesting but 606 00:24:39,350 --> 00:24:36,799 where's your friend i would love to talk 607 00:24:40,950 --> 00:24:39,360 to him and he's like i lost touch i have 608 00:24:41,909 --> 00:24:40,960 no idea how to get in touch with it i'm 609 00:24:47,190 --> 00:24:41,919 like 610 00:24:49,590 --> 00:24:47,200 do some digging because i do i want to 611 00:24:50,549 --> 00:24:49,600 do my due diligence it's just a story 612 00:24:53,029 --> 00:24:50,559 for me 613 00:24:54,710 --> 00:24:53,039 as mine is to any of you like no one was 614 00:24:58,470 --> 00:24:54,720 there when it happened i'm telling you a 615 00:25:00,630 --> 00:24:58,480 story and um i tried my best i went to 616 00:25:02,710 --> 00:25:00,640 all the newspapers at the time nothing 617 00:25:03,750 --> 00:25:02,720 mentioned about some weird ufo over a 618 00:25:05,909 --> 00:25:03,760 drive-in 619 00:25:07,669 --> 00:25:05,919 um i did a bunch of research into the 620 00:25:10,470 --> 00:25:07,679 drive-in obviously it's not there 621 00:25:11,269 --> 00:25:10,480 anymore um there's very few of those 622 00:25:13,990 --> 00:25:11,279 left 623 00:25:17,190 --> 00:25:14,000 in the country let alone world and uh 624 00:25:18,870 --> 00:25:17,200 nothing i i couldn't find anything and 625 00:25:20,710 --> 00:25:18,880 i was like okay 626 00:25:22,549 --> 00:25:20,720 i believe something happened to you i'm 627 00:25:24,390 --> 00:25:22,559 gonna put it in the book i think it's a 628 00:25:26,950 --> 00:25:24,400 really interesting story especially this 629 00:25:29,350 --> 00:25:26,960 idea of no one talking about it some 630 00:25:31,830 --> 00:25:29,360 sort of like memory 631 00:25:34,789 --> 00:25:31,840 wipe immediately some men in black [\h__\h] 632 00:25:36,149 --> 00:25:34,799 i don't know excuse me sorry crazy 633 00:25:38,549 --> 00:25:36,159 um 634 00:25:41,029 --> 00:25:38,559 and that really affected that really 635 00:25:42,230 --> 00:25:41,039 affected him and um i remember there 636 00:25:44,070 --> 00:25:42,240 were times i was on the phone with him 637 00:25:46,870 --> 00:25:44,080 and he was like i mean this is a rough 638 00:25:50,390 --> 00:25:46,880 guy like um you know he's been through a 639 00:25:52,710 --> 00:25:50,400 lot in his life and um 640 00:25:54,470 --> 00:25:52,720 almost to tears like telling me i wish 641 00:25:57,510 --> 00:25:54,480 there was some way to prove this to you 642 00:25:59,350 --> 00:25:57,520 i like my friends don't believe me like 643 00:26:01,029 --> 00:25:59,360 nobody really believes me because nobody 644 00:26:03,029 --> 00:26:01,039 remembers it happening 645 00:26:05,750 --> 00:26:03,039 and then that really like 646 00:26:07,430 --> 00:26:05,760 ah just it it got to me so 647 00:26:09,750 --> 00:26:07,440 when the first edition of the book came 648 00:26:11,029 --> 00:26:09,760 out i kind of was like waiting you know 649 00:26:13,190 --> 00:26:11,039 it's kind of like fishing you just put 650 00:26:14,870 --> 00:26:13,200 the the bait out there and you hope 651 00:26:16,950 --> 00:26:14,880 someone else will like 652 00:26:19,190 --> 00:26:16,960 you know well nibble on it and be like 653 00:26:22,230 --> 00:26:19,200 oh yeah yeah i was there or like i saw 654 00:26:25,350 --> 00:26:22,240 it nothing nothing nothing and then i 655 00:26:29,029 --> 00:26:25,360 remember one day just going through my 656 00:26:31,269 --> 00:26:29,039 gmail trash or like spam folder and 657 00:26:33,110 --> 00:26:31,279 usually it's just you know i blindly 658 00:26:35,190 --> 00:26:33,120 just delete everything 659 00:26:37,350 --> 00:26:35,200 and then the subject line of one hit me 660 00:26:40,549 --> 00:26:37,360 and all i said was drive in movie 661 00:26:42,549 --> 00:26:40,559 theater ufo ohio and i was like 662 00:26:45,669 --> 00:26:42,559 whoa what is this so 663 00:26:46,630 --> 00:26:45,679 i click on it and there's this whole 664 00:26:47,990 --> 00:26:46,640 story 665 00:26:49,430 --> 00:26:48,000 from this woman 666 00:26:50,549 --> 00:26:49,440 named cynthia 667 00:26:52,549 --> 00:26:50,559 who said 668 00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:52,559 i did not live in that town i lived one 669 00:26:59,350 --> 00:26:55,760 town over and me and my sister saw that 670 00:27:01,430 --> 00:26:59,360 same exact thing one town over same year 671 00:27:03,830 --> 00:27:01,440 pretty sure it was the same month i just 672 00:27:05,909 --> 00:27:03,840 want this guy to know he's not alone we 673 00:27:07,750 --> 00:27:05,919 think we saw this and the other thing 674 00:27:09,990 --> 00:27:07,760 that really hit me was she said her 675 00:27:12,870 --> 00:27:10,000 sister didn't remember seeing it 676 00:27:14,310 --> 00:27:12,880 so she remembered it sister didn't 677 00:27:16,630 --> 00:27:14,320 you've got this same 678 00:27:19,029 --> 00:27:16,640 amnesia thing happening with supposedly 679 00:27:21,350 --> 00:27:19,039 the same craft and when i brought that 680 00:27:24,070 --> 00:27:21,360 to scott he was just like 681 00:27:26,789 --> 00:27:24,080 oh my god this is awesome so i put them 682 00:27:29,590 --> 00:27:26,799 in touch and i'm and all i hope is that 683 00:27:32,070 --> 00:27:29,600 they can find you know similarities and 684 00:27:34,630 --> 00:27:32,080 at least find some sort of um 685 00:27:36,630 --> 00:27:34,640 sense of togetherness and he can now 686 00:27:39,110 --> 00:27:36,640 confide in someone else who said you're 687 00:27:41,269 --> 00:27:39,120 not making it up you're not crazy i saw 688 00:27:43,029 --> 00:27:41,279 that and that story really sticks with 689 00:27:45,190 --> 00:27:43,039 me because that's what i wanted from the 690 00:27:49,510 --> 00:27:45,200 very beginning was for people to read 691 00:27:51,669 --> 00:27:49,520 these books and be like oh man i did see 692 00:27:53,750 --> 00:27:51,679 something weird when i was younger i 693 00:27:56,789 --> 00:27:53,760 just didn't think anyone would care i 694 00:27:57,990 --> 00:27:56,799 care you guys care we care and we want 695 00:28:00,070 --> 00:27:58,000 to hear your stories because that's 696 00:28:02,950 --> 00:28:00,080 what's going to make this topic 697 00:28:06,630 --> 00:28:02,960 everyday conversation over coffee or or 698 00:28:08,149 --> 00:28:06,640 or or scotch in in my world right so 699 00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:08,159 yeah yeah 700 00:28:12,789 --> 00:28:11,200 that one really stuck with me love it 701 00:28:14,549 --> 00:28:12,799 deb did you have a question thank you 702 00:28:17,750 --> 00:28:14,559 thank you 703 00:28:19,510 --> 00:28:17,760 my pleasure my pleasure yes well yes 704 00:28:21,029 --> 00:28:19,520 definitely appreciate the fact that 705 00:28:23,669 --> 00:28:21,039 you're letting people know what's going 706 00:28:26,310 --> 00:28:23,679 on um and i think that we need to do 707 00:28:29,430 --> 00:28:26,320 that to normalize the conversation to 708 00:28:32,389 --> 00:28:29,440 make what seems abnormal normal right 709 00:28:34,470 --> 00:28:32,399 um so my question has to do with that 710 00:28:36,310 --> 00:28:34,480 original feeling that you had when you 711 00:28:38,870 --> 00:28:36,320 were younger you said that you were 712 00:28:40,789 --> 00:28:38,880 afraid and that you had nightmares 713 00:28:43,669 --> 00:28:40,799 and i believe that some of the people 714 00:28:46,549 --> 00:28:43,679 who experienced some of the the navy 715 00:28:48,470 --> 00:28:46,559 uaps said similar things and we've hear 716 00:28:51,190 --> 00:28:48,480 this from other experiencers that 717 00:28:53,830 --> 00:28:51,200 they're you know they're scared they're 718 00:28:56,950 --> 00:28:53,840 um having some ptsd 719 00:28:59,029 --> 00:28:56,960 um so i guess you know i imagine that a 720 00:29:01,269 --> 00:28:59,039 lot of people that you meet have that 721 00:29:03,430 --> 00:29:01,279 and uh i just want to know where you are 722 00:29:05,350 --> 00:29:03,440 with that now if you've if you've come 723 00:29:08,549 --> 00:29:05,360 to a different place with that 724 00:29:10,470 --> 00:29:08,559 after so long of processing 725 00:29:13,110 --> 00:29:10,480 yes so um 726 00:29:16,230 --> 00:29:13,120 in the updated version i did have the 727 00:29:18,149 --> 00:29:16,240 amazing honor and opportunity to um 728 00:29:20,870 --> 00:29:18,159 interview kevin day the chief radar 729 00:29:21,990 --> 00:29:20,880 operator from the nimitz encounter and 730 00:29:24,710 --> 00:29:22,000 um 731 00:29:26,950 --> 00:29:24,720 man like talk about an event affecting 732 00:29:28,630 --> 00:29:26,960 your life like i i can't think of i 733 00:29:30,389 --> 00:29:28,640 couldn't think of a better way to end 734 00:29:32,389 --> 00:29:30,399 the book than with this powerful 735 00:29:34,549 --> 00:29:32,399 testimony by kevin because 736 00:29:37,510 --> 00:29:34,559 that nimitz tic tac event although we're 737 00:29:39,750 --> 00:29:37,520 sick of seeing the photo in the video um 738 00:29:43,029 --> 00:29:39,760 that does not strip it of how powerful 739 00:29:46,230 --> 00:29:43,039 it was for these military witnesses who 740 00:29:49,510 --> 00:29:46,240 you know at times we hold up as like the 741 00:29:51,750 --> 00:29:49,520 trained observers and uh the ultimate 742 00:29:53,830 --> 00:29:51,760 credibility of a ufo account which i 743 00:29:55,110 --> 00:29:53,840 understand like why people feel that way 744 00:29:57,149 --> 00:29:55,120 um the same could be said about law 745 00:29:59,510 --> 00:29:57,159 enforcement like these are 746 00:30:00,870 --> 00:29:59,520 detail-oriented individuals who are 747 00:30:03,029 --> 00:30:00,880 trained to 748 00:30:05,029 --> 00:30:03,039 differentiate between things who know 749 00:30:07,110 --> 00:30:05,039 kind of what's going on in the skies or 750 00:30:08,789 --> 00:30:07,120 should know and um 751 00:30:12,310 --> 00:30:08,799 but in those moments when they see these 752 00:30:14,950 --> 00:30:12,320 ufos just like the pilots fravor and um 753 00:30:17,110 --> 00:30:14,960 and uh oh gosh 754 00:30:18,230 --> 00:30:17,120 she's escaping my memory her name 755 00:30:23,350 --> 00:30:18,240 dietrich 756 00:30:25,830 --> 00:30:23,360 it changed them too and they're human 757 00:30:28,630 --> 00:30:25,840 beings just like we are in the civilian 758 00:30:30,549 --> 00:30:28,640 world too so like if they 759 00:30:34,149 --> 00:30:30,559 can't make sense of what they're seeing 760 00:30:36,310 --> 00:30:34,159 who really can and um kevin was deeply 761 00:30:39,190 --> 00:30:36,320 deeply affected he held that tic tac 762 00:30:42,310 --> 00:30:39,200 event in for so long didn't talk about 763 00:30:43,269 --> 00:30:42,320 it um was told not to talk about it and 764 00:30:45,830 --> 00:30:43,279 um 765 00:30:47,669 --> 00:30:45,840 it kind of ruined his life i mean he 766 00:30:49,590 --> 00:30:47,679 flat out told me that he said this [\h__\h] 767 00:30:52,310 --> 00:30:49,600 like completely 768 00:30:53,990 --> 00:30:52,320 ruined my life with my family with my 769 00:30:56,149 --> 00:30:54,000 friends they thought i was crazy they 770 00:30:58,549 --> 00:30:56,159 told me to stop talking about it kevin 771 00:30:59,509 --> 00:30:58,559 had very very 772 00:31:03,909 --> 00:30:59,519 um 773 00:31:06,310 --> 00:31:03,919 about what he had seen and dreams of the 774 00:31:08,950 --> 00:31:06,320 world ending and it having to do with 775 00:31:10,310 --> 00:31:08,960 this tic tac and this and that like talk 776 00:31:11,430 --> 00:31:10,320 about having 777 00:31:15,029 --> 00:31:11,440 after 778 00:31:15,990 --> 00:31:15,039 effects or ptsd even um that was his 779 00:31:17,029 --> 00:31:16,000 last 780 00:31:19,990 --> 00:31:17,039 station 781 00:31:22,470 --> 00:31:20,000 was before retirement was that damn tic 782 00:31:24,630 --> 00:31:22,480 tac event and if he had just not been 783 00:31:26,389 --> 00:31:24,640 there that day imagine where his life 784 00:31:29,110 --> 00:31:26,399 would have been so i'm sure that ate 785 00:31:31,669 --> 00:31:29,120 away at him for many many years and then 786 00:31:34,549 --> 00:31:31,679 the best part of that story that really 787 00:31:36,870 --> 00:31:34,559 um stuck with me is he was working at a 788 00:31:38,870 --> 00:31:36,880 golf course like helping wait tables he 789 00:31:41,430 --> 00:31:38,880 was volunteering to help the golf course 790 00:31:42,789 --> 00:31:41,440 make money um he loved the community 791 00:31:44,630 --> 00:31:42,799 there and wanted to help him out so he 792 00:31:46,710 --> 00:31:44,640 would wait tables every now and then and 793 00:31:50,149 --> 00:31:46,720 he's bringing a fish and chips over to a 794 00:31:52,470 --> 00:31:50,159 table he looks up at the news on the tv 795 00:31:55,110 --> 00:31:52,480 and boom there's the tic tac 796 00:31:56,789 --> 00:31:55,120 on the television on the news and he 797 00:31:58,789 --> 00:31:56,799 dropped the plate of food on the ground 798 00:32:00,710 --> 00:31:58,799 shattered everywhere and he just 799 00:32:02,389 --> 00:32:00,720 remembers getting on the ground 800 00:32:04,549 --> 00:32:02,399 starting to pick it up and there's just 801 00:32:06,630 --> 00:32:04,559 tears coming out of his eyes he couldn't 802 00:32:08,470 --> 00:32:06,640 believe what he was seeing on television 803 00:32:11,110 --> 00:32:08,480 and people are like helping him pick 804 00:32:14,389 --> 00:32:11,120 stuff up and he's just glued to the tv 805 00:32:17,509 --> 00:32:14,399 listening to um commander fravor be like 806 00:32:19,830 --> 00:32:17,519 this happened in 2004 i saw this people 807 00:32:22,870 --> 00:32:19,840 on the ground saw this it was real we 808 00:32:24,950 --> 00:32:22,880 don't know what it is and again kevin's 809 00:32:26,230 --> 00:32:24,960 life changed in an instant once he saw 810 00:32:27,750 --> 00:32:26,240 that on tv 811 00:32:29,190 --> 00:32:27,760 floodgates opened 812 00:32:31,110 --> 00:32:29,200 everyone started talking about it 813 00:32:33,350 --> 00:32:31,120 involved with that event and he now knew 814 00:32:34,789 --> 00:32:33,360 he was not alone and that he could talk 815 00:32:37,590 --> 00:32:34,799 about it and that he could come forward 816 00:32:40,070 --> 00:32:37,600 with all this so now he's just trying to 817 00:32:42,230 --> 00:32:40,080 make sense of all of it like what pieces 818 00:32:45,269 --> 00:32:42,240 of the puzzle can he put together with 819 00:32:46,549 --> 00:32:45,279 uh gary voorhees or commander fravor or 820 00:32:47,990 --> 00:32:46,559 all these other individuals who have 821 00:32:50,470 --> 00:32:48,000 come forward and were there when it 822 00:32:53,509 --> 00:32:50,480 happened and that's awesome i just think 823 00:32:55,509 --> 00:32:53,519 that's so cool so yeah um kevin is a 824 00:32:57,509 --> 00:32:55,519 prime example i would say as many others 825 00:33:00,230 --> 00:32:57,519 in my book and all over the world having 826 00:33:02,870 --> 00:33:00,240 these experiences where they um they 827 00:33:04,470 --> 00:33:02,880 hold it in so much because of their 828 00:33:07,269 --> 00:33:04,480 they're afraid of what society will 829 00:33:09,590 --> 00:33:07,279 think about them that it 830 00:33:11,590 --> 00:33:09,600 it really does start to change you and 831 00:33:13,909 --> 00:33:11,600 not always in a good way there were 832 00:33:15,029 --> 00:33:13,919 people in the book that turned to drugs 833 00:33:18,389 --> 00:33:15,039 that turned to 834 00:33:21,110 --> 00:33:18,399 alcohol that um became very depressed or 835 00:33:22,630 --> 00:33:21,120 became you know over-the-top conspiracy 836 00:33:25,509 --> 00:33:22,640 theorists or 837 00:33:28,470 --> 00:33:25,519 or everything in between and um that's 838 00:33:31,269 --> 00:33:28,480 what's crazy i set out to find patterns 839 00:33:34,470 --> 00:33:31,279 in these stories until i realize 840 00:33:36,230 --> 00:33:34,480 it's not worth it like we are creatures 841 00:33:39,350 --> 00:33:36,240 of habit we want to make sense of things 842 00:33:42,230 --> 00:33:39,360 we want patterns but ufos are chaotic 843 00:33:43,029 --> 00:33:42,240 they don't give a [\h__\h] about what we 844 00:33:45,110 --> 00:33:43,039 think 845 00:33:46,710 --> 00:33:45,120 where they're landing they don't care 846 00:33:49,669 --> 00:33:46,720 about borders of countries they don't 847 00:33:51,029 --> 00:33:49,679 care about leaders of these countries or 848 00:33:52,710 --> 00:33:51,039 nations 849 00:33:55,669 --> 00:33:52,720 don't give enough about nothing and that 850 00:33:58,549 --> 00:33:55,679 like the rebel sort of punk in me from 851 00:34:00,950 --> 00:33:58,559 my early days really appreciates that 852 00:34:03,110 --> 00:34:00,960 that yeah that's my long-winded answer 853 00:34:06,630 --> 00:34:03,120 they don't care where 1600 pennsylvania 854 00:34:09,669 --> 00:34:06,640 avenue is um so in my opinion or my 855 00:34:12,710 --> 00:34:09,679 address which is never mind anyway uh 856 00:34:15,030 --> 00:34:12,720 but no i you know i've spoken with gary 857 00:34:17,510 --> 00:34:15,040 uh before he's on the phone 858 00:34:20,069 --> 00:34:17,520 and he's he's public about that he's had 859 00:34:21,669 --> 00:34:20,079 ptsd as a result of this incident while 860 00:34:24,310 --> 00:34:21,679 dave and alex are like oh it's just 861 00:34:26,710 --> 00:34:24,320 another day flying uh well i don't 862 00:34:28,710 --> 00:34:26,720 necessarily believe that but i don't 863 00:34:31,750 --> 00:34:28,720 think it's affected their life in the 864 00:34:34,869 --> 00:34:31,760 negative way but what i will say um so 865 00:34:36,230 --> 00:34:34,879 ptsd is very real in seeing one of these 866 00:34:38,069 --> 00:34:36,240 for it doesn't matter whether you're 867 00:34:40,550 --> 00:34:38,079 military or civilian you know there are 868 00:34:42,149 --> 00:34:40,560 many many many many many thousands of 869 00:34:42,869 --> 00:34:42,159 civilians who have seen something like 870 00:34:45,109 --> 00:34:42,879 this 871 00:34:47,349 --> 00:34:45,119 and it has affect max mccabe our friend 872 00:34:50,149 --> 00:34:47,359 of the show from the uk 873 00:34:52,550 --> 00:34:50,159 um there's no question and i hope that 874 00:34:54,790 --> 00:34:52,560 you do get a chance to speak with max 875 00:34:57,270 --> 00:34:54,800 because his experiences were 876 00:35:01,510 --> 00:34:57,280 four or five-fold guys something like 877 00:35:04,870 --> 00:35:01,520 that between shadow people and a uh a 878 00:35:06,230 --> 00:35:04,880 cylindrical craft hovering three stories 879 00:35:07,109 --> 00:35:06,240 above his house 880 00:35:09,190 --> 00:35:07,119 um 881 00:35:10,870 --> 00:35:09,200 so several incidents happened with him 882 00:35:13,750 --> 00:35:10,880 that scared the hell out of him and when 883 00:35:16,150 --> 00:35:13,760 you talk about a rough looking a a guy 884 00:35:18,710 --> 00:35:16,160 uh max is you know it's not the kind of 885 00:35:20,790 --> 00:35:18,720 guy who scares easily and when you see 886 00:35:22,069 --> 00:35:20,800 him you'll say yeah i could believe that 887 00:35:24,150 --> 00:35:22,079 um 888 00:35:26,790 --> 00:35:24,160 that aside you know the the thing i 889 00:35:29,510 --> 00:35:26,800 spent the this weekend chatting with 890 00:35:32,150 --> 00:35:29,520 frank from ufo thinker podcast from the 891 00:35:33,990 --> 00:35:32,160 uk and he has done yes to say that he's 892 00:35:35,750 --> 00:35:34,000 done a deep dive 893 00:35:37,270 --> 00:35:35,760 on the tic tac would be a little bit of 894 00:35:39,430 --> 00:35:37,280 an understatement 895 00:35:41,270 --> 00:35:39,440 uh but what 896 00:35:42,710 --> 00:35:41,280 this he says this is the most compelling 897 00:35:45,510 --> 00:35:42,720 case of all time because there's more 898 00:35:47,670 --> 00:35:45,520 evidence that's even available to us 899 00:35:48,710 --> 00:35:47,680 anecdotally than any other case of all 900 00:35:51,990 --> 00:35:48,720 time 901 00:35:55,829 --> 00:35:52,000 the fact that kevin saw this on a spy 902 00:35:57,750 --> 00:35:55,839 one radar which was the most advanced 903 00:36:00,710 --> 00:35:57,760 radar in the world at the time certainly 904 00:36:03,270 --> 00:36:00,720 the the the most advanced seabourn radar 905 00:36:05,670 --> 00:36:03,280 for sure and it probably still is today 906 00:36:08,150 --> 00:36:05,680 with the upgrades they've had since then 907 00:36:10,069 --> 00:36:08,160 that makes it very significant that it's 908 00:36:13,510 --> 00:36:10,079 not something that somebody could 909 00:36:16,069 --> 00:36:13,520 imagine they saw because a radar um a 910 00:36:20,069 --> 00:36:16,079 phased array radar like the spy one 911 00:36:24,870 --> 00:36:22,470 and sort of the signal processing that 912 00:36:28,710 --> 00:36:24,880 comes in in those radar returns off of 913 00:36:30,470 --> 00:36:28,720 the spy one are extremely detailed 914 00:36:32,310 --> 00:36:30,480 and so they saw something there's no 915 00:36:34,069 --> 00:36:32,320 question and in fact even frank pointed 916 00:36:35,349 --> 00:36:34,079 out i didn't realize there was a 917 00:36:39,030 --> 00:36:35,359 formation 918 00:36:41,589 --> 00:36:39,040 of craft associated with uh tic tac i 919 00:36:43,270 --> 00:36:41,599 was i knew about that that ryan graves 920 00:36:45,589 --> 00:36:43,280 uh talked about that 921 00:36:47,990 --> 00:36:45,599 but then again ryan gr the the the the 922 00:36:50,790 --> 00:36:48,000 craft that ryan graves saw were 923 00:36:51,990 --> 00:36:50,800 uh were were seen on ir but not with the 924 00:36:53,109 --> 00:36:52,000 visual eye 925 00:36:55,349 --> 00:36:53,119 whereas 926 00:36:57,990 --> 00:36:55,359 with the tic tac there was vis-obs 927 00:37:00,310 --> 00:36:58,000 visual there was radar and there was 928 00:37:02,790 --> 00:37:00,320 also sensor data backing that up and 929 00:37:04,710 --> 00:37:02,800 then of course lu alludes to geospatial 930 00:37:07,190 --> 00:37:04,720 data that they say they can see a 931 00:37:09,670 --> 00:37:07,200 softball from space so i don't know 932 00:37:12,390 --> 00:37:09,680 uh i think we continued on that very 933 00:37:14,069 --> 00:37:12,400 very well it's it's i i do believe him 934 00:37:15,030 --> 00:37:14,079 it's very very classified and we'll 935 00:37:19,109 --> 00:37:15,040 never 936 00:37:21,109 --> 00:37:19,119 that geospatial data um 937 00:37:22,390 --> 00:37:21,119 because if you could get that data and 938 00:37:23,670 --> 00:37:22,400 see it then that means the russians 939 00:37:23,990 --> 00:37:23,680 could also get it 940 00:37:25,589 --> 00:37:24,000 so 941 00:37:28,390 --> 00:37:25,599 [Laughter] 942 00:37:30,950 --> 00:37:28,400 so that's there was a um an article that 943 00:37:33,990 --> 00:37:30,960 came out today i think in the drive 944 00:37:37,349 --> 00:37:34,000 uh where they a satellite photo caught 945 00:37:39,190 --> 00:37:37,359 some new craft out at area 51 946 00:37:41,829 --> 00:37:39,200 and like it looks pretty weird it looks 947 00:37:43,430 --> 00:37:41,839 sick sixth generation and i'm reading 948 00:37:44,710 --> 00:37:43,440 this article and i'm like that's really 949 00:37:48,470 --> 00:37:44,720 cool but like 950 00:37:50,710 --> 00:37:48,480 should we be posting this you know 951 00:37:52,950 --> 00:37:50,720 it's like back when you know groom lake 952 00:37:56,150 --> 00:37:52,960 was first getting built and and many 953 00:37:58,230 --> 00:37:56,160 years later when like the russians took 954 00:37:59,589 --> 00:37:58,240 photos of it sent it to the united 955 00:38:02,069 --> 00:37:59,599 states and they're like what are you 956 00:38:05,109 --> 00:38:02,079 guys up to what's this base what are you 957 00:38:07,270 --> 00:38:05,119 working on here what type of aircraft is 958 00:38:08,550 --> 00:38:07,280 this i don't really recognize the 959 00:38:10,390 --> 00:38:08,560 signature 960 00:38:12,310 --> 00:38:10,400 oh all right so i always worry with 961 00:38:14,550 --> 00:38:12,320 stuff like that like yes i want to know 962 00:38:16,390 --> 00:38:14,560 what these craft are exotic craft that 963 00:38:18,710 --> 00:38:16,400 are being tested obviously i think it's 964 00:38:20,390 --> 00:38:18,720 just as cool as everyone else does but 965 00:38:22,710 --> 00:38:20,400 at the same time i run into that 966 00:38:25,349 --> 00:38:22,720 struggle as many ufo researchers do of 967 00:38:27,990 --> 00:38:25,359 like i want the truth but 968 00:38:30,950 --> 00:38:28,000 is it going to cost us our national 969 00:38:33,109 --> 00:38:30,960 security and like you know i i i don't 970 00:38:35,589 --> 00:38:33,119 lean either way when it comes to like oh 971 00:38:37,750 --> 00:38:35,599 yeah i'm all in with with military and 972 00:38:39,430 --> 00:38:37,760 i'm also not like you know peace and 973 00:38:42,470 --> 00:38:39,440 love and light like humans are 974 00:38:45,190 --> 00:38:42,480 complicated humans are complex um but i 975 00:38:46,470 --> 00:38:45,200 do find that struggle a lot with like do 976 00:38:48,069 --> 00:38:46,480 i want to know 977 00:38:50,069 --> 00:38:48,079 you know there's always that like catch 978 00:38:52,310 --> 00:38:50,079 22 and like that question ufo 979 00:38:53,750 --> 00:38:52,320 researchers get like if you were given 980 00:38:55,589 --> 00:38:53,760 the opportunity 981 00:38:56,950 --> 00:38:55,599 and they were gonna give you all the 982 00:38:58,630 --> 00:38:56,960 answers to everything you've always 983 00:39:00,870 --> 00:38:58,640 wanted to know about ufos 984 00:39:03,589 --> 00:39:00,880 but you can't share it with anybody or 985 00:39:05,030 --> 00:39:03,599 you have to go lie to the ufo community 986 00:39:06,790 --> 00:39:05,040 and tell them this because that has 987 00:39:09,030 --> 00:39:06,800 happened we know that it's been 988 00:39:11,510 --> 00:39:09,040 documented that ufo researchers 989 00:39:14,390 --> 00:39:11,520 disinformed the public and other ufo 990 00:39:18,150 --> 00:39:14,400 researchers in order to get a truth 991 00:39:19,829 --> 00:39:18,160 from those in power so it's scary man um 992 00:39:21,990 --> 00:39:19,839 just such a weird game 993 00:39:23,829 --> 00:39:22,000 and and you see that now in the world 994 00:39:26,630 --> 00:39:23,839 with intelligence communities and all 995 00:39:28,790 --> 00:39:26,640 this pentagon task force stuff and i 996 00:39:31,030 --> 00:39:28,800 truly wonder where's it all going and 997 00:39:33,430 --> 00:39:31,040 why why is it happening now i still 998 00:39:36,069 --> 00:39:33,440 don't know well we we i'm we can explore 999 00:39:38,230 --> 00:39:36,079 that during the course of uh and maybe 1000 00:39:41,030 --> 00:39:38,240 some open discussion that we can have 1001 00:39:43,349 --> 00:39:41,040 later on uh but there is a complex and 1002 00:39:46,310 --> 00:39:43,359 scary individual that we have just below 1003 00:39:48,470 --> 00:39:46,320 nathan named kevin flair is kevin who 1004 00:39:50,550 --> 00:39:48,480 probably has a question and then we can 1005 00:39:53,270 --> 00:39:50,560 uh but nathan and i but before we pass 1006 00:39:55,910 --> 00:39:53,280 it to this complex scary person uh rick 1007 00:39:58,870 --> 00:39:55,920 dodi told nathan and i that uh he saw 1008 00:40:01,270 --> 00:39:58,880 some stuff that really scared him uh and 1009 00:40:02,790 --> 00:40:01,280 uh rick dodie is not a guy that blinks 1010 00:40:03,990 --> 00:40:02,800 so uh 1011 00:40:05,510 --> 00:40:04,000 what do you think of him what do you 1012 00:40:07,750 --> 00:40:05,520 guys think about him 1013 00:40:10,069 --> 00:40:07,760 he's one of those individuals who 1014 00:40:12,150 --> 00:40:10,079 if you watch if you watch the interview 1015 00:40:14,309 --> 00:40:12,160 that we did with him and you saw how we 1016 00:40:16,710 --> 00:40:14,319 introdu and then we had a bunch of 1017 00:40:18,630 --> 00:40:16,720 laughs with him and he and he was very 1018 00:40:21,430 --> 00:40:18,640 comfortable he gave us 1019 00:40:23,349 --> 00:40:21,440 far more than what we were trying to get 1020 00:40:26,390 --> 00:40:23,359 we asked him very straightforward 1021 00:40:28,150 --> 00:40:26,400 questions give us a percentage uh you in 1022 00:40:30,390 --> 00:40:28,160 in your opinion what is the percentage 1023 00:40:32,710 --> 00:40:30,400 that roswell happened he said 1024 00:40:35,510 --> 00:40:32,720 because of videos eight millimeter film 1025 00:40:38,230 --> 00:40:35,520 and still photos i saw 100 1026 00:40:40,710 --> 00:40:38,240 we asked him when he worked in area 51 1027 00:40:42,870 --> 00:40:40,720 tdy a couple times temporary duty 1028 00:40:45,270 --> 00:40:42,880 what's your percentage that there are 1029 00:40:47,750 --> 00:40:45,280 actual craft being held there he said 80 1030 00:40:49,589 --> 00:40:47,760 percent so now my hundred percent looks 1031 00:40:51,910 --> 00:40:49,599 better because he said because i didn't 1032 00:40:53,990 --> 00:40:51,920 see it with my own eyes despite what i 1033 00:40:56,870 --> 00:40:54,000 was being told by others at the facility 1034 00:40:57,589 --> 00:40:56,880 i didn't see it i give it 80 percent 1035 00:41:00,150 --> 00:40:57,599 so 1036 00:41:02,470 --> 00:41:00,160 i found him to be very credible he did 1037 00:41:04,309 --> 00:41:02,480 what his mission was at the time which 1038 00:41:06,550 --> 00:41:04,319 when you sign your name on that dotted 1039 00:41:07,589 --> 00:41:06,560 line you will do you don't have the 1040 00:41:09,430 --> 00:41:07,599 option of saying you know i'm not 1041 00:41:10,950 --> 00:41:09,440 comfortable with this it's like really 1042 00:41:12,870 --> 00:41:10,960 okay bye 1043 00:41:14,230 --> 00:41:12,880 uh court martial time 1044 00:41:16,630 --> 00:41:14,240 so yeah um 1045 00:41:18,470 --> 00:41:16,640 yeah i think um and ryan you you pointed 1046 00:41:20,150 --> 00:41:18,480 out that we are complex right i think 1047 00:41:22,309 --> 00:41:20,160 that that 1048 00:41:24,790 --> 00:41:22,319 we lose sight of that truth 1049 00:41:26,230 --> 00:41:24,800 you know so easily you know we like to 1050 00:41:28,550 --> 00:41:26,240 think things are really 1051 00:41:30,470 --> 00:41:28,560 binary black and white you know you you 1052 00:41:31,670 --> 00:41:30,480 do one thing and that's you for the rest 1053 00:41:33,349 --> 00:41:31,680 of your life 1054 00:41:35,109 --> 00:41:33,359 it's a funny standard that we don't want 1055 00:41:38,550 --> 00:41:35,119 to apply to ourselves 1056 00:41:40,069 --> 00:41:38,560 but we happily apply it to other people 1057 00:41:42,630 --> 00:41:40,079 so i think 1058 00:41:45,589 --> 00:41:42,640 you know rick is a complex guy and uh 1059 00:41:47,750 --> 00:41:45,599 he's lived a long very interesting life 1060 00:41:50,470 --> 00:41:47,760 and he's in his 70s now teaching you 1061 00:41:53,349 --> 00:41:50,480 know high schoolers i think or college 1062 00:41:54,950 --> 00:41:53,359 yeah you know i mean it's 1063 00:41:56,069 --> 00:41:54,960 he's not you imagine being one of his 1064 00:41:58,630 --> 00:41:56,079 students 1065 00:41:59,990 --> 00:41:58,640 right i mean just like you got into ufos 1066 00:42:02,790 --> 00:42:00,000 and like learning that your like 1067 00:42:03,910 --> 00:42:02,800 professor was part of this crazy 1068 00:42:05,829 --> 00:42:03,920 campaign 1069 00:42:08,150 --> 00:42:05,839 like part of the history you know like 1070 00:42:10,069 --> 00:42:08,160 literally the fabric of ufology you'll 1071 00:42:12,230 --> 00:42:10,079 find rick dodie you know so 1072 00:42:14,710 --> 00:42:12,240 um yeah i found him to be you know just 1073 00:42:16,550 --> 00:42:14,720 fascinating and and um 1074 00:42:18,550 --> 00:42:16,560 and contrite as well you know we did 1075 00:42:20,150 --> 00:42:18,560 talk about you know basically kind of 1076 00:42:21,190 --> 00:42:20,160 his role 1077 00:42:25,109 --> 00:42:21,200 in 1078 00:42:27,190 --> 00:42:25,119 downstream consequences of 1079 00:42:28,950 --> 00:42:27,200 the things that took place in the 80s 1080 00:42:31,910 --> 00:42:28,960 and and before 1081 00:42:34,470 --> 00:42:31,920 and um you know i think he really 1082 00:42:36,390 --> 00:42:34,480 he reflected on that and agreed you know 1083 00:42:37,589 --> 00:42:36,400 there was a lot of work that that has to 1084 00:42:39,349 --> 00:42:37,599 be done 1085 00:42:42,150 --> 00:42:39,359 um 1086 00:42:44,550 --> 00:42:42,160 to regain the trust of of the public 1087 00:42:47,109 --> 00:42:44,560 on this topic and uh it's a really 1088 00:42:48,870 --> 00:42:47,119 unfortunate honestly because uh 1089 00:42:50,870 --> 00:42:48,880 if if the government is picking a time 1090 00:42:52,309 --> 00:42:50,880 to try to come clean with a subject this 1091 00:42:54,870 --> 00:42:52,319 is like the worst time in american 1092 00:42:57,190 --> 00:42:54,880 history it feels like to try to do that 1093 00:42:59,589 --> 00:42:57,200 you know we can't agree on facts you 1094 00:43:01,829 --> 00:42:59,599 know it's tough i i completely agree 1095 00:43:02,550 --> 00:43:01,839 with you yes what's happening 1096 00:43:04,230 --> 00:43:02,560 like 1097 00:43:06,309 --> 00:43:04,240 why that that's what i keep asking 1098 00:43:08,150 --> 00:43:06,319 myself why is this happening now and 1099 00:43:10,870 --> 00:43:08,160 you're right like the distrust in 1100 00:43:13,270 --> 00:43:10,880 government uh the distrust in science is 1101 00:43:15,270 --> 00:43:13,280 stronger than it's ever been before and 1102 00:43:17,270 --> 00:43:15,280 it is very black and white like you guys 1103 00:43:18,870 --> 00:43:17,280 mentioned we're not looking at the the 1104 00:43:21,589 --> 00:43:18,880 nuances of the debates and the 1105 00:43:23,270 --> 00:43:21,599 conversations and i fall victim to that 1106 00:43:25,990 --> 00:43:23,280 all the time i'll be the first to admit 1107 00:43:28,390 --> 00:43:26,000 like i've said [\h__\h] online that i regret 1108 00:43:31,349 --> 00:43:28,400 now i've lost friends that i wish i had 1109 00:43:34,630 --> 00:43:31,359 just sat down and listened instead of 1110 00:43:35,510 --> 00:43:34,640 blocking or doing this or that and i 1111 00:43:38,710 --> 00:43:35,520 hope 1112 00:43:41,270 --> 00:43:38,720 um 1113 00:43:43,270 --> 00:43:41,280 this is just a 1114 00:43:45,829 --> 00:43:43,280 wound that needs to heal 1115 00:43:47,750 --> 00:43:45,839 and i hope that it gets better um i i 1116 00:43:49,829 --> 00:43:47,760 don't know if it will but you do bring 1117 00:43:51,829 --> 00:43:49,839 up an interesting point like 1118 00:43:53,109 --> 00:43:51,839 okay we're now living in an age where 1119 00:43:54,950 --> 00:43:53,119 the government is 1120 00:43:57,030 --> 00:43:54,960 admitting ufos exist at least here in 1121 00:43:58,230 --> 00:43:57,040 the united states and that they don't 1122 00:44:01,270 --> 00:43:58,240 know what they are 1123 00:44:03,910 --> 00:44:01,280 and now we're just supposed to say thank 1124 00:44:06,829 --> 00:44:03,920 you finally we're so happy okay so you 1125 00:44:09,829 --> 00:44:06,839 got it under control went for 70 plus 1126 00:44:11,349 --> 00:44:09,839 years we haven't trusted them and we 1127 00:44:13,510 --> 00:44:11,359 know that they have covered things up we 1128 00:44:16,630 --> 00:44:13,520 know they have lied and possibly for 1129 00:44:19,589 --> 00:44:16,640 good reasons again i can't be the the um 1130 00:44:21,910 --> 00:44:19,599 judge durian executioner on that but um 1131 00:44:24,309 --> 00:44:21,920 end of the day like i i struggle with 1132 00:44:25,910 --> 00:44:24,319 that every single day um 1133 00:44:28,069 --> 00:44:25,920 even with the stuff that lou brings 1134 00:44:30,390 --> 00:44:28,079 forward or right or chris mellon like 1135 00:44:31,589 --> 00:44:30,400 these guys were in these 1136 00:44:34,150 --> 00:44:31,599 machines 1137 00:44:36,630 --> 00:44:34,160 that were keeping the the truth from the 1138 00:44:38,309 --> 00:44:36,640 public in many different ways so we're 1139 00:44:39,670 --> 00:44:38,319 just supposed to believe everything they 1140 00:44:41,349 --> 00:44:39,680 say when they come out 1141 00:44:43,430 --> 00:44:41,359 no and they'll be the first to admit 1142 00:44:44,630 --> 00:44:43,440 that and i actually really respect that 1143 00:44:46,870 --> 00:44:44,640 that they're willing to say don't 1144 00:44:48,790 --> 00:44:46,880 believe me i'm just going to tell you my 1145 00:44:50,470 --> 00:44:48,800 truth and hopefully the truth will 1146 00:44:51,990 --> 00:44:50,480 eventually out and we're going to try to 1147 00:44:54,710 --> 00:44:52,000 make that happen 1148 00:44:55,990 --> 00:44:54,720 ryan is it not the most ironic metaphor 1149 00:44:59,270 --> 00:44:56,000 of all time 1150 00:45:02,069 --> 00:44:59,280 that life is [\h__\h] is shades the truth in 1151 00:45:03,829 --> 00:45:02,079 life is in the gray not in the black or 1152 00:45:06,470 --> 00:45:03,839 the white that's usually where the 1153 00:45:08,870 --> 00:45:06,480 extremist person is it's in the gray and 1154 00:45:11,109 --> 00:45:08,880 in the phenomenon where's the truth 1155 00:45:13,670 --> 00:45:11,119 in the gray and what color are they 1156 00:45:16,470 --> 00:45:13,680 they're gray how are you 1157 00:45:18,870 --> 00:45:16,480 it comes up time and time again it is 1158 00:45:20,550 --> 00:45:18,880 grey basket and just to close the door 1159 00:45:22,470 --> 00:45:20,560 on before i hand it over to kevin just 1160 00:45:24,390 --> 00:45:22,480 to close the book on this and i 1161 00:45:26,069 --> 00:45:24,400 and nathan feel free to disagree with me 1162 00:45:28,550 --> 00:45:26,079 on this one i 1163 00:45:31,349 --> 00:45:28,560 rick i would characterize it about the 1164 00:45:34,390 --> 00:45:31,359 70 minute mark or so rick was extremely 1165 00:45:36,390 --> 00:45:34,400 contrite about uh things that that he 1166 00:45:38,390 --> 00:45:36,400 had done and that was not at our urging 1167 00:45:40,390 --> 00:45:38,400 we weren't we weren't looking for 1168 00:45:42,230 --> 00:45:40,400 contrition but that's the type would 1169 00:45:43,990 --> 00:45:42,240 would you agree nathan that's yeah 1170 00:45:46,390 --> 00:45:44,000 completely that's the place that he was 1171 00:45:47,750 --> 00:45:46,400 at in his life and and who among us 1172 00:45:49,829 --> 00:45:47,760 i'm contrite about a lot of things that 1173 00:45:52,150 --> 00:45:49,839 i've done that are stupid so you know 1174 00:45:54,390 --> 00:45:52,160 that i wish i didn't do so 1175 00:45:56,790 --> 00:45:54,400 let's pass it over to somebody who has 1176 00:46:01,349 --> 00:45:56,800 no contrition about anything at all and 1177 00:46:02,150 --> 00:46:01,359 is not sorry and that is hilarious kevin 1178 00:46:03,430 --> 00:46:02,160 yes 1179 00:46:05,750 --> 00:46:03,440 legend 1180 00:46:07,670 --> 00:46:05,760 you're talking about me i'm so nervous 1181 00:46:09,349 --> 00:46:07,680 kev you don't know what's oh i don't 1182 00:46:11,510 --> 00:46:09,359 know what no one knows nobody knows 1183 00:46:13,589 --> 00:46:11,520 first of all 1184 00:46:15,510 --> 00:46:13,599 you're awesome thank you for for all 1185 00:46:16,390 --> 00:46:15,520 your contributions man i i mean i've 1186 00:46:18,309 --> 00:46:16,400 been 1187 00:46:20,550 --> 00:46:18,319 i listened to you first before any of 1188 00:46:23,349 --> 00:46:20,560 these other podcasters came up 1189 00:46:26,150 --> 00:46:23,359 you were first you set the standard man 1190 00:46:28,550 --> 00:46:26,160 it's all you and that alien behind you 1191 00:46:29,910 --> 00:46:28,560 scares the crap out of me 1192 00:46:32,150 --> 00:46:29,920 okay 1193 00:46:33,829 --> 00:46:32,160 i you know i gotta be more careful that 1194 00:46:35,589 --> 00:46:33,839 could be triggering to a lot of people 1195 00:46:37,030 --> 00:46:35,599 who follow my work should i get rid of 1196 00:46:40,710 --> 00:46:37,040 it what are you gonna watch no no no no 1197 00:46:45,910 --> 00:46:43,109 keep it man i've got a funny story about 1198 00:46:48,790 --> 00:46:45,920 that that's actually that that is a bust 1199 00:46:51,270 --> 00:46:48,800 that i had made from a guy in um in los 1200 00:46:54,069 --> 00:46:51,280 angeles and he is the only commissioned 1201 00:46:56,309 --> 00:46:54,079 sculptor by whitley strieber to make 1202 00:46:58,630 --> 00:46:56,319 these of the alien he 1203 00:47:01,030 --> 00:46:58,640 experienced um during his communion 1204 00:47:03,990 --> 00:47:01,040 events so oh wow 1205 00:47:06,309 --> 00:47:04,000 i was so happy to have it but dude my my 1206 00:47:08,069 --> 00:47:06,319 girlfriend is like get that thing out of 1207 00:47:16,309 --> 00:47:08,079 this apartment 1208 00:47:19,750 --> 00:47:17,990 deb would like you to dress them up with 1209 00:47:22,150 --> 00:47:19,760 wigs and glasses i think is that what 1210 00:47:24,950 --> 00:47:22,160 you said yes okay so like that's what 1211 00:47:27,190 --> 00:47:24,960 they did for e.t to kind of make him fit 1212 00:47:29,270 --> 00:47:27,200 in you know just put a wig you know some 1213 00:47:30,069 --> 00:47:29,280 sunglasses all right i had are you 1214 00:47:31,670 --> 00:47:30,079 scared 1215 00:47:34,470 --> 00:47:31,680 santa claus 1216 00:47:36,870 --> 00:47:34,480 during the holidays yeah 1217 00:47:40,390 --> 00:47:36,880 oh it's like alien on the shelf 1218 00:47:43,270 --> 00:47:41,190 right 1219 00:47:44,790 --> 00:47:43,280 there you go if cat kev did you have 1220 00:47:46,230 --> 00:47:44,800 something else you want to torture ryan 1221 00:47:47,190 --> 00:47:46,240 about or would you like to i did 1222 00:47:49,670 --> 00:47:47,200 actually 1223 00:47:51,829 --> 00:47:49,680 sir go ahead he said he was scared so 1224 00:47:53,349 --> 00:47:51,839 you know i've got a bit for him first of 1225 00:47:56,150 --> 00:47:53,359 all i got a question this is your 1226 00:47:59,270 --> 00:47:56,160 question so um have you ever done um 1227 00:48:00,390 --> 00:47:59,280 written a sci-fi play 1228 00:48:06,069 --> 00:48:00,400 yes 1229 00:48:08,549 --> 00:48:06,079 i'll tell you the really brief story um 1230 00:48:09,990 --> 00:48:08,559 their stolen development which is the 1231 00:48:11,430 --> 00:48:10,000 thing you'll hear any playwright always 1232 00:48:14,710 --> 00:48:11,440 say it's still in development i'm still 1233 00:48:18,710 --> 00:48:16,630 it's true i mean 1234 00:48:20,069 --> 00:48:18,720 look tony kushner one of the most famous 1235 00:48:22,630 --> 00:48:20,079 pulitzer prize many playwrights in 1236 00:48:24,549 --> 00:48:22,640 history wrote angels in america um to 1237 00:48:27,589 --> 00:48:24,559 find a generation when it came to the 1238 00:48:29,829 --> 00:48:27,599 aids epidemic and um um 1239 00:48:31,750 --> 00:48:29,839 and you know the whole thing with 1240 00:48:34,309 --> 00:48:31,760 homosexuals and everything going on with 1241 00:48:36,790 --> 00:48:34,319 that angels in america was a beautiful 1242 00:48:39,510 --> 00:48:36,800 piece of theater um that a lot of people 1243 00:48:42,390 --> 00:48:39,520 say it's written in stone can't change 1244 00:48:44,710 --> 00:48:42,400 um where tony kushner said i'm still 1245 00:48:47,349 --> 00:48:44,720 rewriting it every time i go see it 1246 00:48:49,589 --> 00:48:47,359 somewhere the movie that came out on hbo 1247 00:48:51,270 --> 00:48:49,599 about it i find things that i'm like 1248 00:48:53,589 --> 00:48:51,280 ah i should have thought about that 1249 00:48:55,589 --> 00:48:53,599 before and he rewrites it so i love that 1250 00:48:59,829 --> 00:48:55,599 it's always a work in progress um but 1251 00:49:02,470 --> 00:48:59,839 yes i um i met my mentor actually uh ufo 1252 00:49:05,270 --> 00:49:02,480 researcher peter robbins who's actually 1253 00:49:06,630 --> 00:49:05,280 also a um yes he's a theater guy here in 1254 00:49:09,109 --> 00:49:06,640 new york as well 1255 00:49:12,309 --> 00:49:09,119 um i read his book about the render show 1256 00:49:13,829 --> 00:49:12,319 incident and i was like holy crap i got 1257 00:49:15,430 --> 00:49:13,839 to meet this guy because i saw in his 1258 00:49:17,270 --> 00:49:15,440 bio he was in new york 1259 00:49:19,750 --> 00:49:17,280 we met for coffee at a diner in 1260 00:49:22,710 --> 00:49:19,760 manhattan and struck up a friendship 1261 00:49:24,069 --> 00:49:22,720 immediately and i told him look i'm 1262 00:49:26,230 --> 00:49:24,079 interested in 1263 00:49:27,910 --> 00:49:26,240 your book and hearing about ufos but 1264 00:49:30,549 --> 00:49:27,920 honestly men i want to write a play 1265 00:49:32,390 --> 00:49:30,559 about the rendershim forest incident and 1266 00:49:34,549 --> 00:49:32,400 he was just so touched by that i wanted 1267 00:49:37,030 --> 00:49:34,559 to write it through his eyes um as a 1268 00:49:38,549 --> 00:49:37,040 researcher blah blah blah um so i have 1269 00:49:40,870 --> 00:49:38,559 been working on that play for a very 1270 00:49:42,309 --> 00:49:40,880 long time as you guys know the render 1271 00:49:45,109 --> 00:49:42,319 shim forest incident is very 1272 00:49:45,990 --> 00:49:45,119 controversial some people 1273 00:49:48,150 --> 00:49:46,000 were 1274 00:49:50,710 --> 00:49:48,160 had this experience this guy had another 1275 00:49:53,750 --> 00:49:50,720 this woman had this um this guy was 1276 00:49:55,510 --> 00:49:53,760 lying like it's so messy and chaotic 1277 00:49:58,790 --> 00:49:55,520 which a lot of these mass ufo sightings 1278 00:50:00,150 --> 00:49:58,800 can be especially military ones um we've 1279 00:50:01,589 --> 00:50:00,160 seen that with a tic tac one as well 1280 00:50:05,510 --> 00:50:01,599 some people being like uh he wasn't 1281 00:50:09,430 --> 00:50:06,470 but 1282 00:50:11,670 --> 00:50:09,440 um so i am still working on that play 1283 00:50:13,750 --> 00:50:11,680 but i did write a short version a 1284 00:50:15,910 --> 00:50:13,760 one-man play about one of those 1285 00:50:17,829 --> 00:50:15,920 witnesses um i created him he was an 1286 00:50:19,910 --> 00:50:17,839 amalgamation of a lot of the different 1287 00:50:22,390 --> 00:50:19,920 witnesses of that event and i wrote it 1288 00:50:25,190 --> 00:50:22,400 into a 10-minute play um i premiered it 1289 00:50:27,829 --> 00:50:25,200 on halloween here in new york city and 1290 00:50:29,510 --> 00:50:27,839 um people loved it they absolutely loved 1291 00:50:31,829 --> 00:50:29,520 it they're like dude you got to keep 1292 00:50:34,230 --> 00:50:31,839 doing this and i was like whoa okay i 1293 00:50:36,390 --> 00:50:34,240 found a way to mix my playwriting world 1294 00:50:38,150 --> 00:50:36,400 with my ufo world other than you know 1295 00:50:40,150 --> 00:50:38,160 like i said earlier focusing on 1296 00:50:42,309 --> 00:50:40,160 characters blah blah blah now i can 1297 00:50:45,430 --> 00:50:42,319 actually put ufos on the stage and know 1298 00:50:47,990 --> 00:50:45,440 that people want to see it so yeah right 1299 00:50:50,630 --> 00:50:48,000 okay well i've got actually i've got i 1300 00:50:53,270 --> 00:50:50,640 did a few um i did some 1301 00:50:56,069 --> 00:50:53,280 merging myself with you know musicals 1302 00:50:57,910 --> 00:50:56,079 and ufos so maybe maybe i can give you 1303 00:51:00,069 --> 00:50:57,920 some ideas for some title names if you 1304 00:51:03,109 --> 00:51:00,079 would like to see what i got 1305 00:51:05,190 --> 00:51:03,119 please please please oh the video um 1306 00:51:07,589 --> 00:51:05,200 nathan do you have it going i'm ready to 1307 00:51:09,589 --> 00:51:07,599 go let's do it all right thank you sir 1308 00:51:11,510 --> 00:51:09,599 oh my gosh all right so 1309 00:51:14,069 --> 00:51:11,520 there's our little entrance here you 1310 00:51:15,750 --> 00:51:14,079 know like all stage plays 1311 00:51:17,670 --> 00:51:15,760 isn't that flashy 1312 00:51:19,349 --> 00:51:17,680 okay so the first one is mick west side 1313 00:51:21,030 --> 00:51:19,359 story 1314 00:51:23,910 --> 00:51:21,040 okay 1315 00:51:26,630 --> 00:51:23,920 all right here here we go yeah 1316 00:51:29,670 --> 00:51:26,640 bam mcwest doing his thing 1317 00:51:32,230 --> 00:51:29,680 all right yeah oh yeah what happened 1318 00:51:34,549 --> 00:51:32,240 oh and then we got lou miserable 1319 00:51:36,710 --> 00:51:34,559 that's luella 1320 00:51:38,150 --> 00:51:36,720 okay oh my god oh look at me look at 1321 00:51:40,790 --> 00:51:38,160 luke 1322 00:51:47,190 --> 00:51:42,069 cool 1323 00:51:51,910 --> 00:51:48,950 that's your little gray alien yeah look 1324 00:51:53,990 --> 00:51:51,920 at that oh my god [\h__\h] you're you're 1325 00:51:55,990 --> 00:51:54,000 siding in the style here's the dentist 1326 00:51:57,750 --> 00:51:56,000 sort of 1327 00:51:59,750 --> 00:51:57,760 we don't know what he was going to do he 1328 00:52:03,030 --> 00:51:59,760 could have been an alien 1329 00:52:04,630 --> 00:52:03,040 oh oh and then the drifter of oz 1330 00:52:05,589 --> 00:52:04,640 and i don't know who that person might 1331 00:52:09,190 --> 00:52:05,599 be i 1332 00:52:12,549 --> 00:52:10,630 you're not gonna hear me talking too 1333 00:52:15,030 --> 00:52:12,559 much crap about mr greer 1334 00:52:17,589 --> 00:52:15,040 oh yeah 1335 00:52:23,589 --> 00:52:17,599 oh my god there we go 1336 00:52:27,910 --> 00:52:25,589 all right i can't even remember what i 1337 00:52:30,790 --> 00:52:27,920 was going to ask you after that i am 1338 00:52:33,030 --> 00:52:30,800 stealing all of this oh 1339 00:52:35,430 --> 00:52:33,040 those are yours hello 1340 00:52:36,630 --> 00:52:35,440 thanks brother that was so oh that made 1341 00:52:37,829 --> 00:52:36,640 my night 1342 00:52:40,150 --> 00:52:37,839 oh i'm glad 1343 00:52:42,710 --> 00:52:40,160 i'm glad actually i do have a question 1344 00:52:44,950 --> 00:52:42,720 now uh ryan but it's not for you it's 1345 00:52:47,829 --> 00:52:44,960 it's it's for my co-pilot my co-host 1346 00:52:51,430 --> 00:52:47,839 nathan sweet it's a serious question so 1347 00:52:53,510 --> 00:52:51,440 i'm going to put my serious face on okay 1348 00:52:57,430 --> 00:52:53,520 nathan 1349 00:53:01,270 --> 00:52:59,430 and by the way my next question for ryan 1350 00:53:03,270 --> 00:53:01,280 is gonna be when he said an amalgamation 1351 00:53:04,870 --> 00:53:03,280 of characters i'm gonna ask him to 1352 00:53:07,349 --> 00:53:04,880 imagine what the five of these 1353 00:53:09,109 --> 00:53:07,359 characters to your left would look like 1354 00:53:11,430 --> 00:53:09,119 if you made us into one character and 1355 00:53:14,069 --> 00:53:11,440 sound and act like but that's for later 1356 00:53:15,910 --> 00:53:14,079 okay for right now 1357 00:53:17,190 --> 00:53:15,920 uh michaels 1358 00:53:21,750 --> 00:53:17,200 nathan 1359 00:53:23,910 --> 00:53:21,760 uh hybridization we talk about lou's 1360 00:53:26,790 --> 00:53:23,920 theory uh there are several others 1361 00:53:30,150 --> 00:53:26,800 michael masters so on and so forth 1362 00:53:33,589 --> 00:53:30,160 um i wonder if you would be comfortable 1363 00:53:36,790 --> 00:53:33,599 discussing the fact that it's possible 1364 00:53:38,309 --> 00:53:36,800 is it possible that biological material 1365 00:53:41,829 --> 00:53:38,319 was taken 1366 00:53:43,750 --> 00:53:41,839 from dr j allen heineck and that you may 1367 00:53:44,790 --> 00:53:43,760 have resulted 1368 00:53:46,950 --> 00:53:44,800 in that 1369 00:53:48,710 --> 00:53:46,960 uh the reimagining of that biological 1370 00:53:51,270 --> 00:53:48,720 material 1371 00:53:53,510 --> 00:53:51,280 i see it 1372 00:53:57,510 --> 00:53:53,520 it's making sense now 1373 00:54:02,069 --> 00:54:00,390 dude you guys are like improv like you 1374 00:54:04,230 --> 00:54:02,079 threw the ball in the air and he caught 1375 00:54:06,230 --> 00:54:04,240 it that was amazing nathan do you want 1376 00:54:08,950 --> 00:54:06,240 to discuss this at all yeah are you 1377 00:54:10,390 --> 00:54:08,960 willing to comment 1378 00:54:12,230 --> 00:54:10,400 i just need to have a talk with my mom i 1379 00:54:14,390 --> 00:54:12,240 guess 1380 00:54:18,470 --> 00:54:14,400 nathan do you have any coupons 1381 00:54:22,710 --> 00:54:20,069 yeah oh yeah i haven't checked maybe i 1382 00:54:25,349 --> 00:54:22,720 do oh yeah you'll you'll love this ryan 1383 00:54:26,870 --> 00:54:25,359 on our group chat flare's like um hey 1384 00:54:30,230 --> 00:54:26,880 guys 1385 00:54:31,990 --> 00:54:30,240 um i have a scoop mark on my hip that it 1386 00:54:33,349 --> 00:54:32,000 looks like something may have been 1387 00:54:35,589 --> 00:54:33,359 scooped out i don't know where it came 1388 00:54:36,870 --> 00:54:35,599 from and you know what i gotta go so 1389 00:54:39,510 --> 00:54:36,880 i'll talk to you guys in like a day and 1390 00:54:42,470 --> 00:54:39,520 a half bye 1391 00:54:45,510 --> 00:54:42,480 i took the picture first i'm like kevin 1392 00:54:47,510 --> 00:54:45,520 kevin master of kevin it's right there 1393 00:54:49,670 --> 00:54:47,520 yes everything okay kevin 1394 00:54:50,789 --> 00:54:49,680 that's how you leave an impression bomb 1395 00:54:53,670 --> 00:54:50,799 and left 1396 00:54:56,230 --> 00:54:53,680 yeah i'm okay guys i'm okay he's okay 1397 00:54:57,670 --> 00:54:56,240 he's back with us 1398 00:54:59,670 --> 00:54:57,680 all right it's dempster we gotta let 1399 00:55:02,630 --> 00:54:59,680 them have a shot at ryan man go ahead 1400 00:55:04,950 --> 00:55:02,640 for a debs our researcher 1401 00:55:07,990 --> 00:55:04,960 you can't see but i was laughing into 1402 00:55:10,309 --> 00:55:08,000 tears but i don't 1403 00:55:13,270 --> 00:55:10,319 i i guess that i was just gonna um bring 1404 00:55:15,190 --> 00:55:13,280 up when we were talking about um these 1405 00:55:17,109 --> 00:55:15,200 experiences and what they've gone 1406 00:55:18,829 --> 00:55:17,119 through just try to bring up again 1407 00:55:21,109 --> 00:55:18,839 because you know my background 1408 00:55:23,910 --> 00:55:21,119 psychology i'm really interested in 1409 00:55:26,950 --> 00:55:23,920 getting help for people um i was gonna 1410 00:55:28,789 --> 00:55:26,960 mention that there was opus um and 1411 00:55:31,510 --> 00:55:28,799 that's opus 1412 00:55:34,150 --> 00:55:31,520 the experiencer group which is fantastic 1413 00:55:37,349 --> 00:55:34,160 that people can access through twitter 1414 00:55:38,789 --> 00:55:37,359 um there is also a mufon experience for 1415 00:55:40,950 --> 00:55:38,799 support group 1416 00:55:43,270 --> 00:55:40,960 and ryan did you did you know of others 1417 00:55:44,230 --> 00:55:43,280 that you could share about 1418 00:55:47,430 --> 00:55:44,240 um 1419 00:55:48,630 --> 00:55:47,440 yes so you know in my research i did 1420 00:55:50,470 --> 00:55:48,640 reach out to 1421 00:55:52,630 --> 00:55:50,480 different support groups when it came to 1422 00:55:54,549 --> 00:55:52,640 my book they were very 1423 00:55:56,309 --> 00:55:54,559 kind to help me and direct me towards 1424 00:55:58,309 --> 00:55:56,319 some people who might want to go public 1425 00:56:01,270 --> 00:55:58,319 and whatnot so i worked very closely 1426 00:56:04,309 --> 00:56:01,280 with these support groups and kind of um 1427 00:56:06,309 --> 00:56:04,319 the the individual and been like okay 1428 00:56:07,510 --> 00:56:06,319 like let's work through this they 1429 00:56:09,510 --> 00:56:07,520 realize their name is going to be out 1430 00:56:11,750 --> 00:56:09,520 there forever there's no going back the 1431 00:56:13,349 --> 00:56:11,760 public's now going to know about this um 1432 00:56:15,190 --> 00:56:13,359 and i wanted to do that i wanted there 1433 00:56:16,950 --> 00:56:15,200 to be a mediator between me and the 1434 00:56:19,190 --> 00:56:16,960 experiencer to be like because they 1435 00:56:23,190 --> 00:56:19,200 trust them they have told them the most 1436 00:56:25,109 --> 00:56:23,200 intimate um most bizarre uh stories that 1437 00:56:26,710 --> 00:56:25,119 have happened to them um and then here i 1438 00:56:28,390 --> 00:56:26,720 come along being like let's put it in a 1439 00:56:30,309 --> 00:56:28,400 book um 1440 00:56:33,190 --> 00:56:30,319 and that that pisses me off more than 1441 00:56:34,470 --> 00:56:33,200 anything guys to be honest and i get i i 1442 00:56:37,109 --> 00:56:34,480 was just talking to my girlfriend about 1443 00:56:39,589 --> 00:56:37,119 this today so i won't say which company 1444 00:56:41,670 --> 00:56:39,599 but there's a major 1445 00:56:43,990 --> 00:56:41,680 major film company 1446 00:56:46,309 --> 00:56:44,000 with an individual who has made some of 1447 00:56:48,390 --> 00:56:46,319 our most beloved movies about aliens in 1448 00:56:51,510 --> 00:56:48,400 the past i'm not going to say who it was 1449 00:56:53,750 --> 00:56:51,520 but his company reached out to me and um 1450 00:56:55,430 --> 00:56:53,760 they found my work through somewhere in 1451 00:56:56,870 --> 00:56:55,440 the skies and they read the book and 1452 00:56:59,270 --> 00:56:56,880 they're like we would love to talk to 1453 00:57:01,670 --> 00:56:59,280 some of these individuals like can can 1454 00:57:04,150 --> 00:57:01,680 you like get get us in touch with them 1455 00:57:06,309 --> 00:57:04,160 and i was like yeah hold on like it took 1456 00:57:08,950 --> 00:57:06,319 me years to get this person to come 1457 00:57:11,109 --> 00:57:08,960 forward and talk about this like um 1458 00:57:13,910 --> 00:57:11,119 let's work on that so i did i did i 1459 00:57:15,990 --> 00:57:13,920 worked with these people and um i helped 1460 00:57:18,549 --> 00:57:16,000 them along the way and and the 1461 00:57:20,390 --> 00:57:18,559 individuals who decided to become a part 1462 00:57:22,230 --> 00:57:20,400 of this project they trusted me at this 1463 00:57:24,549 --> 00:57:22,240 point um to now be a part of that 1464 00:57:27,270 --> 00:57:24,559 project and who knows what it's going to 1465 00:57:30,390 --> 00:57:27,280 become if it'll actually be made um but 1466 00:57:32,230 --> 00:57:30,400 this happens in hollywood specifically a 1467 00:57:35,510 --> 00:57:32,240 lot is these people will reach out to 1468 00:57:37,349 --> 00:57:35,520 ufo researchers or experiencers and all 1469 00:57:39,349 --> 00:57:37,359 they want is your story 1470 00:57:41,510 --> 00:57:39,359 and i i can tell you after sharing what 1471 00:57:43,589 --> 00:57:41,520 i did with these individuals i haven't 1472 00:57:46,150 --> 00:57:43,599 heard from them since and they haven't 1473 00:57:49,109 --> 00:57:46,160 contacted me nothing and you see this a 1474 00:57:50,870 --> 00:57:49,119 lot where you know they want to exploit 1475 00:57:53,190 --> 00:57:50,880 these stories for entertainment and 1476 00:57:54,870 --> 00:57:53,200 that's unfortunate it really really is i 1477 00:57:56,950 --> 00:57:54,880 wish it wasn't that way 1478 00:57:58,710 --> 00:57:56,960 but that's how entertainment works but 1479 00:58:00,390 --> 00:57:58,720 these are people's lives these are 1480 00:58:02,150 --> 00:58:00,400 individuals who have had very traumatic 1481 00:58:03,670 --> 00:58:02,160 experiences and what light you paint 1482 00:58:06,870 --> 00:58:03,680 them in could follow them for the rest 1483 00:58:09,589 --> 00:58:06,880 of their lives so i sincerely hope this 1484 00:58:12,309 --> 00:58:09,599 project shows them in a good light and 1485 00:58:14,230 --> 00:58:12,319 shows the human side of this that these 1486 00:58:16,710 --> 00:58:14,240 are normal people these are not fantasy 1487 00:58:18,470 --> 00:58:16,720 prone people these are not people um 1488 00:58:21,750 --> 00:58:18,480 making [\h__\h] up to the best of my 1489 00:58:24,150 --> 00:58:21,760 knowledge um these are not um 1490 00:58:25,430 --> 00:58:24,160 uh depressed or um 1491 00:58:27,990 --> 00:58:25,440 you know 1492 00:58:30,150 --> 00:58:28,000 it people with mental issues these are 1493 00:58:31,270 --> 00:58:30,160 people who had an experience they don't 1494 00:58:33,510 --> 00:58:31,280 know what it is and they just want to 1495 00:58:36,549 --> 00:58:33,520 find out what it was something happened 1496 00:58:38,549 --> 00:58:36,559 um wow wow that was a diatribe yes there 1497 00:58:40,789 --> 00:58:38,559 are other groups out there that i have 1498 00:58:42,630 --> 00:58:40,799 personally worked with um one individual 1499 00:58:44,870 --> 00:58:42,640 who i can recommend is one of the nicest 1500 00:58:48,230 --> 00:58:44,880 people i've ever met is uh kathleen 1501 00:58:52,069 --> 00:58:48,240 martin the niece of um uh betty hill 1502 00:58:53,990 --> 00:58:52,079 from the famous hill abduction yes 1503 00:58:55,910 --> 00:58:54,000 so she is just 1504 00:58:57,829 --> 00:58:55,920 um one of the kindest sweetest most 1505 00:59:00,230 --> 00:58:57,839 understanding people i've ever met she 1506 00:59:01,910 --> 00:59:00,240 works directly with experiencers in fact 1507 00:59:03,750 --> 00:59:01,920 i just featured on summer in the sky is 1508 00:59:06,150 --> 00:59:03,760 an episode about one of the people in 1509 00:59:08,470 --> 00:59:06,160 her book denny stoner who has had 1510 00:59:11,349 --> 00:59:08,480 abduction experiences ever since she was 1511 00:59:12,549 --> 00:59:11,359 three years old up until today 1512 00:59:15,910 --> 00:59:12,559 and um 1513 00:59:18,069 --> 00:59:15,920 kathleen is just such a gem um anyone 1514 00:59:20,230 --> 00:59:18,079 who asks me who can i turn to who i can 1515 00:59:22,309 --> 00:59:20,240 trust who's not going to lead me in a 1516 00:59:24,470 --> 00:59:22,319 hypnosis session who doesn't have 1517 00:59:25,670 --> 00:59:24,480 ulterior motives and just wants me to 1518 00:59:27,349 --> 00:59:25,680 say it's aliens because i don't know 1519 00:59:30,069 --> 00:59:27,359 that and a lot of these experiences 1520 00:59:31,990 --> 00:59:30,079 don't claim that it was aliens um when 1521 00:59:33,750 --> 00:59:32,000 it comes to these abduction experiences 1522 00:59:35,430 --> 00:59:33,760 um and kathleen is one of those people 1523 00:59:36,230 --> 00:59:35,440 so i would definitely direct people to 1524 00:59:41,990 --> 00:59:36,240 her 1525 00:59:43,829 --> 00:59:42,000 organization um forgive me i don't know 1526 00:59:46,710 --> 00:59:43,839 what the the acronym stands for but 1527 00:59:49,270 --> 00:59:46,720 they're another really good responsible 1528 00:59:52,069 --> 00:59:49,280 uh understanding group of individuals 1529 00:59:53,910 --> 00:59:52,079 who will if anything hear your story and 1530 00:59:56,630 --> 00:59:53,920 sometimes that's enough closure for some 1531 01:00:02,630 --> 00:59:59,750 i will say that just in my experience 1532 01:00:06,150 --> 01:00:02,640 and i'm not nearly as far in as you are 1533 01:00:08,150 --> 01:00:06,160 but you know i have gone pretty deep uh 1534 01:00:09,990 --> 01:00:08,160 a lot of people want to come and talk 1535 01:00:11,990 --> 01:00:10,000 and like getting that exposure is really 1536 01:00:14,309 --> 01:00:12,000 helping them and 1537 01:00:15,829 --> 01:00:14,319 it's they're not afraid right now right 1538 01:00:18,390 --> 01:00:15,839 now they're not afraid to give their 1539 01:00:19,829 --> 01:00:18,400 real names they want people to know 1540 01:00:21,589 --> 01:00:19,839 they want to know this is something 1541 01:00:23,990 --> 01:00:21,599 that's happening and something they're 1542 01:00:26,150 --> 01:00:24,000 dealing with and there have been studies 1543 01:00:30,150 --> 01:00:26,160 that have shown that this is happening 1544 01:00:32,710 --> 01:00:30,160 to people who prior to their experience 1545 01:00:34,789 --> 01:00:32,720 did not have mental health issues and 1546 01:00:37,430 --> 01:00:34,799 then of course afterwards 1547 01:00:38,390 --> 01:00:37,440 do sometimes as a result 1548 01:00:40,950 --> 01:00:38,400 so 1549 01:00:43,349 --> 01:00:40,960 um but you know i just had one really 1550 01:00:46,309 --> 01:00:43,359 important thing i had to ask you before 1551 01:00:48,309 --> 01:00:46,319 uh we turned over to other questions and 1552 01:00:52,309 --> 01:00:48,319 i know we had some in the chat 1553 01:00:55,270 --> 01:00:52,319 what what's the deal with the jackalope 1554 01:00:57,030 --> 01:00:55,280 oh my gosh is he not oh i moved in oh 1555 01:00:58,710 --> 01:00:57,040 he's over my team he i'm moving 1556 01:00:59,910 --> 01:00:58,720 throughout the room to just keep things 1557 01:01:02,390 --> 01:00:59,920 interesting 1558 01:01:05,510 --> 01:01:02,400 in in our tiny walk-in closet apartments 1559 01:01:07,109 --> 01:01:05,520 in new york um so i have a jackalope on 1560 01:01:08,870 --> 01:01:07,119 my wall right now do you want me to grab 1561 01:01:11,510 --> 01:01:08,880 it i can grab it quick 1562 01:01:15,750 --> 01:01:11,520 yeah i just needed to know like i i was 1563 01:01:19,349 --> 01:01:17,430 yeah after that yeah chris if you want 1564 01:01:21,109 --> 01:01:19,359 to go next and then we could 1565 01:01:21,990 --> 01:01:21,119 chris you go next and then if nathan do 1566 01:01:23,910 --> 01:01:22,000 you want to 1567 01:01:27,109 --> 01:01:23,920 have open discussion after that here he 1568 01:01:29,430 --> 01:01:27,119 is oh my gosh i just needed to know 1569 01:01:31,109 --> 01:01:29,440 jackie jackie 1570 01:01:32,549 --> 01:01:31,119 wow 1571 01:01:33,910 --> 01:01:32,559 hi jeff way bigger than i thought it 1572 01:01:36,309 --> 01:01:33,920 would be that's an exactly 1573 01:01:38,390 --> 01:01:36,319 yeah this dude in texas makes these 1574 01:01:39,750 --> 01:01:38,400 forgive me i live next to um a police 1575 01:01:42,470 --> 01:01:39,760 station here you're gonna hear more 1576 01:01:44,870 --> 01:01:42,480 sirens it's new york um new york yeah so 1577 01:01:46,309 --> 01:01:44,880 this dude in texas he finds roadkill so 1578 01:01:49,109 --> 01:01:46,319 it's not like he's hunting these things 1579 01:01:51,349 --> 01:01:49,119 and making them um he will find animals 1580 01:01:54,470 --> 01:01:51,359 that are deceased and he will make these 1581 01:01:56,789 --> 01:01:54,480 things out of them you know um and hey 1582 01:01:58,870 --> 01:01:56,799 it's amazing i love it i absolutely love 1583 01:02:00,870 --> 01:01:58,880 it so wow you know i'm all about 1584 01:02:04,470 --> 01:02:00,880 recycling and if we can even recycle 1585 01:02:06,950 --> 01:02:04,480 life um i think we should 1586 01:02:08,630 --> 01:02:06,960 that's the story about jackie 1587 01:02:11,029 --> 01:02:08,640 it's funny though because i i would say 1588 01:02:13,109 --> 01:02:11,039 that that's scarier to me than than 1589 01:02:15,349 --> 01:02:13,119 alien 1590 01:02:17,190 --> 01:02:15,359 deb let me just say this deb you cannot 1591 01:02:19,510 --> 01:02:17,200 get abducted you have kids that need to 1592 01:02:21,029 --> 01:02:19,520 be taken care of so you've got to think 1593 01:02:23,510 --> 01:02:21,039 about who's going to feed them tonight 1594 01:02:25,270 --> 01:02:23,520 if you get abducted 1595 01:02:27,270 --> 01:02:25,280 i'd be more afraid of the jackalope i'm 1596 01:02:28,789 --> 01:02:27,280 good 1597 01:02:32,069 --> 01:02:28,799 i don't know i can only have one in the 1598 01:02:35,750 --> 01:02:33,910 that i just want to say real quick ryan 1599 01:02:38,069 --> 01:02:35,760 that that the voice you're hearing the 1600 01:02:40,549 --> 01:02:38,079 avatar that is the host of deb's data 1601 01:02:42,309 --> 01:02:40,559 dojo she is on our sort of podcast 1602 01:02:44,789 --> 01:02:42,319 network if you will and uh don't be 1603 01:02:47,430 --> 01:02:44,799 surprised if you receive a dm from her 1604 01:02:48,390 --> 01:02:47,440 to come on your show she's a fantastic 1605 01:02:51,670 --> 01:02:48,400 interviewer 1606 01:02:53,910 --> 01:02:51,680 uh she has picked this up quicker than 1607 01:02:56,150 --> 01:02:53,920 i could have imagined she's amazing uh 1608 01:02:59,510 --> 01:02:56,160 but with that our lovely 1609 01:03:00,230 --> 01:02:59,520 associate producer also from texas home 1610 01:03:03,109 --> 01:03:00,240 of 1611 01:03:05,589 --> 01:03:03,119 jackalope roadkill akashi chris 1612 01:03:09,190 --> 01:03:05,599 tackle up roadkill that i'm i'm gonna 1613 01:03:11,910 --> 01:03:09,200 have to take it away chris stop yeah 1614 01:03:13,109 --> 01:03:11,920 when i'm in road trips now i know i can 1615 01:03:15,349 --> 01:03:13,119 recycle 1616 01:03:18,710 --> 01:03:15,359 yeah yeah so um 1617 01:03:21,109 --> 01:03:18,720 so ryan ancient aliens talk about 1618 01:03:22,710 --> 01:03:21,119 hollywood 1619 01:03:24,710 --> 01:03:22,720 aliens are you gonna become like a 1620 01:03:26,470 --> 01:03:24,720 regular are we gonna see you all the 1621 01:03:28,789 --> 01:03:26,480 time what's the deal there 1622 01:03:30,710 --> 01:03:28,799 you did it by the way i saw this the 1623 01:03:33,109 --> 01:03:30,720 first uh episode of the season i was 1624 01:03:36,470 --> 01:03:33,119 like i'm so excited you know sometimes 1625 01:03:38,309 --> 01:03:36,480 they do an amazing job um look like i 1626 01:03:40,390 --> 01:03:38,319 know not everyone watches ancient aliens 1627 01:03:44,390 --> 01:03:40,400 they're not fans i get it i totally get 1628 01:03:47,029 --> 01:03:44,400 it um but holy crap this season they 1629 01:03:48,789 --> 01:03:47,039 came out swinging with that um premiere 1630 01:03:50,549 --> 01:03:48,799 episode kind of catching us all up on 1631 01:03:53,029 --> 01:03:50,559 everything that's happened in the past 1632 01:03:55,029 --> 01:03:53,039 few years and they got some like 1633 01:03:57,029 --> 01:03:55,039 prominent people in there i mean you had 1634 01:03:58,950 --> 01:03:57,039 george knapp you had um 1635 01:04:01,670 --> 01:03:58,960 uh the representatives there were a few 1636 01:04:03,190 --> 01:04:01,680 of them in the episode um i i was very 1637 01:04:05,510 --> 01:04:03,200 impressed and then this past week we did 1638 01:04:06,390 --> 01:04:05,520 an episode about world governments and 1639 01:04:09,029 --> 01:04:06,400 their 1640 01:04:12,390 --> 01:04:09,039 looks into ufos and programs so we 1641 01:04:16,150 --> 01:04:12,400 covered france japan china um 1642 01:04:18,230 --> 01:04:16,160 australia a couple others too and um i 1643 01:04:19,910 --> 01:04:18,240 was just watching the episode you know 1644 01:04:22,150 --> 01:04:19,920 of course if you're on tv you're like oh 1645 01:04:25,270 --> 01:04:22,160 where when do i show up i didn't give a 1646 01:04:26,630 --> 01:04:25,280 crap i was like so enthralled by by the 1647 01:04:29,910 --> 01:04:26,640 work they did on those i was very 1648 01:04:31,589 --> 01:04:29,920 impressed um so yes um 1649 01:04:33,430 --> 01:04:31,599 a few years ago i was approached by 1650 01:04:35,589 --> 01:04:33,440 ancient aliens um 1651 01:04:37,829 --> 01:04:35,599 to work with them on another project 1652 01:04:38,470 --> 01:04:37,839 they wanted to make kind of a um 1653 01:04:46,870 --> 01:04:38,480 a 1654 01:04:49,430 --> 01:04:46,880 we've uh brought to you throughout the 1655 01:04:51,190 --> 01:04:49,440 years but let's put our feet on the 1656 01:04:53,029 --> 01:04:51,200 ground boots on the ground get out there 1657 01:04:54,630 --> 01:04:53,039 and investigate and you do sort of see 1658 01:04:56,789 --> 01:04:54,640 that in some of the ancient aliens 1659 01:04:58,470 --> 01:04:56,799 episodes now they do go to these areas 1660 01:05:00,870 --> 01:04:58,480 interview people um so i feel like 1661 01:05:03,589 --> 01:05:00,880 that's what it became but at the time i 1662 01:05:06,230 --> 01:05:03,599 was in los angeles talking to the 1663 01:05:08,470 --> 01:05:06,240 company and and and with uh giorgio 1664 01:05:11,430 --> 01:05:08,480 suclose we became pretty good friends at 1665 01:05:12,950 --> 01:05:11,440 that point and um he's he's an awesome 1666 01:05:14,789 --> 01:05:12,960 dude by the way one of the most 1667 01:05:17,510 --> 01:05:14,799 down-to-earth guys 1668 01:05:20,069 --> 01:05:17,520 oh my god yeah he's kind of like have 1669 01:05:21,750 --> 01:05:20,079 you noticed he's tamed it down now it's 1670 01:05:23,510 --> 01:05:21,760 like it's it went up to here and now 1671 01:05:25,349 --> 01:05:23,520 it's like back down to here yeah what 1672 01:05:27,029 --> 01:05:25,359 happened 1673 01:05:28,630 --> 01:05:27,039 you know 1674 01:05:29,750 --> 01:05:28,640 nathan he can't get away from the hair 1675 01:05:31,270 --> 01:05:29,760 talk baby 1676 01:05:33,589 --> 01:05:31,280 gravity 1677 01:05:36,390 --> 01:05:33,599 it's graphic 1678 01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:36,400 but yeah so um you know that project 1679 01:05:41,510 --> 01:05:38,319 unfortunately did not come to fruition 1680 01:05:42,870 --> 01:05:41,520 the the um the head the president of the 1681 01:05:45,109 --> 01:05:42,880 company that makes ancient aliens 1682 01:05:47,910 --> 01:05:45,119 unfortunately passed away a few months 1683 01:05:49,029 --> 01:05:47,920 after we started working on the show and 1684 01:05:51,190 --> 01:05:49,039 um 1685 01:05:53,829 --> 01:05:51,200 this happens once once the person who is 1686 01:05:56,390 --> 01:05:53,839 really you know rooting for the thing to 1687 01:05:58,230 --> 01:05:56,400 go through um is no longer here like 1688 01:06:00,230 --> 01:05:58,240 it's up to the next in line to decide 1689 01:06:02,789 --> 01:06:00,240 what to do and they they passed on the 1690 01:06:05,109 --> 01:06:02,799 project at the time but they said hey we 1691 01:06:08,150 --> 01:06:05,119 we love what you're doing like we love 1692 01:06:10,150 --> 01:06:08,160 your your passion and and and your 1693 01:06:11,109 --> 01:06:10,160 insights on this like if anything ever 1694 01:06:14,950 --> 01:06:11,119 comes 1695 01:06:17,589 --> 01:06:14,960 um and i never expected to hear from him 1696 01:06:20,069 --> 01:06:17,599 again as you do in hollywood a lot and i 1697 01:06:21,270 --> 01:06:20,079 moved on with my life and then i 1698 01:06:22,150 --> 01:06:21,280 remember 1699 01:06:23,750 --> 01:06:22,160 um 1700 01:06:26,710 --> 01:06:23,760 it was halfway through the lockdowns 1701 01:06:27,510 --> 01:06:26,720 during the pandemic and i was just so 1702 01:06:32,309 --> 01:06:27,520 like 1703 01:06:35,430 --> 01:06:32,319 every week which is my my baby my love i 1704 01:06:37,910 --> 01:06:35,440 love doing it but like i just felt so 1705 01:06:40,309 --> 01:06:37,920 useless in my other life my personal 1706 01:06:42,069 --> 01:06:40,319 life i wasn't really doing anything and 1707 01:06:43,829 --> 01:06:42,079 i know a lot of people 1708 01:06:45,910 --> 01:06:43,839 suffered that during this pandemic and 1709 01:06:48,230 --> 01:06:45,920 still are um so i know a lot of people 1710 01:06:49,750 --> 01:06:48,240 can relate and i got a phone call one 1711 01:06:51,270 --> 01:06:49,760 day and they were like 1712 01:06:52,870 --> 01:06:51,280 hey we're doing an episode all about the 1713 01:06:55,589 --> 01:06:52,880 pentagon stuff you want to be in it and 1714 01:06:57,430 --> 01:06:55,599 i was like oh my god that's awesome yes 1715 01:06:59,029 --> 01:06:57,440 and like it just it meant the world to 1716 01:07:00,710 --> 01:06:59,039 me that like they reached out at a time 1717 01:07:03,910 --> 01:07:00,720 in my life where i just needed someone 1718 01:07:06,630 --> 01:07:03,920 to be like we care about ufos like we 1719 01:07:08,150 --> 01:07:06,640 want to put this in a serious light that 1720 01:07:09,670 --> 01:07:08,160 you know because a lot of ancient aliens 1721 01:07:11,910 --> 01:07:09,680 is pretty out there let's be completely 1722 01:07:12,870 --> 01:07:11,920 honest um they come to some very 1723 01:07:14,549 --> 01:07:12,880 wacky 1724 01:07:16,710 --> 01:07:14,559 um i don't want to say conclusions 1725 01:07:19,589 --> 01:07:16,720 because they they do speculate and they 1726 01:07:21,349 --> 01:07:19,599 theorize um that is kind of their their 1727 01:07:23,829 --> 01:07:21,359 joke motto like 1728 01:07:26,069 --> 01:07:23,839 theorize or could it be you know that's 1729 01:07:27,990 --> 01:07:26,079 kind of their big thing um 1730 01:07:30,710 --> 01:07:28,000 but they went all out and i was so 1731 01:07:33,029 --> 01:07:30,720 impressed and um after those couple 1732 01:07:35,510 --> 01:07:33,039 episodes came out they um they contacted 1733 01:07:39,109 --> 01:07:35,520 me again um and said we'd love to have 1734 01:07:41,349 --> 01:07:39,119 you back so i have since filmed i think 1735 01:07:43,990 --> 01:07:41,359 four or five more episodes 1736 01:07:45,670 --> 01:07:44,000 um i knew it i knew i don't know what's 1737 01:07:46,789 --> 01:07:45,680 going to happen after that 1738 01:07:52,069 --> 01:07:46,799 i was 1739 01:07:54,470 --> 01:07:52,079 even you know for the brief moments i 1740 01:07:57,029 --> 01:07:54,480 was in it i was just so like touched 1741 01:07:57,829 --> 01:07:57,039 that they would um trust me with that 1742 01:08:02,870 --> 01:07:57,839 and 1743 01:08:03,589 --> 01:08:02,880 who wouldn't trust a face like this 1744 01:08:07,349 --> 01:08:03,599 and 1745 01:08:09,109 --> 01:08:07,359 sense yeah can i get an amen you've 1746 01:08:10,870 --> 01:08:09,119 already made a segway for us because 1747 01:08:13,430 --> 01:08:10,880 we're about to speculate and theorize 1748 01:08:15,029 --> 01:08:13,440 because we only have you for about 21 1749 01:08:17,829 --> 01:08:15,039 more minutes before we have to get you 1750 01:08:19,910 --> 01:08:17,839 out of here oh god 1751 01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:19,920 yeah yes so let me let let me pass it 1752 01:08:24,070 --> 01:08:22,400 over to money nathan so we can speculate 1753 01:08:26,789 --> 01:08:24,080 we can theorize and we can get inside 1754 01:08:27,669 --> 01:08:26,799 this dome see what's what's going down 1755 01:08:29,829 --> 01:08:27,679 yeah 1756 01:08:32,390 --> 01:08:29,839 no rush guys to be completely honest 1757 01:08:33,829 --> 01:08:32,400 okay no rush okay okay okay cool i 1758 01:08:36,829 --> 01:08:33,839 appreciate that yeah so let me ask you a 1759 01:08:39,430 --> 01:08:36,839 question i we asked uh tj allard 1760 01:08:42,149 --> 01:08:39,440 um so shout out to uh secretive 1761 01:08:44,709 --> 01:08:42,159 skinwalker ranch dj what's up 1762 01:08:45,990 --> 01:08:44,719 big fan of that great great what's up 1763 01:08:49,590 --> 01:08:46,000 man seriously 1764 01:08:51,829 --> 01:08:49,600 um so you know as esten his perspective 1765 01:08:53,510 --> 01:08:51,839 as an artist as a producer you know when 1766 01:08:54,630 --> 01:08:53,520 you're doing a show 1767 01:08:55,829 --> 01:08:54,640 and you know you're familiar with this 1768 01:08:57,510 --> 01:08:55,839 as a playwright you know you're trying 1769 01:09:00,149 --> 01:08:57,520 to take the audience in a certain 1770 01:09:02,630 --> 01:09:00,159 direction you want them to go through 1771 01:09:04,630 --> 01:09:02,640 a transformation as you mentioned the 1772 01:09:06,470 --> 01:09:04,640 characters transform but the audience 1773 01:09:08,550 --> 01:09:06,480 you you want them to have a specific 1774 01:09:10,709 --> 01:09:08,560 experience if you've done your job then 1775 01:09:13,669 --> 01:09:10,719 then they you get them there you know 1776 01:09:16,149 --> 01:09:13,679 so if you 1777 01:09:18,470 --> 01:09:16,159 look at the phenomenon from that lens of 1778 01:09:20,149 --> 01:09:18,480 an artist and the playwright and 1779 01:09:24,870 --> 01:09:20,159 someone creating that material what is 1780 01:09:29,829 --> 01:09:26,149 i think 1781 01:09:31,590 --> 01:09:29,839 it really comes down to 1782 01:09:33,829 --> 01:09:31,600 some of the most profound questions 1783 01:09:35,990 --> 01:09:33,839 every human has ever asked in their 1784 01:09:37,590 --> 01:09:36,000 lifetime and that's what i kind of go 1785 01:09:38,870 --> 01:09:37,600 into every project that i do whether 1786 01:09:42,870 --> 01:09:38,880 it's film or 1787 01:09:45,669 --> 01:09:42,880 television or movies is um or books is 1788 01:09:48,550 --> 01:09:45,679 trying to make sense of why we're here 1789 01:09:50,789 --> 01:09:48,560 and um what happens after again you 1790 01:09:52,229 --> 01:09:50,799 always hear that cliche of like two 1791 01:09:54,550 --> 01:09:52,239 major questions 1792 01:09:57,430 --> 01:09:54,560 what happens when we die and is there 1793 01:09:59,030 --> 01:09:57,440 other life out there and what i think is 1794 01:10:00,390 --> 01:09:59,040 so 1795 01:10:02,310 --> 01:10:00,400 incredible 1796 01:10:04,550 --> 01:10:02,320 is that because of what's going on in 1797 01:10:06,709 --> 01:10:04,560 the world today because of the giant 1798 01:10:09,270 --> 01:10:06,719 leaps we're making with like the james 1799 01:10:11,750 --> 01:10:09,280 webb telescope or the galileo project or 1800 01:10:14,390 --> 01:10:11,760 just the way private space exploration 1801 01:10:16,470 --> 01:10:14,400 is playing out right now um 1802 01:10:19,510 --> 01:10:16,480 i think we might get that answer in our 1803 01:10:22,229 --> 01:10:19,520 lifetime i i truly believe that whether 1804 01:10:25,110 --> 01:10:22,239 it's like again microbial life or 1805 01:10:26,709 --> 01:10:25,120 intelligent life um many believe it's 1806 01:10:29,270 --> 01:10:26,719 already happened and they have visited 1807 01:10:31,430 --> 01:10:29,280 us and again i wasn't there when these 1808 01:10:32,310 --> 01:10:31,440 people saw these things um 1809 01:10:38,630 --> 01:10:32,320 um 1810 01:10:40,709 --> 01:10:38,640 i think the story that's playing out for 1811 01:10:42,950 --> 01:10:40,719 me in the way i want to convey that to 1812 01:10:45,830 --> 01:10:42,960 the public and the different mediums of 1813 01:10:47,110 --> 01:10:45,840 art i use is um 1814 01:10:49,990 --> 01:10:47,120 why 1815 01:10:52,709 --> 01:10:50,000 in this life 1816 01:10:55,750 --> 01:10:52,719 is it about finding answers to what life 1817 01:10:57,110 --> 01:10:55,760 is or isn't it are we just supposed to 1818 01:10:59,510 --> 01:10:57,120 experience it 1819 01:11:01,669 --> 01:10:59,520 learn from it and take it to wherever we 1820 01:11:05,189 --> 01:11:01,679 go next whether you believe in 1821 01:11:06,470 --> 01:11:05,199 an afterlife or or another plane or you 1822 01:11:07,590 --> 01:11:06,480 know for me 1823 01:11:10,950 --> 01:11:07,600 um 1824 01:11:13,270 --> 01:11:10,960 i love this idea of like what you guys 1825 01:11:15,270 --> 01:11:13,280 have looked into consciousness when you 1826 01:11:16,470 --> 01:11:15,280 think about what that could be 1827 01:11:17,590 --> 01:11:16,480 consciousness 1828 01:11:19,910 --> 01:11:17,600 um 1829 01:11:21,510 --> 01:11:19,920 it gives me so much comfort to think 1830 01:11:24,470 --> 01:11:21,520 that there is this 1831 01:11:28,070 --> 01:11:24,480 disconnected thing um whether it's a 1832 01:11:29,030 --> 01:11:28,080 physical thing or a thought form or um 1833 01:11:31,110 --> 01:11:29,040 something 1834 01:11:33,750 --> 01:11:31,120 that we have to quantumly untangle for 1835 01:11:36,470 --> 01:11:33,760 the rest of human existence 1836 01:11:39,669 --> 01:11:36,480 the fact that like once we leave these 1837 01:11:41,750 --> 01:11:39,679 weird shells we're in um 1838 01:11:43,350 --> 01:11:41,760 that there is something next that death 1839 01:11:46,709 --> 01:11:43,360 is only the beginning that there's going 1840 01:11:50,709 --> 01:11:46,719 to be another chapter some way somehow 1841 01:11:52,870 --> 01:11:50,719 and maybe whatever these ufos represent 1842 01:11:55,270 --> 01:11:52,880 maybe that's what it is maybe when we 1843 01:11:56,870 --> 01:11:55,280 finally leave these things and go 1844 01:11:59,270 --> 01:11:56,880 somewhere else whether it's just our 1845 01:12:01,030 --> 01:11:59,280 mind or if you believe in the soul or 1846 01:12:03,350 --> 01:12:01,040 just pure energy 1847 01:12:04,870 --> 01:12:03,360 maybe we are getting those answers and i 1848 01:12:06,950 --> 01:12:04,880 love that whenever i see a ufo 1849 01:12:08,470 --> 01:12:06,960 researcher pass away without having 1850 01:12:10,630 --> 01:12:08,480 found those answers yet 1851 01:12:11,990 --> 01:12:10,640 i take comfort in knowing that they've 1852 01:12:13,669 --> 01:12:12,000 got them now 1853 01:12:15,750 --> 01:12:13,679 maybe maybe 1854 01:12:17,750 --> 01:12:15,760 um or is it going to be another 1855 01:12:19,910 --> 01:12:17,760 you know place where they have to then 1856 01:12:22,870 --> 01:12:19,920 find the truth to that i don't know but 1857 01:12:24,950 --> 01:12:22,880 i love the concept of like 1858 01:12:27,189 --> 01:12:24,960 no journey is ever complete like there 1859 01:12:28,950 --> 01:12:27,199 really is no final destination not not 1860 01:12:31,270 --> 01:12:28,960 for me i i don't think i'm ever gonna 1861 01:12:33,350 --> 01:12:31,280 know what ufos are i'm being completely 1862 01:12:36,470 --> 01:12:33,360 honest with you guys um and i'm okay 1863 01:12:38,790 --> 01:12:36,480 with that i love the people i've met i 1864 01:12:40,709 --> 01:12:38,800 love the stories i've heard i love the 1865 01:12:42,149 --> 01:12:40,719 friendships and relationships i've made 1866 01:12:44,390 --> 01:12:42,159 through that um 1867 01:12:47,270 --> 01:12:44,400 you guys included like we would not be 1868 01:12:50,310 --> 01:12:47,280 here having this conversation right now 1869 01:12:53,350 --> 01:12:50,320 it wasn't for ufos in the phenomenon and 1870 01:12:54,709 --> 01:12:53,360 that's amazing because now i get to see 1871 01:12:56,870 --> 01:12:54,719 and i'm not just sucking up because i'm 1872 01:12:59,430 --> 01:12:56,880 on your show i would not get get to see 1873 01:13:02,070 --> 01:12:59,440 all your beautiful faces 1874 01:13:04,149 --> 01:13:02,080 i didn't see it i did see you as well 1875 01:13:05,590 --> 01:13:04,159 you are you are loved here i told you we 1876 01:13:08,709 --> 01:13:05,600 were going to shower you with love 1877 01:13:10,229 --> 01:13:08,719 affection and and humor and so far we've 1878 01:13:11,510 --> 01:13:10,239 i think we've been successful it's the 1879 01:13:13,669 --> 01:13:11,520 only reason i'm here 1880 01:13:14,390 --> 01:13:13,679 now now give me the hardball questions 1881 01:13:22,790 --> 01:13:14,400 no 1882 01:13:25,270 --> 01:13:22,800 play gotcha um we're just here to try to 1883 01:13:28,310 --> 01:13:25,280 explore the phenomenon through the eyes 1884 01:13:29,350 --> 01:13:28,320 of other indiv oh my cat has decided 1885 01:13:32,390 --> 01:13:29,360 bella 1886 01:13:34,550 --> 01:13:32,400 stop acting up be on the show but i do 1887 01:13:37,270 --> 01:13:34,560 have a hard question are you ready for 1888 01:13:40,470 --> 01:13:37,280 it wait wait help man hold up damn i'm 1889 01:13:43,669 --> 01:13:41,830 but but we are 1890 01:13:45,990 --> 01:13:43,679 you know we're trying to explore the 1891 01:13:47,430 --> 01:13:46,000 topic through the eyes of people and 1892 01:13:49,189 --> 01:13:47,440 then through ourselves because we'll 1893 01:13:51,669 --> 01:13:49,199 talk like during the week we talked to 1894 01:13:54,470 --> 01:13:51,679 james you know we'll go and uh uh nate 1895 01:13:55,910 --> 01:13:54,480 i'll talk to exo on dm or james on dm or 1896 01:13:58,070 --> 01:13:55,920 we'll get together and try to figure out 1897 01:13:59,430 --> 01:13:58,080 what's going on and this notion you know 1898 01:14:01,669 --> 01:13:59,440 i think it was sir isaac newton that 1899 01:14:02,790 --> 01:14:01,679 said energy can neither be created nor 1900 01:14:05,510 --> 01:14:02,800 destroyed 1901 01:14:07,030 --> 01:14:05,520 which and now people on this as a result 1902 01:14:09,189 --> 01:14:07,040 of this community something i wouldn't 1903 01:14:12,310 --> 01:14:09,199 have even considered until meeting all 1904 01:14:14,870 --> 01:14:12,320 these people uh these friends as you've 1905 01:14:16,950 --> 01:14:14,880 described them have have opened my mind 1906 01:14:19,830 --> 01:14:16,960 to all these other possibilities that 1907 01:14:21,110 --> 01:14:19,840 this consciousness uh perhaps is going 1908 01:14:23,590 --> 01:14:21,120 to live on 1909 01:14:25,669 --> 01:14:23,600 that it will leave this body 1910 01:14:28,229 --> 01:14:25,679 and and nathan nathan will describe to 1911 01:14:30,149 --> 01:14:28,239 you how it's it's the brain is you know 1912 01:14:32,070 --> 01:14:30,159 is it it's not the brain 1913 01:14:33,910 --> 01:14:32,080 it's it's not the right right but but 1914 01:14:36,229 --> 01:14:33,920 but this notion of consciousness how do 1915 01:14:38,310 --> 01:14:36,239 you so you've kind of 1916 01:14:41,189 --> 01:14:38,320 you know described how you feel about it 1917 01:14:44,070 --> 01:14:41,199 that it it will live on and that stanton 1918 01:14:49,669 --> 01:14:44,080 friedman right now might be like going 1919 01:14:53,750 --> 01:14:52,310 open the spam folder on your gmail i i 1920 01:15:01,189 --> 01:14:53,760 sent you something 1921 01:15:04,630 --> 01:15:02,950 hey man we're all going to be there 1922 01:15:06,550 --> 01:15:04,640 nobody gets out of here 1923 01:15:07,990 --> 01:15:06,560 what you got oh and i was totally 1924 01:15:10,550 --> 01:15:08,000 kidding i just wanted to know what your 1925 01:15:13,990 --> 01:15:10,560 favorite musical was on broadway because 1926 01:15:16,630 --> 01:15:14,000 i'm a big fan i was totally kidding 1927 01:15:18,870 --> 01:15:16,640 nice okay i got i think it's really hard 1928 01:15:19,830 --> 01:15:18,880 and difficult for you 1929 01:15:22,830 --> 01:15:19,840 yeah 1930 01:15:25,830 --> 01:15:22,840 it's hard it's hard um okay musical 1931 01:15:27,030 --> 01:15:25,840 right okay um 1932 01:15:30,149 --> 01:15:27,040 so 1933 01:15:34,229 --> 01:15:30,159 i think for me the the musical that got 1934 01:15:37,110 --> 01:15:34,239 me into theater was rent um you know mid 1935 01:15:39,510 --> 01:15:37,120 90s rock musical one of the first of its 1936 01:15:42,390 --> 01:15:39,520 kind um you know hair came before that 1937 01:15:45,830 --> 01:15:42,400 which was kind of yes the inspiration 1938 01:15:46,870 --> 01:15:45,840 i love that yeah for rent um i remember 1939 01:15:51,669 --> 01:15:46,880 i was 1940 01:15:54,310 --> 01:15:51,679 hated theater um you know kind of as a 1941 01:15:56,950 --> 01:15:54,320 kid i thought it was again it was for 1942 01:15:58,709 --> 01:15:56,960 girls it was for um you know people who 1943 01:16:00,950 --> 01:15:58,719 were artsy fartsy and here i was trying 1944 01:16:03,830 --> 01:16:00,960 to throw like an 80 mile per hour pitch 1945 01:16:06,550 --> 01:16:03,840 in like little league and i remember 1946 01:16:10,149 --> 01:16:06,560 my mom got me tickets to see rent in my 1947 01:16:11,669 --> 01:16:10,159 hometown of syracuse new york and um 1948 01:16:14,310 --> 01:16:11,679 i was like i don't want to see this what 1949 01:16:16,310 --> 01:16:14,320 is this crap and i just remember 1950 01:16:17,669 --> 01:16:16,320 um the musical starting and i think the 1951 01:16:19,350 --> 01:16:17,679 only musical i'd ever seen before that 1952 01:16:21,910 --> 01:16:19,360 was like phantom of the opera and i fell 1953 01:16:23,590 --> 01:16:21,920 asleep like 10 times um 1954 01:16:25,910 --> 01:16:23,600 which is funny because i now work at 1955 01:16:27,510 --> 01:16:25,920 phantom of the opera which is like full 1956 01:16:28,310 --> 01:16:27,520 circle um 1957 01:16:29,910 --> 01:16:28,320 but 1958 01:16:32,630 --> 01:16:29,920 rent was the one to do it once those 1959 01:16:34,470 --> 01:16:32,640 first guitar riffs came in in a musical 1960 01:16:36,470 --> 01:16:34,480 in a broadway musical 1961 01:16:39,270 --> 01:16:36,480 i just remember like 1962 01:16:41,590 --> 01:16:39,280 sitting up in my chair and like almost 1963 01:16:43,350 --> 01:16:41,600 on like the the shoulder of the person 1964 01:16:45,750 --> 01:16:43,360 in front of me being like i didn't know 1965 01:16:48,310 --> 01:16:45,760 theater could be this what this is so 1966 01:16:50,310 --> 01:16:48,320 cool like there's electric guitars in in 1967 01:16:53,189 --> 01:16:50,320 musical theater and then they're 1968 01:16:54,870 --> 01:16:53,199 swearing you know and there's um 1969 01:16:57,510 --> 01:16:54,880 you know all these different plot lines 1970 01:16:59,270 --> 01:16:57,520 going on about different types of people 1971 01:17:01,270 --> 01:16:59,280 in different situations living in new 1972 01:17:03,990 --> 01:17:01,280 york city back in the in the 90s and i 1973 01:17:05,350 --> 01:17:04,000 was just like wow this is so cool and i 1974 01:17:07,350 --> 01:17:05,360 just remember leaving that day being 1975 01:17:09,590 --> 01:17:07,360 like maybe i could 1976 01:17:10,790 --> 01:17:09,600 like this theater thing maybe i could 1977 01:17:12,870 --> 01:17:10,800 and um 1978 01:17:15,510 --> 01:17:12,880 yeah yeah so rent was it for me that was 1979 01:17:17,350 --> 01:17:15,520 my gateway drug into musical theater and 1980 01:17:19,669 --> 01:17:17,360 um i do have a special place in my heart 1981 01:17:22,790 --> 01:17:19,679 for like the classics like phantom of 1982 01:17:24,870 --> 01:17:22,800 the opera and the music man and and 1983 01:17:26,550 --> 01:17:24,880 stuff like that but i love these new 1984 01:17:28,630 --> 01:17:26,560 shows that really shake things up and 1985 01:17:29,830 --> 01:17:28,640 there's a few of them on broadway even 1986 01:17:33,510 --> 01:17:29,840 right now there's a show called 1987 01:17:35,990 --> 01:17:33,520 hadestown um which is really cool um 1988 01:17:36,950 --> 01:17:36,000 hamilton obviously took the world by 1989 01:17:39,270 --> 01:17:36,960 storm 1990 01:17:41,990 --> 01:17:39,280 um and i had the honor and pleasure of 1991 01:17:45,030 --> 01:17:42,000 working for lin manuel uh the creator of 1992 01:17:46,470 --> 01:17:45,040 hamilton um on his previous show in the 1993 01:17:48,630 --> 01:17:46,480 heights which ran in new york for like 1994 01:17:51,669 --> 01:17:48,640 three years and i worked the entire run 1995 01:17:53,830 --> 01:17:51,679 of that show in the theater and um 1996 01:17:55,110 --> 01:17:53,840 and again anyone who's willing to take a 1997 01:17:57,030 --> 01:17:55,120 chance and put something out there 1998 01:17:59,430 --> 01:17:57,040 that's never been done especially in 1999 01:18:01,110 --> 01:17:59,440 commercial theater which broadway is uh 2000 01:18:03,590 --> 01:18:01,120 i think is awesome because what better 2001 01:18:06,550 --> 01:18:03,600 way to get it out to the masses than 2002 01:18:09,030 --> 01:18:06,560 through a 1500 seat theater that's like 2003 01:18:11,430 --> 01:18:09,040 sold out every night of the week eight 2004 01:18:13,510 --> 01:18:11,440 shows a week how many minds and hearts 2005 01:18:15,830 --> 01:18:13,520 you're touching with that just is 2006 01:18:17,189 --> 01:18:15,840 astounding to me so you want to hear 2007 01:18:19,350 --> 01:18:17,199 something cool 2008 01:18:21,270 --> 01:18:19,360 i i went to high school with the person 2009 01:18:22,709 --> 01:18:21,280 who directed hades town and got all 2010 01:18:27,430 --> 01:18:22,719 those awards 2011 01:18:30,470 --> 01:18:27,440 yes that's rachel that's amazing small 2012 01:18:33,910 --> 01:18:30,480 world it really is 2013 01:18:35,189 --> 01:18:33,920 yeah for me that that uh film adaptation 2014 01:18:37,990 --> 01:18:35,199 of hair 2015 01:18:40,070 --> 01:18:38,000 when they're in central park and you see 2016 01:18:42,470 --> 01:18:40,080 them they're playing the age of aquarius 2017 01:18:45,110 --> 01:18:42,480 and you see them skipping down that hill 2018 01:18:47,110 --> 01:18:45,120 and doing these beautiful soft tumbles 2019 01:18:49,910 --> 01:18:47,120 into these sort of balletic 2020 01:18:52,149 --> 01:18:49,920 uh uh leaps if you will and forgive me 2021 01:18:54,070 --> 01:18:52,159 i'm i don't know anything about theater 2022 01:18:57,350 --> 01:18:54,080 but that's what kind of sold me on on 2023 01:18:58,950 --> 01:18:57,360 musicals was was uh seeing that the film 2024 01:19:00,709 --> 01:18:58,960 adaptation of hair and the only other 2025 01:19:03,430 --> 01:19:00,719 thing i think i've seen on broadway was 2026 01:19:06,470 --> 01:19:03,440 beatlemania so that's going way way back 2027 01:19:08,709 --> 01:19:06,480 nice yeah love it love it 2028 01:19:11,430 --> 01:19:08,719 helter skelter baby yeah 2029 01:19:14,310 --> 01:19:11,440 i have an embarrassing confession that 2030 01:19:15,750 --> 01:19:14,320 when i had to choose which one to watch 2031 01:19:17,990 --> 01:19:15,760 i was probably going through kind of 2032 01:19:20,050 --> 01:19:18,000 like a phase of not really being really 2033 01:19:22,070 --> 01:19:20,060 deep and i picked xanadu 2034 01:19:24,310 --> 01:19:22,080 [Laughter] 2035 01:19:25,830 --> 01:19:24,320 where's that headband chris let's get 2036 01:19:28,070 --> 01:19:25,840 that lit no 2037 01:19:31,110 --> 01:19:28,080 it was a lot either it was a little 2038 01:19:32,630 --> 01:19:31,120 theater and they skated around you 2039 01:19:34,310 --> 01:19:32,640 because it was xanadu and they had 2040 01:19:37,750 --> 01:19:34,320 roller skates 2041 01:19:39,910 --> 01:19:37,760 and that was a big thing like in the 80s 2042 01:19:45,510 --> 01:19:39,920 i remember i'm old i it was i know i 2043 01:19:49,750 --> 01:19:47,510 i could have gone to something better 2044 01:19:51,669 --> 01:19:49,760 but i didn't i went does nana do and i 2045 01:19:53,750 --> 01:19:51,679 loved it i loved it i thought it was 2046 01:19:55,430 --> 01:19:53,760 theater's not going anywhere 2047 01:19:58,470 --> 01:19:55,440 theater is not going anywhere it will 2048 01:20:00,070 --> 01:19:58,480 live forever in some form so 2049 01:20:02,070 --> 01:20:00,080 next time you guys are in new york you 2050 01:20:04,790 --> 01:20:02,080 let me know i'll get you into one of 2051 01:20:07,270 --> 01:20:04,800 these shows for sure oh i'll be there in 2052 01:20:09,590 --> 01:20:07,280 july or august uh every twice a year 2053 01:20:11,990 --> 01:20:09,600 every year i come to nuevo york but we 2054 01:20:13,590 --> 01:20:12,000 got you know someone who uh who is going 2055 01:20:15,030 --> 01:20:13,600 places and that's hilarious kevin what 2056 01:20:16,149 --> 01:20:15,040 you got flair 2057 01:20:19,669 --> 01:20:16,159 may 2058 01:20:22,229 --> 01:20:19,679 okay well have you ever shoplifted no 2059 01:20:24,470 --> 01:20:22,239 i'm kidding i'm kidding you said ask the 2060 01:20:27,110 --> 01:20:24,480 tough questions like 2061 01:20:29,830 --> 01:20:27,120 i feel like um confession real hard 2062 01:20:31,430 --> 01:20:29,840 right i was i mean there's five of us 2063 01:20:33,590 --> 01:20:31,440 asking you 2064 01:20:34,870 --> 01:20:33,600 it must feel like the inquisition 2065 01:20:38,070 --> 01:20:34,880 sometimes 2066 01:20:43,030 --> 01:20:41,189 i'm just kidding um i had a um 2067 01:20:45,189 --> 01:20:43,040 let's see i got a serious question 2068 01:20:47,430 --> 01:20:45,199 actually or 2069 01:20:49,110 --> 01:20:47,440 yeah so you've been at this a long time 2070 01:20:51,669 --> 01:20:49,120 right you've got like a thousand 2071 01:20:53,990 --> 01:20:51,679 interviews behind your belt right 2072 01:20:55,750 --> 01:20:54,000 something like that at this point 2073 01:20:58,310 --> 01:20:55,760 yeah i was wondering so as a long time 2074 01:21:01,110 --> 01:20:58,320 podcaster if you could go back and give 2075 01:21:03,590 --> 01:21:01,120 yourself the old you some advice about 2076 01:21:05,110 --> 01:21:03,600 your work like what would it be 2077 01:21:07,020 --> 01:21:05,120 oh my god 2078 01:21:09,750 --> 01:21:07,030 why did you like this show 2079 01:21:11,990 --> 01:21:09,760 [Laughter] 2080 01:21:13,590 --> 01:21:12,000 not at all i love what you guys do um 2081 01:21:16,470 --> 01:21:13,600 well that kind of bleeds into my answer 2082 01:21:18,950 --> 01:21:16,480 actually um i know when it first started 2083 01:21:21,110 --> 01:21:18,960 somewhere in the skies um again as a 2084 01:21:23,590 --> 01:21:21,120 playwright like i'm a slave to a script 2085 01:21:26,070 --> 01:21:23,600 i i write works and that actor better 2086 01:21:28,470 --> 01:21:26,080 say that damn word the way i wrote it 2087 01:21:32,070 --> 01:21:28,480 and take a beat when i tell them to 2088 01:21:34,310 --> 01:21:32,080 um or else um so when i first started 2089 01:21:37,590 --> 01:21:34,320 the podcast i was very 2090 01:21:38,550 --> 01:21:37,600 robotic very monotone very like sticking 2091 01:21:43,270 --> 01:21:38,560 to the 2092 01:21:45,030 --> 01:21:43,280 where i was like scripting the entire 2093 01:21:46,870 --> 01:21:45,040 interview and i don't know what i was 2094 01:21:48,550 --> 01:21:46,880 thinking because you guys know the 2095 01:21:50,310 --> 01:21:48,560 minute you start talking about ufos like 2096 01:21:53,189 --> 01:21:50,320 the conversation can go in a million 2097 01:21:54,870 --> 01:21:53,199 directions and i could never find a way 2098 01:21:57,910 --> 01:21:54,880 to really bring it back to 2099 01:22:00,470 --> 01:21:57,920 that script and i realized i was wasting 2100 01:22:01,189 --> 01:22:00,480 my time like this topic isn't meant to 2101 01:22:04,629 --> 01:22:01,199 be 2102 01:22:07,350 --> 01:22:04,639 uh talked about that way the you explore 2103 01:22:10,070 --> 01:22:07,360 you find you you have revelations during 2104 01:22:11,669 --> 01:22:10,080 a conversation and um i think that's 2105 01:22:13,270 --> 01:22:11,679 what i would have told myself from the 2106 01:22:14,310 --> 01:22:13,280 start is just 2107 01:22:15,590 --> 01:22:14,320 go in 2108 01:22:17,669 --> 01:22:15,600 and talk 2109 01:22:19,270 --> 01:22:17,679 um even if you don't say anything the 2110 01:22:20,790 --> 01:22:19,280 whole time like 2111 01:22:22,470 --> 01:22:20,800 they're not there to really they're not 2112 01:22:25,110 --> 01:22:22,480 there to hear me they're there to hear 2113 01:22:27,990 --> 01:22:25,120 my guest um that's why they listened to 2114 01:22:29,830 --> 01:22:28,000 the podcast um god i if i had to listen 2115 01:22:32,229 --> 01:22:29,840 to my voice the whole time 2116 01:22:34,229 --> 01:22:32,239 no thank you no thank you um so yeah i 2117 01:22:35,030 --> 01:22:34,239 think for me it would be 2118 01:22:36,709 --> 01:22:35,040 that 2119 01:22:38,790 --> 01:22:36,719 and it would also be to not live in new 2120 01:22:41,110 --> 01:22:38,800 york city and try to run a podcast 2121 01:22:42,950 --> 01:22:41,120 because it's almost impossible i live 2122 01:22:46,790 --> 01:22:42,960 right near a subway it goes by every 10 2123 01:22:49,110 --> 01:22:46,800 seconds i got to restart everything um 2124 01:22:51,590 --> 01:22:49,120 it gets frustrating you know or you got 2125 01:22:53,830 --> 01:22:51,600 noisy neighbors or the fire alarm going 2126 01:22:55,430 --> 01:22:53,840 off um but again 2127 01:22:57,270 --> 01:22:55,440 that's the beauty of new york the 2128 01:22:59,430 --> 01:22:57,280 chaotic place that it is but it is 2129 01:23:02,709 --> 01:22:59,440 definitely not a place to run a quiet 2130 01:23:03,669 --> 01:23:02,719 podcast so yeah yeah 2131 01:23:04,950 --> 01:23:03,679 cool 2132 01:23:07,350 --> 01:23:04,960 um 2133 01:23:09,750 --> 01:23:07,360 earlier you were speaking about 2134 01:23:12,229 --> 01:23:09,760 uh the the possibility of you know 2135 01:23:14,310 --> 01:23:12,239 future us looking back at us now that 2136 01:23:16,790 --> 01:23:14,320 that seems very plausible that alpha 2137 01:23:18,870 --> 01:23:16,800 centauri and other planets don't but you 2138 01:23:21,030 --> 01:23:18,880 know you listen to guys that were 2139 01:23:23,189 --> 01:23:21,040 involved in 2140 01:23:24,310 --> 01:23:23,199 using satellites and other technologies 2141 01:23:26,310 --> 01:23:24,320 to track 2142 01:23:27,910 --> 01:23:26,320 uh intercontinental ballistic missile 2143 01:23:31,030 --> 01:23:27,920 systems and so on so forth like john 2144 01:23:34,629 --> 01:23:31,040 ramirez and he said that these uh 2145 01:23:36,550 --> 01:23:34,639 unknowns or uaps that as we now call 2146 01:23:38,550 --> 01:23:36,560 them have been spotted outside the 2147 01:23:41,830 --> 01:23:38,560 atmosphere and in space 2148 01:23:43,990 --> 01:23:41,840 so to me it's it it seems as likely that 2149 01:23:46,709 --> 01:23:44,000 that there are future us's flying 2150 01:23:50,070 --> 01:23:46,719 certain types of craft and possibly 2151 01:23:52,709 --> 01:23:50,080 other uh intelligences from outside of 2152 01:23:54,470 --> 01:23:52,719 the planet like perhaps i'm a new yorker 2153 01:23:57,510 --> 01:23:54,480 so i mean i've had 2154 01:24:01,030 --> 01:23:57,520 since uh you and i have first uh 2155 01:24:02,470 --> 01:24:01,040 messaged on uh or or tweeted one another 2156 01:24:05,270 --> 01:24:02,480 i've had probably 2157 01:24:08,310 --> 01:24:05,280 seven maybe eight high school classmates 2158 01:24:11,030 --> 01:24:08,320 we all graduated in in 85 so you can no 2159 01:24:14,709 --> 01:24:11,040 that was the height of the ufo boom via 2160 01:24:16,390 --> 01:24:14,719 our friend linda and dr heineck uh 2161 01:24:17,590 --> 01:24:16,400 nathan's well anyway 2162 01:24:19,350 --> 01:24:17,600 so um 2163 01:24:21,990 --> 01:24:19,360 but 2164 01:24:23,510 --> 01:24:22,000 do you i mean i i don't want do you 2165 01:24:25,510 --> 01:24:23,520 think that we should close the door on 2166 01:24:27,750 --> 01:24:25,520 that possibility i don't but maybe you 2167 01:24:29,270 --> 01:24:27,760 do and maybe you have you've talked to a 2168 01:24:31,910 --> 01:24:29,280 zillion more people and have studied 2169 01:24:34,390 --> 01:24:31,920 this a lot longer than i have 2170 01:24:37,590 --> 01:24:34,400 the the concept of us from the future 2171 01:24:39,750 --> 01:24:37,600 explaining this no that i i i'm i'm on 2172 01:24:43,510 --> 01:24:39,760 i'm on board that all possibilities are 2173 01:24:45,350 --> 01:24:43,520 open including with the earlier craft uh 2174 01:24:47,590 --> 01:24:45,360 the different types of craft and 2175 01:24:49,750 --> 01:24:47,600 different uh um 2176 01:24:51,830 --> 01:24:49,760 let's say behavior patterns that they 2177 01:24:53,189 --> 01:24:51,840 displayed landing 2178 01:24:54,950 --> 01:24:53,199 interacting 2179 01:24:57,990 --> 01:24:54,960 abducting all these sorts you don't hear 2180 01:25:00,310 --> 01:24:58,000 a lot of abduction stuff lately uh and 2181 01:25:03,669 --> 01:25:00,320 then also the fact that uh they've been 2182 01:25:04,950 --> 01:25:03,679 reported by people like ramirez who know 2183 01:25:07,189 --> 01:25:04,960 something 2184 01:25:08,950 --> 01:25:07,199 outside of the atmosphere do so 2185 01:25:11,189 --> 01:25:08,960 but earlier you were sort of indicating 2186 01:25:13,510 --> 01:25:11,199 you think it's not likely um what is 2187 01:25:15,590 --> 01:25:13,520 your your official 2188 01:25:16,950 --> 01:25:15,600 position 2189 01:25:19,750 --> 01:25:16,960 i don't know 2190 01:25:22,070 --> 01:25:19,760 i i i i mean again i think that's the 2191 01:25:25,110 --> 01:25:22,080 most responsible answer i can give but 2192 01:25:26,470 --> 01:25:25,120 but um i i also think it's very 2193 01:25:30,229 --> 01:25:26,480 interesting and you bring up a good 2194 01:25:32,470 --> 01:25:30,239 point that these phenomena seem to 2195 01:25:35,030 --> 01:25:32,480 i don't want to say reflect because 2196 01:25:37,510 --> 01:25:35,040 they're usually far more advanced than 2197 01:25:40,070 --> 01:25:37,520 anything we possess on our planet in 2198 01:25:42,550 --> 01:25:40,080 terms of how they maneuver how they work 2199 01:25:44,870 --> 01:25:42,560 uh how they affect us physiologically 2200 01:25:46,629 --> 01:25:44,880 psychologically emotionally 2201 01:25:49,750 --> 01:25:46,639 and everything in between 2202 01:25:51,350 --> 01:25:49,760 it is fascinating to me that you see 2203 01:25:54,790 --> 01:25:51,360 these kind of 2204 01:25:57,830 --> 01:25:54,800 pins in each decade of you know 2205 01:26:02,870 --> 01:25:57,840 saucers of the 50s triangles of the 80s 2206 01:26:04,870 --> 01:26:02,880 and 90s orbs and and plasmas of today um 2207 01:26:08,070 --> 01:26:04,880 oh my god i love your cat 2208 01:26:10,709 --> 01:26:08,080 i love it 2209 01:26:11,669 --> 01:26:10,719 um oh my gosh i got so distracted oh 2210 01:26:14,070 --> 01:26:11,679 sorry 2211 01:26:16,149 --> 01:26:14,080 yeah no dude i think um again i think 2212 01:26:19,030 --> 01:26:16,159 what the phenomena does in its kind of 2213 01:26:19,750 --> 01:26:19,040 trickster-ish nature is um 2214 01:26:23,189 --> 01:26:19,760 it 2215 01:26:25,430 --> 01:26:23,199 looks at what we are in this time line 2216 01:26:27,910 --> 01:26:25,440 that we're in and says 2217 01:26:29,669 --> 01:26:27,920 i wonder what would happen if i bent it 2218 01:26:30,709 --> 01:26:29,679 just a little bit to see how they'd 2219 01:26:31,669 --> 01:26:30,719 react 2220 01:26:33,990 --> 01:26:31,679 and 2221 01:26:36,709 --> 01:26:34,000 that's what i i think 2222 01:26:39,430 --> 01:26:36,719 could be happening um you know again as 2223 01:26:40,950 --> 01:26:39,440 a playwright i sometimes look at all of 2224 01:26:43,669 --> 01:26:40,960 the phenomenon 2225 01:26:46,390 --> 01:26:43,679 as one giant performance piece 2226 01:26:48,229 --> 01:26:46,400 like the biggest most epic play you can 2227 01:26:52,229 --> 01:26:48,239 think of that's gonna be 2228 01:26:55,189 --> 01:26:52,239 on stage for millennia and that they're 2229 01:26:56,070 --> 01:26:55,199 just seeing how us the audience is going 2230 01:26:57,110 --> 01:26:56,080 to 2231 01:26:58,870 --> 01:26:57,120 react 2232 01:27:00,390 --> 01:26:58,880 and you know in the theater world we 2233 01:27:03,110 --> 01:27:00,400 have this idea of breaking the fourth 2234 01:27:05,510 --> 01:27:03,120 wall um where characters are in the 2235 01:27:07,590 --> 01:27:05,520 world and then they turn to the audience 2236 01:27:08,950 --> 01:27:07,600 and say what do you guys think 2237 01:27:11,590 --> 01:27:08,960 and 2238 01:27:13,350 --> 01:27:11,600 back in the day you would never do that 2239 01:27:15,990 --> 01:27:13,360 on on in theater it was like 2240 01:27:18,070 --> 01:27:16,000 sacrilegious um but now you see it more 2241 01:27:19,910 --> 01:27:18,080 and more or you see it in tele 2242 01:27:21,510 --> 01:27:19,920 television and movies where like you 2243 01:27:23,750 --> 01:27:21,520 know i go back to like say by the bell 2244 01:27:25,990 --> 01:27:23,760 where zach would be like time out and 2245 01:27:26,709 --> 01:27:26,000 he'd come out and like preach something 2246 01:27:31,750 --> 01:27:26,719 to 2247 01:27:34,470 --> 01:27:31,760 i do wonder at times like is this the 2248 01:27:37,590 --> 01:27:34,480 phenomena um where that barrier is 2249 01:27:40,310 --> 01:27:37,600 between the stage and the the chairs um 2250 01:27:42,629 --> 01:27:40,320 are they just breaking the fourth wall 2251 01:27:45,110 --> 01:27:42,639 to give us a tiny glimpse and to be like 2252 01:27:46,550 --> 01:27:45,120 what do you think about this um how's it 2253 01:27:48,550 --> 01:27:46,560 what are you gonna do after that like 2254 01:27:50,470 --> 01:27:48,560 this whole idea of like a cargo cult 2255 01:27:52,709 --> 01:27:50,480 like what if we do 2256 01:27:55,189 --> 01:27:52,719 crash one of our craft 2257 01:27:57,910 --> 01:27:55,199 in a desert somewhere remotely in i 2258 01:28:01,350 --> 01:27:57,920 don't know let's say uh spin oh roswell 2259 01:28:03,350 --> 01:28:01,360 new mexico yeah throw the craft there um 2260 01:28:05,510 --> 01:28:03,360 we'll put a few beings in there 2261 01:28:08,950 --> 01:28:05,520 unfortunately they're they're casualties 2262 01:28:11,430 --> 01:28:08,960 of scientific exploration um let's see 2263 01:28:13,910 --> 01:28:11,440 what they do and i i always go back to 2264 01:28:15,350 --> 01:28:13,920 like space odyssey like the monolith is 2265 01:28:17,669 --> 01:28:15,360 there and then 2266 01:28:19,910 --> 01:28:17,679 humanity slowly evolves around that and 2267 01:28:22,310 --> 01:28:19,920 interprets it in their own ways and then 2268 01:28:24,470 --> 01:28:22,320 eventually uh you know 2269 01:28:27,430 --> 01:28:24,480 becomes what it is so 2270 01:28:29,990 --> 01:28:27,440 what if what if that could be happening 2271 01:28:32,070 --> 01:28:30,000 i love that concept of like 2272 01:28:33,910 --> 01:28:32,080 are they gifting us things 2273 01:28:35,750 --> 01:28:33,920 just small glimpses whether it's through 2274 01:28:37,990 --> 01:28:35,760 these abduction experiences or close 2275 01:28:39,189 --> 01:28:38,000 encounters be like all right let's see 2276 01:28:41,510 --> 01:28:39,199 what they do with this let's see what 2277 01:28:43,030 --> 01:28:41,520 they do with this and now we're living 2278 01:28:44,390 --> 01:28:43,040 in an age at least here in the united 2279 01:28:46,229 --> 01:28:44,400 states um 2280 01:28:49,830 --> 01:28:46,239 where it's all about military and it's 2281 01:28:51,590 --> 01:28:49,840 all about the threat potential and um 2282 01:28:53,430 --> 01:28:51,600 and this and that and this and that so 2283 01:28:56,070 --> 01:28:53,440 you gotta wonder like are they just 2284 01:28:57,990 --> 01:28:56,080 gonna see what we do with it um just 2285 01:28:59,830 --> 01:28:58,000 like you would an experiment with an 2286 01:29:01,510 --> 01:28:59,840 animal you know throw something in the 2287 01:29:04,070 --> 01:29:01,520 cage and see what it does 2288 01:29:05,350 --> 01:29:04,080 um and the results will probably vary 2289 01:29:08,149 --> 01:29:05,360 and maybe that's what they're trying to 2290 01:29:13,030 --> 01:29:08,159 see like huh they did this they did that 2291 01:29:14,950 --> 01:29:13,040 oh the nukes were um shut off by our ufo 2292 01:29:17,430 --> 01:29:14,960 let's see what happens if we turn them 2293 01:29:19,910 --> 01:29:17,440 back on turn them off again or even 2294 01:29:21,270 --> 01:29:19,920 launch them you know like i set up a 2295 01:29:23,750 --> 01:29:21,280 launch sequence that they need to 2296 01:29:25,350 --> 01:29:23,760 interrupt like mechanically 2297 01:29:28,550 --> 01:29:25,360 what would look like they did with the 2298 01:29:29,830 --> 01:29:28,560 russians yeah yeah could be a message 2299 01:29:31,590 --> 01:29:29,840 maybe they're trying to tell us 2300 01:29:34,629 --> 01:29:31,600 something that we're just not 2301 01:29:36,070 --> 01:29:34,639 ready to listen to i don't know 2302 01:29:37,510 --> 01:29:36,080 one of my big questions that i'm not 2303 01:29:39,830 --> 01:29:37,520 going to ask right now because we want 2304 01:29:41,590 --> 01:29:39,840 to let the audience get a chance to uh 2305 01:29:43,350 --> 01:29:41,600 have we're going to do like a rapid fire 2306 01:29:44,709 --> 01:29:43,360 around so we'll ask you something kind 2307 01:29:46,950 --> 01:29:44,719 of rapid fire try and get through those 2308 01:29:49,270 --> 01:29:46,960 but my big question and and we've 2309 01:29:51,270 --> 01:29:49,280 discussed it on nathan and i discussed 2310 01:29:54,870 --> 01:29:51,280 it with james we've discussed amongst 2311 01:29:57,270 --> 01:29:54,880 ourselves is if they're capturing 2312 01:30:00,070 --> 01:29:57,280 if they are sampling we're you know 2313 01:30:01,910 --> 01:30:00,080 basically we take when an experiencer 2314 01:30:04,149 --> 01:30:01,920 tells us and we believe them for 2315 01:30:05,990 --> 01:30:04,159 whatever our metrics are that they've 2316 01:30:07,669 --> 01:30:06,000 passed through our filter and we say you 2317 01:30:09,830 --> 01:30:07,679 know what i believe this person said 2318 01:30:12,550 --> 01:30:09,840 they've taken biological material from 2319 01:30:15,669 --> 01:30:12,560 me from either my sexual organs so on so 2320 01:30:17,110 --> 01:30:15,679 forth or another part of my anatomy um 2321 01:30:18,790 --> 01:30:17,120 what is the reason that they're they 2322 01:30:20,390 --> 01:30:18,800 find value in it or they wouldn't take 2323 01:30:22,950 --> 01:30:20,400 it the question is 2324 01:30:24,070 --> 01:30:22,960 why do they want it that's a that's a 2325 01:30:26,149 --> 01:30:24,080 big box 2326 01:30:27,750 --> 01:30:26,159 i won't open right now but something we 2327 01:30:29,430 --> 01:30:27,760 can get to let's get to the rapid fire 2328 01:30:31,669 --> 01:30:29,440 round and then if we have time we'll 2329 01:30:33,669 --> 01:30:31,679 maybe we'll attack that question as a as 2330 01:30:35,030 --> 01:30:33,679 a group of us 2331 01:30:36,870 --> 01:30:35,040 so go ahead 2332 01:30:38,390 --> 01:30:36,880 yeah we don't uh we have a couple of 2333 01:30:41,110 --> 01:30:38,400 questions i've actually been able to 2334 01:30:43,430 --> 01:30:41,120 group and we have one right here 2335 01:30:45,270 --> 01:30:43,440 from ask an alien 2336 01:30:47,030 --> 01:30:45,280 questions 2337 01:30:48,870 --> 01:30:47,040 i always wanted to say that that way 2338 01:30:51,590 --> 01:30:48,880 questions photo of me 2339 01:30:53,830 --> 01:30:51,600 um in all of your research oh hold on i 2340 01:30:55,990 --> 01:30:53,840 have there's a better version of it in 2341 01:30:59,110 --> 01:30:56,000 other words which event where three or 2342 01:31:01,270 --> 01:30:59,120 more people saw the actual alien beings 2343 01:31:04,870 --> 01:31:01,280 is the most credible has the best 2344 01:31:07,910 --> 01:31:04,880 descriptions drawn put images uh such as 2345 01:31:09,430 --> 01:31:07,920 the south australian school children 2346 01:31:13,270 --> 01:31:09,440 ooh they stole my thunder that was the 2347 01:31:16,149 --> 01:31:13,280 one i was gonna say yeah um rua zimbabwe 2348 01:31:19,590 --> 01:31:16,159 uh where six over sixty school children 2349 01:31:20,550 --> 01:31:19,600 um witness to craft land beings come out 2350 01:31:22,550 --> 01:31:20,560 um 2351 01:31:24,149 --> 01:31:22,560 you know kind of check out the area some 2352 01:31:26,950 --> 01:31:24,159 of these students said that they even 2353 01:31:29,669 --> 01:31:26,960 received like telepathic messages or 2354 01:31:31,350 --> 01:31:29,679 images of like you know the destruction 2355 01:31:33,830 --> 01:31:31,360 of earth and you got to clean up your 2356 01:31:35,189 --> 01:31:33,840 act and you are the next generation on 2357 01:31:37,990 --> 01:31:35,199 this planet like get it right get it 2358 01:31:40,390 --> 01:31:38,000 right and um i i spoke to two of the 2359 01:31:41,510 --> 01:31:40,400 witnesses actually much later in life 2360 01:31:43,270 --> 01:31:41,520 and um 2361 01:31:44,790 --> 01:31:43,280 both of them have become 2362 01:31:47,510 --> 01:31:44,800 incredible 2363 01:31:50,149 --> 01:31:47,520 people and they credit a lot of what 2364 01:31:52,470 --> 01:31:50,159 they've become to this event and i i 2365 01:31:54,550 --> 01:31:52,480 again that's what i am all about is the 2366 01:31:57,830 --> 01:31:54,560 aftermath of an event and how it affects 2367 01:32:00,550 --> 01:31:57,840 you moving forward and um that would be 2368 01:32:01,510 --> 01:32:00,560 probably the most credible case you had 2369 01:32:04,149 --> 01:32:01,520 um 2370 01:32:06,229 --> 01:32:04,159 uh you had a researcher in 2371 01:32:09,189 --> 01:32:06,239 south africa actually 2372 01:32:10,870 --> 01:32:09,199 bring this to america to john mack 2373 01:32:13,430 --> 01:32:10,880 obviously the harvard psychiatrist who 2374 01:32:14,870 --> 01:32:13,440 got really into abductions he went over 2375 01:32:17,750 --> 01:32:14,880 interviewed the children they all 2376 01:32:20,390 --> 01:32:17,760 sketched it separately and a lot of them 2377 01:32:23,030 --> 01:32:20,400 had they found patterns throughout it um 2378 01:32:24,629 --> 01:32:23,040 and then later um even some of the 2379 01:32:26,470 --> 01:32:24,639 school teachers came forward and said i 2380 01:32:28,950 --> 01:32:26,480 believe they saw this i didn't see it 2381 01:32:31,830 --> 01:32:28,960 myself but i believe these kids so um 2382 01:32:33,990 --> 01:32:31,840 that would be one and then actually 2383 01:32:37,750 --> 01:32:34,000 the other western 2384 01:32:39,830 --> 01:32:37,760 i was okay okay yeah um so you've got 2385 01:32:41,510 --> 01:32:39,840 more than one school event you got the 2386 01:32:44,870 --> 01:32:41,520 rue zimbabwe one then you've got the 2387 01:32:47,669 --> 01:32:44,880 west all event of 66 where again a bunch 2388 01:32:49,750 --> 01:32:47,679 of school children witness kind of a 2389 01:32:51,030 --> 01:32:49,760 similar event as these kids 2390 01:32:53,990 --> 01:32:51,040 and um 2391 01:32:55,510 --> 01:32:54,000 and yeah i i would have to go with the 2392 01:32:58,229 --> 01:32:55,520 landings where 2393 01:32:59,910 --> 01:32:58,239 um a lot of people saw 2394 01:33:03,189 --> 01:32:59,920 actual 2395 01:33:05,590 --> 01:33:03,199 beings some sort of entity involved with 2396 01:33:06,950 --> 01:33:05,600 it and uh those would be my top two if i 2397 01:33:08,790 --> 01:33:06,960 had to pick 2398 01:33:10,470 --> 01:33:08,800 now is that the one that was the one 2399 01:33:12,550 --> 01:33:10,480 where they asked about the um didn't 2400 01:33:13,990 --> 01:33:12,560 they say something about technology to 2401 01:33:17,110 --> 01:33:14,000 the kids 2402 01:33:18,550 --> 01:33:17,120 like hearing tech like technology's bad 2403 01:33:20,870 --> 01:33:18,560 and i didn't know that's kind of a 2404 01:33:23,110 --> 01:33:20,880 recurring thing west hall threatened uh 2405 01:33:24,950 --> 01:33:23,120 the teacher that was the one where uh 2406 01:33:27,430 --> 01:33:24,960 they threatened a couple of students and 2407 01:33:30,149 --> 01:33:27,440 the uh science teacher and the other one 2408 01:33:32,470 --> 01:33:30,159 was uh was the south african but let's 2409 01:33:35,110 --> 01:33:32,480 get another one up there 2410 01:33:37,110 --> 01:33:35,120 let's get it from mr crowley ryan do you 2411 01:33:39,430 --> 01:33:37,120 believe that different alien crafts and 2412 01:33:41,510 --> 01:33:39,440 beings are different species or from 2413 01:33:44,070 --> 01:33:41,520 different times 2414 01:33:47,030 --> 01:33:44,080 all of the above again 2415 01:33:49,030 --> 01:33:47,040 phenomena is the best way to i think 2416 01:33:52,310 --> 01:33:49,040 term all of this i i don't think we're 2417 01:33:54,950 --> 01:33:52,320 dealing with one source to uap um i do 2418 01:33:56,709 --> 01:33:54,960 like the term uap actually again even 2419 01:33:59,910 --> 01:33:56,719 though it was kind of coined by the 2420 01:34:01,590 --> 01:33:59,920 government again kind of like ufo was um 2421 01:34:03,830 --> 01:34:01,600 i do believe it broadens the scope of 2422 01:34:07,189 --> 01:34:03,840 what we're dealing with and 2423 01:34:09,270 --> 01:34:07,199 i do think just like here on earth um we 2424 01:34:11,270 --> 01:34:09,280 have all different makes and models of 2425 01:34:13,510 --> 01:34:11,280 cars we have all different types of 2426 01:34:16,310 --> 01:34:13,520 people driving them we have different 2427 01:34:17,910 --> 01:34:16,320 vehicles for different purposes so i do 2428 01:34:20,550 --> 01:34:17,920 think we're dealing with a lot of 2429 01:34:22,870 --> 01:34:20,560 different um 2430 01:34:25,910 --> 01:34:22,880 i don't even want to say entities i i 2431 01:34:28,070 --> 01:34:25,920 don't know that but intelligences behind 2432 01:34:30,790 --> 01:34:28,080 these phenomena or um 2433 01:34:31,990 --> 01:34:30,800 anomalies behind these phenomena and 2434 01:34:33,350 --> 01:34:32,000 who's to say they're not from a 2435 01:34:35,669 --> 01:34:33,360 different time a different plane a 2436 01:34:37,110 --> 01:34:35,679 different dimension a different world um 2437 01:34:37,830 --> 01:34:37,120 all of the above 2438 01:34:40,310 --> 01:34:37,840 like 2439 01:34:43,109 --> 01:34:40,320 who who says we're dealing with one 2440 01:34:44,870 --> 01:34:43,119 thing maybe bigfoot is a ghost maybe the 2441 01:34:48,070 --> 01:34:44,880 loch ness monster is a 2442 01:34:51,430 --> 01:34:48,080 um is an alien i i don't know um i think 2443 01:34:53,510 --> 01:34:51,440 it's cool to ask those questions because 2444 01:34:55,750 --> 01:34:53,520 if we don't like we're gonna get stuck 2445 01:34:58,310 --> 01:34:55,760 in that narrow path of thinking what 2446 01:35:00,470 --> 01:34:58,320 they thought in the 30s 40s 50s that it 2447 01:35:02,390 --> 01:35:00,480 was just little green men coming in 2448 01:35:05,109 --> 01:35:02,400 metal saucers which 2449 01:35:08,390 --> 01:35:05,119 it's clearly not it's clearly clearly 2450 01:35:11,910 --> 01:35:10,550 thank you so much so i've got a couple 2451 01:35:14,470 --> 01:35:11,920 more real quick and i know that we're 2452 01:35:17,189 --> 01:35:14,480 trying to let you go uh oh don't worry 2453 01:35:18,790 --> 01:35:17,199 about it no no don't worry that's no you 2454 01:35:21,590 --> 01:35:18,800 you've given us plenty of time we want 2455 01:35:22,950 --> 01:35:21,600 to be mindful so spaghetti lee that's 2456 01:35:25,189 --> 01:35:22,960 ryan can you tell us about your 2457 01:35:36,629 --> 01:35:25,199 friendship with peter robbins this is 2458 01:35:39,910 --> 01:35:38,149 that's why i'm a play right now man and 2459 01:35:43,030 --> 01:35:39,920 not an actor you're way better at that 2460 01:35:45,590 --> 01:35:43,040 than i am um so yes peter robbins is one 2461 01:35:48,629 --> 01:35:45,600 of my nearest dearest friends i do call 2462 01:35:51,750 --> 01:35:48,639 him my mentor um but i think he 2463 01:35:53,910 --> 01:35:51,760 looks at us as peers which i i just i'm 2464 01:35:55,510 --> 01:35:53,920 so touched by that um 2465 01:35:57,350 --> 01:35:55,520 and he really has 2466 01:35:59,910 --> 01:35:57,360 changed my life and that's what true 2467 01:36:03,109 --> 01:35:59,920 friends are and um 2468 01:36:05,109 --> 01:36:03,119 i trust him with everything that i do i 2469 01:36:06,629 --> 01:36:05,119 i come to him all the time 2470 01:36:08,470 --> 01:36:06,639 and you know 2471 01:36:11,590 --> 01:36:08,480 he really 2472 01:36:14,629 --> 01:36:11,600 showed me how to be 2473 01:36:17,270 --> 01:36:14,639 a good person not just a quote unquote 2474 01:36:19,750 --> 01:36:17,280 ufologist or whatever the you want to 2475 01:36:21,669 --> 01:36:19,760 call people who look into ufos um 2476 01:36:25,590 --> 01:36:21,679 he just taught me how to be a really 2477 01:36:27,030 --> 01:36:25,600 good person and um empathetic he told me 2478 01:36:29,350 --> 01:36:27,040 look you're gonna go out there and 2479 01:36:31,430 --> 01:36:29,360 you're gonna meet some crazy ass people 2480 01:36:34,070 --> 01:36:31,440 telling the weirdest stories you've ever 2481 01:36:35,830 --> 01:36:34,080 heard in your life it's gonna be awkward 2482 01:36:38,390 --> 01:36:35,840 um it's gonna be 2483 01:36:40,390 --> 01:36:38,400 funny scary exciting nerve-wracking it's 2484 01:36:42,550 --> 01:36:40,400 gonna be everything so just prepare 2485 01:36:44,470 --> 01:36:42,560 yourself to um 2486 01:36:45,350 --> 01:36:44,480 constantly change your mind 2487 01:36:50,390 --> 01:36:45,360 and 2488 01:36:53,750 --> 01:36:50,400 i have been wrong not just in ufology 2489 01:36:55,750 --> 01:36:53,760 but in life in general so many times and 2490 01:36:58,390 --> 01:36:55,760 until you can accept that 2491 01:37:00,229 --> 01:36:58,400 and learn from it um you're really doing 2492 01:37:01,750 --> 01:37:00,239 yourself and i think the field a 2493 01:37:04,149 --> 01:37:01,760 disservice you have so many people in 2494 01:37:06,310 --> 01:37:04,159 this field who are so stuck on one thing 2495 01:37:08,070 --> 01:37:06,320 that they will not hear anything else 2496 01:37:10,149 --> 01:37:08,080 and um again i've been guilty of that as 2497 01:37:10,950 --> 01:37:10,159 well but i think as time has progressed 2498 01:37:13,990 --> 01:37:10,960 um 2499 01:37:17,590 --> 01:37:14,000 while i become skeptical in some aspects 2500 01:37:19,590 --> 01:37:17,600 of all of this stuff um i become very 2501 01:37:21,109 --> 01:37:19,600 open to another like if you were to tell 2502 01:37:22,550 --> 01:37:21,119 me three years ago to look at 2503 01:37:25,270 --> 01:37:22,560 consciousness when it came to ufos i'd 2504 01:37:27,270 --> 01:37:25,280 be like yeah yeah sure um 2505 01:37:30,870 --> 01:37:27,280 go over in the corner 2506 01:37:33,270 --> 01:37:30,880 have fun with that um now i'm like 2507 01:37:36,550 --> 01:37:33,280 what if it's real what if like 2508 01:37:39,149 --> 01:37:36,560 there are blue avian aliens you know on 2509 01:37:40,350 --> 01:37:39,159 another planet what what if there are 2510 01:37:42,390 --> 01:37:40,360 ultra-terrestrials or 2511 01:37:44,950 --> 01:37:42,400 crypto-terrestrials living inside our 2512 01:37:47,830 --> 01:37:44,960 planet and there's some weird breakaway 2513 01:37:49,590 --> 01:37:47,840 civilization what if and um i think 2514 01:37:52,310 --> 01:37:49,600 that's kind of where i'm at um i'm no 2515 01:37:53,830 --> 01:37:52,320 closer to answers but uh i love asking 2516 01:37:55,510 --> 01:37:53,840 the questions 2517 01:37:57,910 --> 01:37:55,520 let me let me give you one other way to 2518 01:38:00,470 --> 01:37:57,920 think about the uap ufo discussion and 2519 01:38:03,910 --> 01:38:00,480 it's ironic because i'm an aviator by 2520 01:38:06,229 --> 01:38:03,920 trade but and andy mcgrillen isn't but 2521 01:38:08,070 --> 01:38:06,239 one one day when i first got involved in 2522 01:38:10,629 --> 01:38:08,080 this topic we were discussing it and i 2523 01:38:13,590 --> 01:38:10,639 was kind of also kind of skeptical about 2524 01:38:16,390 --> 01:38:13,600 them using the term uap as opposed to 2525 01:38:18,470 --> 01:38:16,400 ufo and andy said to me this was on like 2526 01:38:20,550 --> 01:38:18,480 a phone conversation he said 2527 01:38:22,390 --> 01:38:20,560 he said well maybe they're not flying 2528 01:38:23,990 --> 01:38:22,400 and i started to think about bernoulli's 2529 01:38:26,310 --> 01:38:24,000 theorem which 2530 01:38:28,790 --> 01:38:26,320 the way we fly airplanes and create lift 2531 01:38:30,790 --> 01:38:28,800 is based on uh newtonians first and 2532 01:38:32,629 --> 01:38:30,800 third laws of motion and bernoulli's 2533 01:38:33,590 --> 01:38:32,639 theorem so i started thinking about that 2534 01:38:34,470 --> 01:38:33,600 and going 2535 01:38:36,149 --> 01:38:34,480 oh 2536 01:38:37,430 --> 01:38:36,159 yeah okay now i see that they're not 2537 01:38:41,910 --> 01:38:37,440 flying 2538 01:38:44,790 --> 01:38:41,920 need the air to create lift and to 2539 01:38:46,550 --> 01:38:44,800 direct themselves and every single thing 2540 01:38:47,910 --> 01:38:46,560 on this planet and don't let anybody 2541 01:38:51,990 --> 01:38:47,920 fool you whether it's the stealth 2542 01:38:54,950 --> 01:38:52,000 fighter the sr-71 or the right flyer 2543 01:38:57,510 --> 01:38:54,960 from kill devil hills in like 1903 they 2544 01:39:00,310 --> 01:38:57,520 all fly the exact same way and they all 2545 01:39:02,390 --> 01:39:00,320 use bernoulli's theorem and these craft 2546 01:39:04,229 --> 01:39:02,400 that they're seeing and the way that 2547 01:39:06,950 --> 01:39:04,239 they're able to move at right angles and 2548 01:39:10,070 --> 01:39:06,960 they have no control surfaces and no 2549 01:39:12,709 --> 01:39:10,080 no sign of thermodynamic propulsion that 2550 01:39:15,430 --> 01:39:12,719 we can see that's not what we would call 2551 01:39:16,709 --> 01:39:15,440 flying they are moving through the air 2552 01:39:18,709 --> 01:39:16,719 but they're not 2553 01:39:20,629 --> 01:39:18,719 flying is the way we would call it so i 2554 01:39:23,109 --> 01:39:20,639 now i understand uap 2555 01:39:25,189 --> 01:39:23,119 all right uh chris i'll have one more 2556 01:39:26,790 --> 01:39:25,199 question for you chat 2557 01:39:28,629 --> 01:39:26,800 are you ready for this 2558 01:39:30,790 --> 01:39:28,639 this is very serious 2559 01:39:32,870 --> 01:39:30,800 okay i'm like ready to hit you with a 2560 01:39:34,550 --> 01:39:32,880 question from my friend 2561 01:39:37,030 --> 01:39:34,560 kathy splash 2562 01:39:38,390 --> 01:39:37,040 ryan what is your favorite flavored ice 2563 01:39:40,629 --> 01:39:38,400 yeah 2564 01:39:42,629 --> 01:39:40,639 let's hear it coffee splash 2565 01:39:43,540 --> 01:39:42,639 john's on bleaker street and ice cream 2566 01:39:45,750 --> 01:39:43,550 let's go 2567 01:39:47,669 --> 01:39:45,760 [Laughter] 2568 01:39:51,830 --> 01:39:47,679 um 2569 01:39:55,590 --> 01:39:53,750 we cannot leave the audience like that 2570 01:39:57,830 --> 01:39:55,600 ryan how dare you they'll never come 2571 01:40:00,070 --> 01:39:57,840 back to this play again i'm sorry that 2572 01:40:01,830 --> 01:40:00,080 was for kevin i'm sorry seats will be 2573 01:40:03,270 --> 01:40:01,840 empty tomorrow 2574 01:40:07,189 --> 01:40:03,280 is that wait is that a scoop mark i 2575 01:40:11,350 --> 01:40:10,229 i'm lactose intolerant bye 2576 01:40:13,030 --> 01:40:11,360 and i'm not making light of the 2577 01:40:14,950 --> 01:40:13,040 abductees i promise 2578 01:40:16,390 --> 01:40:14,960 um 2579 01:40:18,229 --> 01:40:16,400 i am c i'm just kidding 2580 01:40:22,950 --> 01:40:18,239 [Laughter] 2581 01:40:25,510 --> 01:40:22,960 i am gonna have to go with um 2582 01:40:28,149 --> 01:40:25,520 chocolate peanut butter actually my 2583 01:40:31,590 --> 01:40:28,159 all-time favorite 2584 01:40:33,030 --> 01:40:31,600 salty kind of guy okay yes exactly man i 2585 01:40:35,109 --> 01:40:33,040 love the sweet and the salty i love 2586 01:40:37,109 --> 01:40:35,119 chocolate covered pretzels 2587 01:40:39,270 --> 01:40:37,119 oh yeah yeah i'm one i'm one of those 2588 01:40:42,550 --> 01:40:39,280 people who like you know puts chocolate 2589 01:40:44,149 --> 01:40:42,560 on popcorn um yeah i think i gotta think 2590 01:40:45,510 --> 01:40:44,159 for the sweet and salty so chocolate 2591 01:40:47,669 --> 01:40:45,520 peanut butter 2592 01:40:48,550 --> 01:40:47,679 yeah i love that all right nathan so 2593 01:40:53,510 --> 01:40:48,560 when i 2594 01:40:55,270 --> 01:40:53,520 coffee in new york this summer we should 2595 01:40:57,669 --> 01:40:55,280 just get sprayed we'll make it all three 2596 01:40:59,750 --> 01:40:57,679 of us he probably doesn't know susan he 2597 01:41:01,030 --> 01:40:59,760 will you will love susan she's been in 2598 01:41:03,910 --> 01:41:01,040 the game since 2599 01:41:06,390 --> 01:41:03,920 for 40 years uh she's been following i 2600 01:41:08,149 --> 01:41:06,400 do follow her on twitter she's a 2601 01:41:10,310 --> 01:41:08,159 wonderful woman i 2602 01:41:12,709 --> 01:41:10,320 appreciate and respect her insights yeah 2603 01:41:14,390 --> 01:41:12,719 i do follow her so i would love that i 2604 01:41:16,149 --> 01:41:14,400 would love to meet you guys in person 2605 01:41:19,189 --> 01:41:16,159 all of you that's so dude when the world 2606 01:41:21,590 --> 01:41:19,199 reopens entirely right you told all of 2607 01:41:23,910 --> 01:41:21,600 us dj not just you and nathan do you 2608 01:41:26,390 --> 01:41:23,920 notice that ah 2609 01:41:28,070 --> 01:41:26,400 i don't know right what's going on 2610 01:41:29,910 --> 01:41:28,080 man that there was no 2611 01:41:41,910 --> 01:41:29,920 there was no damn 2612 01:41:41,920 --> 01:41:53,590 i'm gonna break up the band tonight 2613 01:41:57,750 --> 01:41:55,590 oh my god dude 2614 01:42:01,189 --> 01:41:57,760 that's amazing 2615 01:42:03,910 --> 01:42:01,199 he had a ufo sighting too over john 2616 01:42:06,950 --> 01:42:03,920 he did lennon yep over central park he 2617 01:42:08,550 --> 01:42:06,960 was living at the dakota um and uh for 2618 01:42:11,270 --> 01:42:08,560 anyone who's interested peter robbins my 2619 01:42:13,430 --> 01:42:11,280 mentor he gives tours of new york city 2620 01:42:16,709 --> 01:42:13,440 and um i remember he brought me 2621 01:42:19,189 --> 01:42:16,719 um to the dakota and you know i saw 2622 01:42:21,990 --> 01:42:19,199 unfortunately where he was 2623 01:42:24,950 --> 01:42:22,000 literally assassinated um 2624 01:42:27,669 --> 01:42:24,960 but i also got to see like the window 2625 01:42:31,270 --> 01:42:27,679 that he looked out and saw a ufo over 2626 01:42:32,950 --> 01:42:31,280 central park like a classic disc and um 2627 01:42:36,229 --> 01:42:32,960 i believe he wasn't with yoko at the 2628 01:42:38,870 --> 01:42:36,239 time he was with his other companion um 2629 01:42:40,709 --> 01:42:38,880 and they both saw it so yeah man 2630 01:42:43,109 --> 01:42:40,719 something with the musicians and ufos i 2631 01:42:45,510 --> 01:42:43,119 don't know what it is but wow maybe it's 2632 01:42:46,550 --> 01:42:45,520 tapping into that raw artistic side of 2633 01:42:48,790 --> 01:42:46,560 the brain 2634 01:42:51,189 --> 01:42:48,800 in that that's kind of like uh 2635 01:42:54,149 --> 01:42:51,199 i don't know it's like bait to these 2636 01:42:57,990 --> 01:42:54,159 ufos if it's not nuclear weapons it's 2637 01:43:02,550 --> 01:43:00,229 i'll tell you what man we've we've got 2638 01:43:03,910 --> 01:43:02,560 we've got more for you for uh next time 2639 01:43:05,750 --> 01:43:03,920 uh mister 2640 01:43:08,070 --> 01:43:05,760 mr sprague 2641 01:43:10,470 --> 01:43:08,080 we're going to bring you back you're 2642 01:43:13,270 --> 01:43:10,480 talking next very nice about the 2643 01:43:16,550 --> 01:43:13,280 conscious the consciousness and this 2644 01:43:18,709 --> 01:43:16,560 other topic in the phenomenon yeah i got 2645 01:43:20,709 --> 01:43:18,719 to do some studying for sure you guys 2646 01:43:23,270 --> 01:43:20,719 are going to school me no we're not 2647 01:43:24,950 --> 01:43:23,280 schooling anybody man 2648 01:43:26,870 --> 01:43:24,960 let everybody say goodbye to you please 2649 01:43:29,350 --> 01:43:26,880 uh go ahead akashi 2650 01:43:30,470 --> 01:43:29,360 um ryan it's just been a pleasure and 2651 01:43:33,109 --> 01:43:30,480 i'm just 2652 01:43:36,149 --> 01:43:33,119 i'm floored that i get to talk to you i 2653 01:43:38,229 --> 01:43:36,159 am just so excited that you were able to 2654 01:43:42,470 --> 01:43:38,239 spend that time what are you getting for 2655 01:43:42,480 --> 01:43:45,910 linda richmond 2656 01:43:45,920 --> 01:43:49,830 peanut disney 2657 01:43:55,750 --> 01:43:53,030 um anyway so back to you 2658 01:43:57,910 --> 01:43:55,760 thank you for giving us your time um i i 2659 01:44:00,070 --> 01:43:57,920 gotta tell you on a personal note i i 2660 01:44:02,629 --> 01:44:00,080 used to love before i got into uap so i 2661 01:44:04,629 --> 01:44:02,639 was into like murder podcasts and it 2662 01:44:05,430 --> 01:44:04,639 cracks me up because 2663 01:44:20,550 --> 01:44:05,440 i 2664 01:44:21,750 --> 01:44:20,560 about uap but the way that you you tell 2665 01:44:24,149 --> 01:44:21,760 stories 2666 01:44:26,470 --> 01:44:24,159 it's just it just transports me and i 2667 01:44:28,149 --> 01:44:26,480 just love to listen to you and i i was 2668 01:44:31,109 --> 01:44:28,159 telling them you could just read recipes 2669 01:44:35,030 --> 01:44:31,119 to me and i would be colleen 2670 01:44:36,790 --> 01:44:35,040 we're gonna a cup of flour yeah 2671 01:44:37,990 --> 01:44:36,800 that's my theater training i can't tell 2672 01:44:39,910 --> 01:44:38,000 you how many 2673 01:44:42,310 --> 01:44:39,920 how many people have reached out to me 2674 01:44:44,310 --> 01:44:42,320 and be like i go to bed i fall asleep 2675 01:44:51,350 --> 01:44:44,320 listening to your podcast and i'm just 2676 01:44:56,310 --> 01:44:54,149 and um we will be taking that little 2677 01:44:57,590 --> 01:44:56,320 road trip to new york i'm sorry you 2678 01:45:00,390 --> 01:44:57,600 offered 2679 01:45:04,470 --> 01:45:02,390 get in that 2680 01:45:06,709 --> 01:45:04,480 all right so ryan before we even turn it 2681 01:45:09,270 --> 01:45:06,719 over to kevin and then uh deb and then 2682 01:45:11,750 --> 01:45:09,280 nathan uh would you please do a promo 2683 01:45:13,030 --> 01:45:11,760 for us that sounds something like 2684 01:45:16,229 --> 01:45:13,040 um 2685 01:45:18,149 --> 01:45:16,239 you are this is ryan sprague and you're 2686 01:45:18,950 --> 01:45:18,159 listening to calling all beings in your 2687 01:45:21,270 --> 01:45:18,960 most 2688 01:45:23,750 --> 01:45:21,280 sultry 2689 01:45:25,830 --> 01:45:23,760 ryan sprague that you can conjure please 2690 01:45:28,870 --> 01:45:25,840 all right you're on stage 2691 01:45:35,189 --> 01:45:31,750 and cut to black no i can't do it 2692 01:45:38,790 --> 01:45:37,669 this is ryan sprague and you're 2693 01:45:42,149 --> 01:45:38,800 listening 2694 01:45:42,159 --> 01:45:46,310 maybe try to get 2695 01:45:51,189 --> 01:45:48,790 this is ryan sprague and i'm stepping 2696 01:45:55,030 --> 01:45:51,199 into the cab with the cabbies you're 2697 01:45:55,040 --> 01:46:09,750 yeah he's so good 2698 01:46:13,830 --> 01:46:12,390 thanks for coming on man it's been a 2699 01:46:18,229 --> 01:46:13,840 real honor meeting you dude i've been 2700 01:46:19,030 --> 01:46:18,239 wanting to meet you for so long and yeah 2701 01:46:21,189 --> 01:46:19,040 dude 2702 01:46:23,270 --> 01:46:21,199 you're one of my heroes in this in this 2703 01:46:25,750 --> 01:46:23,280 field so thank you for giving us your 2704 01:46:28,709 --> 01:46:25,760 time man and um 2705 01:46:31,109 --> 01:46:28,719 whenever you're you know you got a um 2706 01:46:32,790 --> 01:46:31,119 any openings for a play or a movie you 2707 01:46:35,590 --> 01:46:32,800 know think of my face 2708 01:46:38,550 --> 01:46:35,600 i still got it at 40. okay come on heck 2709 01:46:43,669 --> 01:46:38,560 yeah man i'm stealing those titles too 2710 01:46:49,510 --> 01:46:47,189 money nathan oh no i'm sorry debs 2711 01:46:51,830 --> 01:46:49,520 yeah i was told that i could not sing 2712 01:46:56,070 --> 01:46:51,840 the goodbye song from rent so we might 2713 01:47:00,310 --> 01:46:58,310 or a good point 2714 01:47:02,470 --> 01:47:00,320 whatever so so just know that that's 2715 01:47:04,790 --> 01:47:02,480 what i would have saw 2716 01:47:07,430 --> 01:47:04,800 to you to say goodbye 2717 01:47:08,390 --> 01:47:07,440 and thank you so much 2718 01:47:09,830 --> 01:47:08,400 thank you 2719 01:47:14,629 --> 01:47:09,840 yeah 2720 01:47:18,709 --> 01:47:14,639 it's 2721 01:47:20,709 --> 01:47:18,719 and um 2722 01:47:22,390 --> 01:47:20,719 i just want to thank you for your time 2723 01:47:24,790 --> 01:47:22,400 you know to echo what kevin said you are 2724 01:47:26,470 --> 01:47:24,800 an inspiration and i know that having 2725 01:47:27,910 --> 01:47:26,480 done this for so long 2726 01:47:29,830 --> 01:47:27,920 you know you probably have gone through 2727 01:47:31,669 --> 01:47:29,840 phases where you felt 2728 01:47:33,109 --> 01:47:31,679 you know maybe you doubted the 2729 01:47:34,310 --> 01:47:33,119 the value of the work that you've done 2730 01:47:36,950 --> 01:47:34,320 or whether you should keep doing the 2731 01:47:38,310 --> 01:47:36,960 work and you know for those of us here 2732 01:47:40,070 --> 01:47:38,320 you know we're just wanting to encourage 2733 01:47:41,990 --> 01:47:40,080 you to keep doing what you're doing 2734 01:47:43,350 --> 01:47:42,000 both in this space and elsewhere i think 2735 01:47:45,910 --> 01:47:43,360 it's all connected 2736 01:47:48,310 --> 01:47:45,920 uh one way or the other and your craft 2737 01:47:50,470 --> 01:47:48,320 really elevates this conversation 2738 01:47:53,590 --> 01:47:50,480 and are grateful and we look forward to 2739 01:47:58,229 --> 01:47:55,590 thanks brother i that means the world to 2740 01:48:00,470 --> 01:47:58,239 me um it really does i i there are and 2741 01:48:03,510 --> 01:48:00,480 we all have those moments where we are 2742 01:48:05,270 --> 01:48:03,520 just done with it and this phenomenon 2743 01:48:07,270 --> 01:48:05,280 can do that and it's done it to me many 2744 01:48:10,470 --> 01:48:07,280 times but you know conversations like 2745 01:48:11,590 --> 01:48:10,480 this and and just talking to you guys it 2746 01:48:16,790 --> 01:48:11,600 it 2747 01:48:20,070 --> 01:48:16,800 whatever like 2748 01:48:23,350 --> 01:48:20,080 tv's fun or like writing a book is cool 2749 01:48:25,030 --> 01:48:23,360 but having these conversations is like 2750 01:48:26,950 --> 01:48:25,040 where the real 2751 01:48:29,350 --> 01:48:26,960 real stuff happens 2752 01:48:32,229 --> 01:48:29,360 to be completely honest and the fact 2753 01:48:34,550 --> 01:48:32,239 that any of you guys would be like yeah 2754 01:48:37,189 --> 01:48:34,560 invite him on we we actually care about 2755 01:48:40,470 --> 01:48:37,199 what he thinks um that means the world 2756 01:48:43,109 --> 01:48:40,480 to me and i i mean that and i'm fans of 2757 01:48:45,590 --> 01:48:43,119 you guys because we're all in this 2758 01:48:48,550 --> 01:48:45,600 together i know that's such a cliche to 2759 01:48:51,430 --> 01:48:48,560 say but cliches are there for a reason 2760 01:48:52,629 --> 01:48:51,440 in in in they're real and you guys 2761 01:48:55,350 --> 01:48:52,639 you've made this 2762 01:48:57,750 --> 01:48:55,360 better for me and and you've made me 2763 01:48:59,590 --> 01:48:57,760 think about things that i i may have not 2764 01:49:02,550 --> 01:48:59,600 thought about prior to this conversation 2765 01:49:05,270 --> 01:49:02,560 so i have to thank you 2766 01:49:07,990 --> 01:49:05,280 you know trying to follow uh money 2767 01:49:09,910 --> 01:49:08,000 nathan and then you ryan is like the who 2768 01:49:12,390 --> 01:49:09,920 trying to follow jimi hendrix at the 2769 01:49:14,310 --> 01:49:12,400 monterey pop festival in which case 2770 01:49:15,750 --> 01:49:14,320 roger dalton said it's not going to 2771 01:49:17,910 --> 01:49:15,760 happen mate 2772 01:49:19,589 --> 01:49:17,920 somebody else is going after hendricks 2773 01:49:21,350 --> 01:49:19,599 not gonna be us 2774 01:49:22,950 --> 01:49:21,360 so i love it 2775 01:49:25,189 --> 01:49:22,960 so um 2776 01:49:26,629 --> 01:49:25,199 no i uh we are really honored uh you're 2777 01:49:27,990 --> 01:49:26,639 somebody that i looked up to from the 2778 01:49:30,070 --> 01:49:28,000 beginning and was tweeting back and 2779 01:49:33,030 --> 01:49:30,080 forth with very early on like andy and 2780 01:49:34,790 --> 01:49:33,040 james and so on and so forth uh 2781 01:49:36,709 --> 01:49:34,800 several of these people 2782 01:49:39,270 --> 01:49:36,719 we're here to try to bring a modicum of 2783 01:49:41,109 --> 01:49:39,280 positivity to the space there's been a 2784 01:49:43,510 --> 01:49:41,119 lot of fighting among many of our 2785 01:49:45,270 --> 01:49:43,520 principals and people that we need to 2786 01:49:47,910 --> 01:49:45,280 exercise some leadership people that 2787 01:49:49,669 --> 01:49:47,920 have been in it longer than we have 2788 01:49:51,669 --> 01:49:49,679 and um 2789 01:49:53,830 --> 01:49:51,679 so we're trying to to try to lead by 2790 01:49:55,589 --> 01:49:53,840 example and hope that but we're also 2791 01:49:56,950 --> 01:49:55,599 ready to follow you know if somebody's 2792 01:49:59,109 --> 01:49:56,960 going to lead because 2793 01:50:00,709 --> 01:49:59,119 in order for us to try to 2794 01:50:02,870 --> 01:50:00,719 get to find 2795 01:50:04,950 --> 01:50:02,880 some common ground and some consensus 2796 01:50:06,950 --> 01:50:04,960 into something that we're all passionate 2797 01:50:09,350 --> 01:50:06,960 about but we're doing the most human 2798 01:50:11,430 --> 01:50:09,360 thing ever in finding ways to fight 2799 01:50:13,430 --> 01:50:11,440 about it and hate on one another but 2800 01:50:14,629 --> 01:50:13,440 when you come in this space here you're 2801 01:50:16,390 --> 01:50:14,639 going to be loved you're going to be 2802 01:50:17,589 --> 01:50:16,400 cared for we're going to ask you some 2803 01:50:19,510 --> 01:50:17,599 questions 2804 01:50:20,950 --> 01:50:19,520 and uh and then we're going to say 2805 01:50:23,030 --> 01:50:20,960 goodbye to you and 2806 01:50:25,189 --> 01:50:23,040 and hope that you'll want to come back 2807 01:50:27,830 --> 01:50:25,199 and when we do we'll explore some some 2808 01:50:29,990 --> 01:50:27,840 deeper questions so on behalf of uh 2809 01:50:30,950 --> 01:50:30,000 money nathan and our producer akashi 2810 01:50:32,870 --> 01:50:30,960 chris 2811 01:50:36,390 --> 01:50:32,880 our humorist kevin 2812 01:50:38,550 --> 01:50:36,400 and our researcher deb uh cj saying uh 2813 01:50:40,790 --> 01:50:38,560 peace out one love 2814 01:50:43,030 --> 01:50:40,800 and we'll see you down the road 2815 01:50:46,620 --> 01:50:43,040 thank you guys truly honored thank you